This is exceptionally long.... Don't read if you dont like epic boredome =)

I'm soorry for the long entry again.... no acutally I'm not because only a select few are reading this; the rest are just clicking on my Profile and not clicking on the link to the log, so they can kiss my ass.

As of this moment, I'm at 3rd gear. About about 2.5 hours ago I was about 3rd-4th gear//// So lets << (That means, rewind, for future reference). because none of it will make any sense without some 411.

I actually woke up today 10am, and realize I got Chinese @ 1040, so I slapped clothe on and ran to the bus stop only to be rejected b/c the bus was full, so I ran my ass the mile to class. My god, Chinese I is so easy I want to shoot myself, becuase I am actually sleepy in the class even though I just woke up... Damn, if this is too easy I might actulaly not gbet a A. So technically that was the only live class I have; all the rest were TV classes, but given the ghostly empty weekend schedule, I can fit 8 hours of TV classes into the weekend. So I went to the Union and bitched at the Game Room director about tossing my bowling ball and she directed me upstairs. I got my ball back but the mgt think I didnt so they want to replace my ball... who am I to complain.

Bumped into Angie again (I know its a repetitive subject, but shes there, and I can't not talk about it because I have nothing to hide anymore, and I have nothing to lose anymore) I guess I still am her bitch; I helped fold like 400 programs for the assembly today. (I didnt want to but I still can't say no to her because I am a spineless fish) I felt used a little because I eneded up folding up 3/4 of the programs. I left a really small stack for her and left.

I met up with liz (My best friend, if you forgot, and we headed back to the Keys (411: Keys-> Apt Complex me and her live at seperately) to get ready for the assembly later. As of that time then, she and troi (the bf) were still on the ropes about their problems, and she was actually ignoring his calls. So when we got there it was awkward when us ran into him. The miraculous thing was the ass actually broke the ice and called me. This final resort is that I was the only erson that wa having real conversation with liz and would know what made her mad at him, and the poror guy actually sounded down because she didnt give him a nod when we ran into him... So he dissappeard after phoning my ass 2x during the show, then ran off, and when I told liz, she went out too, probably to find him (more later.)

The ASA was actually good. I think everyone thought the Hindu Council's Indian Dance was the best traditional type of the show, while the Viet's and Flip's shows were good for contemporary. Actally I couldn't tell that much from the Viet performance cuz me and Fone (sort of my frien) were looking at the girl (to us the hottest Viet in the org) and ralized she didnt wear a bra in that baby tank, and that she was cold... heheh... yeah, that was pretty nice. There was this other girl who has an exceptionaly body but according to others is a conversational bitch; I have yet to prove this yet, 'll find this later. But overall, the thing was good.

Afterward, I helped with some clean-up and moving stuff (FYI: It started raining by the show's end so all the Club's Tables moved to this small space, making it insane) and this lasted an hour. Troi and liz talked it out I think and at least they reached some understanding or compromise because he actually started saying whole sentences at me (I guess he realized he could lose her if he couldn't be bendable). In the meantime I was having a good tie entertaining Swan since it was raining and she was wearing leather pants and had to take her crusier bike home (FYI: Swan was Troi's ex- before Liz)... She actually seems nice, and I made her laugh a couple times,; I wouldn't mind getting to know her a little, or the other girls in previous entries.

So after troi took me and liz back to keys; I stupidedly decided to go to the clubs with Angela. I should foreshadow nothing god would happen, but I'm dense so I wouldnt know. Well, she picked me up and we headed to a club "The Palace" where her roomate and best friend were at. She led me aroundthe whole club looking for them but since I was holding her glasses I was the one that found her people, but then she got aught up with drink with them and then guys came out of the woodword (411: it was almost a sausage buffet, it was bad) that I wandered off and this is where I had my alcohol overload, ending btwn 3rd-4th gear....I only spent an hour there b4 closing time, b4 they shoved us out. When I rejoined the group, I guess Ang was missing me, but I wouldn't know because (Im dense) I'm drunk (and I cant tell anymore) then after buying some Tacos, I got takend back to the apt and got out of the car w/o saying bye to her, and moments later bummed a smoke from a passerby because of my state and mood (Future Entry: Y I suck the fattie and kill myself) Then I contemplated school, life and what I did today, and then wrote a letter to this Josephine girl back home in tw (all this while in 4rd).

Oh, Side Note: I have no car. The insurance did a supplement to the Civie and deemed my baby a "Total Loss". I emailed mom and her words are confusing and thus not encouraging of me to buy a better more expensive car. I miss that car, I did tons of CrazzzzzY shiet with it, she was my VXV (Voodoo Xtreme Five), now I have to christen a new car..... sooon. On a small bright note, The company is compensating the excat amount I paid for the car 2.5 years ago.... that is not bad... but I'd rather have a usuable car, I miss her. I'm really gonna miss her. Civie baby. I love you. I hope you enjoyed your service to your captain. (shit, now I have to get the shit out of the car)

One more thing, everytime I get home, the TV has been on nothing but Monkey Ball.... we are addicted as fuck (ran into Edna my cousin at school too, told her to come play) I hope this playing is a phase.


So lesson/Accolade for today: helped a couple work things out, found out I can't have anything with another, have no car, play monkey's too much. Wow, that's alot. Until next time (when I'm sober)

Well, In about a month and a half I have tallied up to 366 ticks, either from multiples of myself rich dot munye, or others, but i cant tell, because the sitemeter cant tell

So I woke up late again.... Well, I did wake to the alarm clock that was my cell phone, but I turned over again.... ended up witha couple weird dreams, One of them involed MRT subways routes that don't even exist in taipei, the other one I dont remember.

Actually went to class, the only big class that has the most relevance to my major: Consumer Behavior. My teacher is nice; shes a new professor, pretty young compared to the old decrepid dinosaurs here. Also looks like Jody foster or Bridget Fonda. Class was boring, but at least its good and alright. Too bad its 4-6pm

Got a haircut, ate some food, and then accidentally ended up at the Asian Student Assembly rehearsal. Alot of people there getting ready for tomorrow's performance. A couple faces I guess I missed before, like that clare and tina; others were revisited eye-candy (easy on the eyes) like trang and some others. Rand into old people I knew too, like Tevin, Phong Kieu, and also Peter Chen's people (thelatter make up the Khmer Student Org performers) (Khmer is Cambodian)

Also crossed paths with Angela again. Actually I was trying to ignore her for the most part because I wasn't going to be the first to sa hi ; in fact, my I probably would have continued my approach had she not said "what are you ignoring me?" or "Didn't you hear me say hi" or something. Couldn't avoid her after that. I feel like I have alot of stress when I have to deal with her, but then I also feel like I have comfort too; its confusing and still stressful. I dont know if I can handle this type, i'm being pushed too close to the edge of my tolerance, because I don't really know if we have anything or if she's seeing any other guy.... thats why I have to avoid.

After spending a few hours of watching, I left and went back home, just missing the fire drills that happened at the complex, and playing some monkey ball to relieve some of my life. I also ran into liz and we had a short talk about how life sucks and the sort.

Oh yeah, happened to catch the last quarter of the Miss teen usa. Me and liz both chose Mis Wisconsin as the winner: she choise b/c the girl looks like amuro to her, I chose her cuz she was the hottest bangable brunette of the 10 finallists (she was hot, but she looked vulnerable when the winners were announced, like a doe in headlights)
Yeah , so the girl won. Go fig. I tell you, when twnese ppl agree on something, it usually is the right thing.

Tomororw Ill get to go to chinese class, and some tv classes, and later, after dinner, going to the assembly, and into the hands of fate.

yay, only 21 days before I become even more older, decrepid, and grey, with nothing great accomplished and only a fleeting difficult future to pursue, and yet i think maybe my roomates may be the death of me if i cant control myself.
damn, i hope i can remember to make some emails out back to taiwan. I almost forgot its shortyjessies birthday thursday or friday.... shit i forgot to email her... argh...

my girl dot is a dork, i swear shes just copying me and everything... oooh, good thing shes in ny, or id be going pompey on her right now.

Correction: I may have recently and currently written some things badly or misstyped alot. the former is because I cant remember monday, and the latter is because my remote keyboard is running out of batteries and I still dont have fresh ones.

So woke up late again, went to a class, i think.

At 1pm my roomates were freaking out that they couldnt find a copy of super monkey ball 2 in the county. We finaly did locate one... in JAX... so me and the roomate Matt roadtripped a total of 3 hours to get the game (oh i got the Delta Flyer Star Trek ornamnt, im a geek) Finally we got back and the game has been on since 4 pm to 1am... i dont think we're replaceing that game for a while.

Anyways, I went back to campus. it was already about 5-6pm. I dont know why I went, there wasnt much going on, I think I was going to get food, but instead ended up at the Engineering Students Organization expo, which provided little treats, so I filled up on finger sandwiches, wings, and celery sticks.

Went down to the game room, ran into my ex-roomate franky; he lives diagonal from our place, what a coincidence. Also said hi to peoter; some people doent like peter, but since I have had nothing bad with him yet or anything of that sort, hes aight, I just dont talk with him that much. I stil have to get to his house and get my fountain one of these days.

Went back up to ASU again. Ran into some asu people and Angela (see log a few days ago). I dont know if I was expecting that, but I knew I didnt want to sit around in that area for too long with her around, maybe because I know I have better things to do than spend my time at the union so much, so I left.

After fighting myself over whether I should eat or if the wings were good enough, I wimped out and went home to more monkey ball.

What a fun life eh?

Oh yeah, I think my boy tevin is getting his mack skills down. I saw him walking with a nice filly while we neared the end of our roadtrip today... kewlll. Maybe I should make my life more like justin (during his peak of random booty tapping at bars) ... MAYBE I SHOULD FIX MY SCHEDULE.. ok, youre up-to-date. Now Im going to sleep.

Ok, lets see, I lost the entry I was doing last night so I will have to make up right here.

Its monday, and guess what, I didnt go to school, cuz I work up at 1pm, and I had to fix my schedule. I got meself a stern look and lecture from the academic counselor at the business school, so after the runaround looking for the directore of marketing and getting approval, I got to add myself into an overloaded class. afterward, I checked out So after getting back to old roots, I headed back toward home, or a place to eat. the Asu office on the 3rd floor at the student union becase its still a habit.

Had to do a little counseling for liz on her quarrel again. Nnnnnnnnnnt like I enjoy it, i have to help since shes my closest friend in this hellhole of school. Couse I cant remember much of the conversation, i do remember the arguement topic was boys and games: why do boys play games that wont have a goal or anything. I responded its to pass time and theres not anything to do for the first week.(after all that counseling, I went home and played monkey ball... im a bad counselor) Anyways, I cant remember much of what was discussed. My memory works in a totally bad way. I wouldve remembered a considerable amount of the conversation if 1)I had some interest in the person I was talking to, or 2) I had some interest in the topic of conversation. But alas, since I 1) dont and 2) already heard this record befor, I sort of filtered out the majority of it.

Oh well, it wasnt important. the counseling. They mended up, which I knew they would because... I dont know why, I just do. And later liz thanked me for helping. But the weird thing was troi thanking me for helping liz, I dont remember what I did but I guess it was good. Now troi wasnt to parlay to end our cold war. I welcome it, but I'm a little cautious, since they did supposedly had an argument over me a few days ago. It takes a lot longer to rebuild a bridge than to burn it.

Oh side note: the school took my bowling ball, so now I have to bitch at them and if they did sell it off, I am going to sue the school over stupidity and give me some due copensation.

Thats pretty much all that happened on monday, except Ive been playing monkey ball.

FUCK damn Blogthis, the supposed quick way to blog your stuff on ur journal. Ive accidentally hit the esc button twice and lost two lengthy and useful entries that I have to start again, FUCK FUCK FCUK. ANyways, Ill be writing the journal, but its not gonna get done till tomoroow.... when I post it and tomorrows together on the same day... Hey dont blame me its theyr fucking fault, dumbass people cant think of everything... fuckers.... Im really pissed cuz I had A good entry going on.

Basically the entry is summarized as this: my best friend's lovers' quarrel, run around the business department, monkey ball kicks ass, cold war standoff may near end. Stay tuned...

RICH THIS IS ALL UR FAULT, I wouldve done this later!

Oh and congrats to rich's little brother, my boy dave for joining the elite people in explaining daily life, though I shudder at him using the dreadful xanga; rich shoulda been lookin out for him, thats what brothers do... tsk tsk tsk =P

Sidenote: reading email from chinese oversea people is a difficult task to adapt to. Sometimes the words are gramatically off to the degree you literally have to tranlate the words into chinese to make sense. I can read the simple chinese words they write-in, but sometimes I'll have to employ a better translator. Sometimes I write back with bad grammar to make it easier for the people to understand. Its fun, plus I never stop enjoying the receipt of new letters, especially the stories ones.

So anyone want to help me write a chinese mail?

gtg, 9 hours till school. and my roomates are still up at midnight.

Damn, lost my post because of the Damn Esc button....

Guess whos back...!

Ok, since I got back to florida last last thursday to yesterday, Iv'e been on nothing but jet lag. My bro came by to visit from boston so he could take care of some things, and we did stuff like go around the malls in our dads old 18 year old blue van. But then he left for miami friday with his friends, so dad took me to the China Lantern, which is where jelly works. (i swear I didnt want to go, but dad wanted to see this place). Afterwards I went to get guiness drunk with my boy jon at some irish pub, only to return home late friday night and pas out 3am... and waking up 6am.

I wasmoving to skool that day, so I started checking my boxes that were never unpacked anyways from when I moved out of school. . Dad came by in his new model white van, and sufficed to say it tok 2 hours of moving out a rear bench, moving in my boxes of stuff, dragging the kids and actually leaving to get me on the reoad back to school. (hindsight wise, I wish I took more time to check my boxes, because Im missing the box or bag with the essential software CDrom book and my computer cables.

Getting into my apartment for the first time, I met my roomates, and from the start knew that they were a cut of their own. from the time I moved into the apt, to now, abour 24 hours or so, the living room has been turned into an AV entertainment heaven, with an 18 inch woofer in the corner, surround sound, stereo amp, and game systems such as the NES SNES 64 Cube, and Dreamcast. One of them's rooms is amazingly tehnical, with surround speakers gerry-rigged onto the chair, and a cabinet full of circuit parts. Their pretty cool too. Weve been chilling, playing Super monkey ball, had a barbeque type dinner at one of them's girlfriends houses, oh and smoked out. They aren't geeks or anything, I envy them. Even Liz thinks I got some good roomates..... Anyways, back up to when I moved in.

So me my dad and my little siblings (nini the pms girl, and mikey the evil child) get to the apartment complex. My stuff is alot, with boxes, bags suitcases, and a golf bag (this is still missing stuff, but I dont know at the time). Since most of the people I knoew are buying books, some others are at their homes off campus, and some I just haven't had the guts to call yet, I called liz to help me move my stuff in. Liz is the closest person to be called a good friend (besides jon, he and me are mad tight, comes all the way out from another county to take my ass drinking).. Anyways, having her help was great at cutting time since my siblings can't carry for naught. Total time unloading: 10 minutes (total time unpacking: well I havent finished yet) Then came with me and my dad to get groceries and supplies at the supermarket and walmart, cuz frankly, I'm not going to get anywhere in the next two weeks with no car (my poor baby, I'll bring you back home)

So finally after all that shopping and touring around the campus in the van (i swear my little sister is like my babe magnet; all the women come up and say she is the cutest little kid, and I say, yeah its from my side), and my dad takes off at 5 or 6. This is where I spend the rest of the night chillin with my new roomates plaing monkey ball and weedin with the cute dogs.

Meanwhile, an arguement ensues frevolving me. Basically it between me and liz's boyfriend. This damn thing has been going on since maybe January. He gets mad over me and her hanging out. Thats basically it. This has resulted in him not talking to me, him circumnavigating around me (its like im some black thug and hes this scared white kid and we're in harlem), and other little quirks. I've given some concessions to help out early, and i've given him time to cool off instead of just getting in his face about it (as per his viable wish)., but its already more than 9 months, and i grow weary of this. If he's going to go insane over nothing, I can't help him, only drugs and alcohol can. And I am not going to give up one of the few people I can have good fun conversations with about old taiwan and all other things taiwanese and naive. I knoew I said a new policy of bros over hoes, but thats for this new year's concerns not pertaining to past years. And there is NOTHING that is going on. Vietnamese people are just super jealous over petty things... Thats what Vothang reassured.... ooh, I gotta call him.

Anyways, another conflict arises concerning me, and I'm not going to get into it this time. Im going to live my life, study, work out, and be friends with whoever I damn well please. *sigh*, I have taiwan as a fading memory now. cali love boat gurls, shida people, josephine sylvia and Frendo, melanie and teena and leslie, margaret, jennifer lee, hookups galore, aztec, CS MochiKilla shoots margaret"Mochi" with headshot, club/bar hopping, fine ass-dancing, taxis subways, sneaking out/into the house, working, greak coworkers, unethical company loyalty, sleeping in the restroom at work, jin ju nai cha, starbucks, shops, tas revisited,, Flaming lamborghini, first drunk memory lapse, first drunk-related hurl, misusing Hydroxycut diet pills, forbidden night at @live, plush, room 18, plush, room 18, omega 19, outback, outback, outback, stupid carnegie, church, my old tas group. cute girlfriends and cousins of my friends..... basically theres soo much I have of memories that when it all fades away its gonna leave a big hole that can only be replaced by going back and doing it all again, only better...

I should call angela soon so shell know I'm done with the spaceI told her to give me.... ERR... maybe I should worry about school and figure out what I am supposed to do on monday...

Another entry, another life story. See, rich, its not detaching or weening, its just intermission till i get back, so youll have to watch over my women and my stupid bunny till i get back. U know i got mad love for you, just not up to the bros for life degree yet.

I apologize for the bad grammar and spellings =P. I took out my contacts for the first tiem in 100 days, and my monitor is 6 feet away from me. Oh year, does anyone knoew where I'm supposed to put the jin jun tapioca balls for the black pearl milk tea, when the balls are in a vacuum sealed bag?, is it in a cupboard or the fridge?

SubProfile - Revolutionizing AIM Profiles Wow, they upgraded the subprofiles... what will i do with the 3 other accounts spanned across on Jupiter, Earth, Moon, and Star? Err... well, lets hope the damn thing isnt crapped out.

I'm slowly trying to detach myself from Tw. Its sort of like my drinking, smoking, and clubbing habit... its a withdrawal. I crave it everyday, I crave the food, I crave the enviroment, I crave the fact that I was not the minority in the country for once. I just want to go back, I have a couple things I had not had a chance to see through, or people I did not get a chance to further know. I'll never get to see te perfect round ass at plush again, will never have people who will drag me to bar after bar looking for pootey to eye. So much I miss, I want to die now. Thats how my craving's sincerity is.

At least I have once momento of tw I'm enjoying: the small bottle of Smirnov I brought back from a club (Twins) I went to. That night was alright, mostly because Theory brought out his hot cousin for this night (she looks like elva). Anyway, yadda yadda, got real drunk, too drunk, got into Overdrive because rich was like "I want you in 6th gear) and I'm like, you cant handle me in 6th gear. At least after the club we got two vodka bottles as souveneirs.

I think I've had a small realization about me concerning cantact: I like phones alot more than messaging. I would rather choose to use this with my close close friends or the people I like because I have to hear their voice as a form of security for me. The way our society is, with msn, aim, icq, we've become a society of emotionaless shells whos only way to express one is with stupid little emoticons. I mean, if you have the ability to call, you should got damn do it. Unless your contact is in another country, you have no excuse for anything.

I look forward to school halfheartedly: the Forward part because I want to get this year finished and graduate as high as I can make this solemn pathetic year, the reserved parts being I dont like anything there or any of my futures there, and that there is no one I think I am looking forward to seeing, save my best friend, but thats only cuz if I wasn't there to watch over her, who knows who is going to mold and warp her naive little mind. All these people do it to us naive dreaming islanders anyways, I just have to keep her from being mutated so much or else her parents might renounce her as taiwanese.

I wonder how Jo is doing. Oh yeah, birthday notices to Jo, jessie, Rob, Me, Namie Amuro, and Dot.

I just realized something i havent done in the 90 days... I havent worn my glasses... Ive been contacts for the whole summer.... Sure that really fucks up my eyes alot, but i had no choice, i couldnt find theem. I cant even find my cd collection... argh.

I find Jordan Chan's CD actually not bad. Pretty decent. See, I knew theory wouldn't let me down in music choice.

I really miss taiwan, screw the people back down in florida, there is no love there that I can tell anymore. I'd rather take the MRT subway and taxis and buses and eat cheap little shops and buy cool rare asian products you can't buy in the west and the mad clubbing freedom I have here. Now that I'm back here, its like throwing the monkey back into the cage... no more times to club, cuz my friends here don't do that, they just sit around and get high and drunk (which is good, but i need to get out and stuff). Which is why hopefully I can get back to tw in xmas. Because I can't expect much here. Wasteland... Dun worry, I still plug fl as a place to go instaed of CA, NY , or TX, but I just want to not be here. Prove me wrong...... see, i knew you coulndt

Theoretical Document I think rich is dead or something... Or he has nothing to add anymore... sad.
Hung out with my homegurl Jenny. She picked me up and we went to eat Viet food with her Viet friends. Im trying to realize where I am with a social basis. I have no understanding anymore. Maybe it's because I'm still jetlagged and have no feeling whatsoever.
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sorry im writing so much today, im bored... Just a few topics to touch on.

I was watching Young & Dangerous 6: Born to Be King (Cantonese title i cant rember its, just Gu Wa Zai). Its amazing seeing stars working together in movies more than once. Like Ekin Cheng, the star of Gu Wa Zai, played Wind in The Stormriders movie (Fong Wan); The japanese mafia boss in Y&D6 is Conquer from Fong Wan; Hsu Chi is also in Fong Wan as Cho Cho, and plays Ekin's girl in the gangster movie. Thats alot of people that worked together in another movie. Also, the main evil guy in Y&D6 is also played Cloud in the Stormriders series. Isn't that weird?

The movie was intesting (I always loved the series, since Ray and Jimmy showed it to me). It was shot in HK and Japan and Tw; AI actually knew some places the Tw scenes were at, like the once subway station scene. I think I was actually at that place before. Also the movie showed some creative issues concerning gangs and the current ROC gov'ts attempt to end bureaucratic collusion.

Also this movie taught me one thing: I have little knowledge of the political conflicts and other cultural parts of taiwan (thats just graaate for a Taiwanese). Josephine found asked me how I could know so few about all these affairs; I respond partly the reason is that most of the time all these issues are discussed in Mandarin, but most of the words are more sophisticated than my level 2 self-learned mandarin. The other part is I dont know where to start analyzing the cultures, which side I want to align with, and so forth. I don't know. I wish there was some ROC current affiars class I could attend to speed my knowledge. I would probably need that in the future when I become IP and go to taiwan to sue some mainland companies.

One more thing: I chipped my tooth!!! WTF dude! I was feeling my front left tooth and I realize a small part is chipped off. The rest of that tooth overall is showing sings of deterioration. Im really scared now, because I have no idea how this is happening, or how it started, or whi it isnt afftecting the other teeth. It can't be smoking can it??? How can one tooth get fucked up??!?!?

Sigh, I miss so many girls...

I want to live in cali or canada... just for the women, and maybe to get out of florida... i want someplace cool and not hot and not dry...
dammit, where the fuck is my brother... i could be chillin with my boy dan by now if i didnt have to wait for lawrence...
geez.

90 days. Its not 3 months, its 90 days, and when you look at it from my view, thats a lonnng time. 90 days of no slurpee, tacos, and shanghai express. 90 days without thinking of too much of life back here in florida, the only connection being my aim buddy list. 90 days... its a long time.

90 days turns out to be a change in my family members. Dad quit his job, bought a van and some new electronic toys... my little brother has a "gf", some girl named angela i think, dunno... then i think, wtf? only one? i had 5 when i was 4 years old, and he has one?

OH YEAH... i get to be a step-uncle... soon. so according to my little brother, my stepsister is pregnant with a kid... prolly to her 25 year old bf. a 19 year old having a kid, does anyone see a problem with this? Now why did she even lead up to this? I mean, i can't say my sister is hot because im related by law, but my friends back here tend to fantasize alot about her. i guess if you have a relative thats of relatively high hot level, your pretty much screwed, right rich? heheh... but anyways, yeah i get to be an uncle... blah...not even blood.

Saw xXx last night, it was alright, at least it was good enough to keep you waiting for the next part. Before that me and jon spent 3 hours hanging out at an Asian Impoort/Export store in the mall where Jon's boy Rocco works. Its fun to hang out there cuz the store is in a run down outlet mall near my house, and hardly that many people go to that mall. the Store itself pulls in only 100-500 dollars daily, if they sell a table or a fake painting... but mainly its a good hangout place... at least the ladies fashion store has a viet girl whos sister is a decent eyecandy, but its nothing cmpared to back home.

I can hardly remember what Ruth looks like. Shes the 23 year old Cali gurl from loveboat, i remember she was at least the most friendly female from the loveboat side, and she wore a nice red outfit for the club... oh well, if she actually logs onto aim that would be a miracle of god or something.

my phone works now. My brother is coming in soon, I have no rental part of my insurance premium, so i may be a little screwed in the driving car part... errrr... guess i shoulda thought of that. Ill start working on a personal layout of my own for the future alcove and my blogger, maybe have a layout like others do of some girl... theres always hikaru, though i find it weird that im older than her... Geez, I'm older than that Beyonce Knowles... Shes only 20... Now im freaking out, getting to that point where hot celebrities are actually younger than me, and yet only older women seem to be my liking in the past 90 days....

90 days... 92 days ago my car was mortally wounded.... oh yeah, hers a not funny thing... while the flatbed tow was hoisting the civie, I found a note on the window. "If interested in selling, call Rick." Wow, someone wants my car because of its busted ass... maybe if he trades me for an M3 I might.

Maybe there is something said about older women....I'm still lagged out from the flight, i feel tired as fuck. A nice girl on my lap would help ^.^

Addendum: update on my sis, My other little sis, the cute 6-7 year old one with pms , told me my step-sis Viv already had the child, a bouncing baby boy(named howson?) , and maybe already wedded to the husband, the 25 year old... Im not going to say its fucked up, but thats just ****ed up.

I swear, sometimes phone companies will try to rape the fuck out of your money...

i come back home and try to pay my bill and reactivate my phone... 871-1000 (simple enough), and the first time the agent ladie says i owe 288 for the 3 months i was gone, and i think, WTF? tha last bill was for 60-80 dollars, how can that be... turns out, from the secoond agents explanation, the computer for the company thought i supended my account (instead of disabling it), and canceked my account, so when you reactivate it, they tack on 200 dollars... fucked up shit eh?

my cars not fixed... ive been gone 3 months and my car has been sitting in the hot sun with a busted ass and face, and my dad did jack shit to help me? he even got the check but didnt think about helping get the car to a mechanic... sooo now my car is going to be AWOL for another few weeks... sucks to be me.

I already miss parts of tw. I miss that new bar we went to, Outback (the bar, not the steakhouse, how many times do i have to remind you), i tend to enjoy that a little more than the champagne and Naomi bar types we went to, partyly cuz its the closest bar to my house and the female workers are friendly and the budweiser girls are hot (yeah they got that), but mostly cuz its a nice place, not too loud, not to crappy, (liked the weirdass bars we hopped around on the Civic Blvd. area).

I guess i can't expected a deep relationship from someone who is old enough to be my sister (shes older than my brother for crying out loud), and the next time I see the girl, it will only be on my 2-3 week break, and that probably means only a handful of times to hang out, what with hectic schedules and everything. But who knows... Catherine Zeta-Jones has a relationship with Mike Douglas, someone old enough to be her father, and that... That is sick...

My boy Jon (cozenza, the italian guy) is gonna come over and pick me up so i can get my car to a mech... then well go to our favorite chinese fastfood place.... (sigh, 3 months of small mom-n-pop food shops, on the fly teppanyaki, and sashimi shops, and now i return to my old stomping grounds and food stations), then maybe go see XXX (the movie, not the movie... er i mean, its vin diesel movie, not some jenna jameson bare foot spreadeagle with fake tits doing double penetration swerve double zogedow sizucking on dizick in the hizouse... you know what im sayng)... maybe well get tre and josh... SHIT, i forgot to buy them Hey Ren Ya Gao (black mans toothpaste literally)... damn i wanted to get them that shit as a joke... and i forgot that...
....
LIKE I FORGOT TO GETM MY DAMN MASHIMARO GANSTA BUNNY FROM THEORY AFTER THEY LEFT PLUSH LAST TIME!!!! MOTHER DIU GAN!!!!

... gotta go get my shit finished settled b4 my brother gets here tomorrow...

May15th, 3 months ago, i left FL to go to TW. Aug15, I left TW to go back to FL. (Note: This will be my longest post yet)
3 months ago, I left florida to escape from the torments of school, life, love, and alll points in between to intern at Texas Instruments and basically go back to the place I love. 3 months ago, I wasn't that tight with Rich Liu, didn't know Jeff Hsiung had a brother, didn't know a lot of people did come back. 3 months ago, I was a refugee escaping my life back home to go back to my life of yesteryear. 3 months ago I didn't learn or see things I learned now... That was 3 months ago.

So, now its August 15th-16th. After three months, I spent a bootload of money, made a minute sum of money from intern, learned alot more about IT life and Server rooms and about clubbing too much and drinking too much, and hooking up while you're drunk, not as drunk, or just plain sober. I learned korean girls are alright but become psycho if they are left unattended for so long, I learned that having a signifigant other usually means squat in a summer fling, I learned that ppl nine years your senior can be interested in you. Other things I learned: Flaming lamborghini's rule, smoking is bad for you- even if you are the social one, mongolian indian people have weird accents and look like Brian McCarthy (one of my buds in hawaii), I love the asian Lah Mei- as long as they are hot, a girl- standing in one place at a club listening to music- can turn you on by the little action seductive dance of just moving her body ever so slightly with her perfect ass and figure (oh yeah), work in IT- though fun and not as enuring as programming- gets real boring when one wait for other things to happen so they can do their shit, rich is gay, justin is gay when hes drunk, I disappear in the club when I'm drunk, I have progressed well in counterstrike and StarCraft, I love Aztec, meaningless sex has an inner meaning, people who look like stars get alot more numbers, bartenders need friends too, there is a mafia at Room 18, Playboy has anatomically correct playmate dolls that can kill barbie... and so on... theres more, but i cant remember all of them, I still have to talk about the last days in the ROC.

Last full day in taipei. I went insane running to the Guang Hwa Bazaar attempting to buy a T68i, but got agitated at the price, so now i have to work with the t28 for another 5 months, or just bite the bullet and get a crappy new replacement. while at the bazaar I got some vcds of jap soaps and hk movies. Then I hit the night market in the daytime. I was going to buy replacement springs for my beretta but the gunshop I bought it from just closed at the end of last month, so I was pissed offf... bought some small trinkets while at the market, including another navy blue zippo lighter... erk... overall money spent, 2000NT this day, maybe more...

Mom told me koreans language is really taiwanese, they just talk faster... I dont know what to think of that. Is that good or bad...Mom knows alot of stuff but tends to forget soe stuff sometimes, and she always says she's right (hah). And I give mom a hard time and she nags me to death, but mom really loves me and still gets tears everytime I go through the departure gate. I hope I can make her proud with my future career. oh, mom doesn't want me to marry hk girls, something about they have no true heart or somthing, same thing for every other SE asian country except TW japan and korean (and the gurl has to know chinese). Well I guess I dont have to impress mom that much.

Last clubbing night. After all my luggage was packed, I went to jessies house to take pictures with her, since I'll probably never see her again for a long while, and I still love the heck out of that gurl. (It's weird that her dad likes to watch Charmed.... like really weird). Afterward I met up with Chris(looks like wongleehom), rich and sean at plush on ladies night. (Ive been trying to call this girl josephine out after I got done shopping but she says she never received it and accused me of lying to her... ack) Anyways, we went in, and some of Chris's same grade friends were there (not really friends, ppl he knew in TAS), including this pretty cute Theresea with a perfect petite body. Anyways, it was more or less boring, i even got bored with it, even the booty there was off the hook. It was the just the vibe was not going straight. I mean, the girl standing in one place wiggling her ass to the music I really liked, cuz everytime I saw her minutely shake that ass I got a rush.. That was perfect ass and use of ass as I've ever seen... then sean left early (whipped) he had to go stay with the bar gurl until she closed up shop... boring boring boring, then rich and justin left, and there I saw the true homo-ness of justin, its too horrible to discuss...

Me and chris were going to leave but everytime we were exiting the doors, a song would play that chris would like, so we would run back to the floor and chris would bust out for a couple minutes... I didnt mind cuz then I could see the ass wiggling girl again... finally we left and took a cab with the theresea girl back to a spot right across from the outback bar. Sean was still there when I joined him, and Josephine came in for a second because she parked next to the bar. When the bar closed we all just sat outside talking (sean probably would have stayed with the bar gurl sylvia but she usually takes a coworker home and it would be bad if she didn't tonite, so she left) Chris saiiid he was coming back to outback to meet us, but it took him an hour because he got lost looking for a place he was at a week ago.

So basically the discussion was about various topics, from how foreign white people of the old days were alot more nicer than the modern white devil mongers that invade the contry like locusts and think of the island as a poon city- regarding every tail they can't tap as a bitch-, to politics and majors. me and the girl would sit on her bike listening to sean's arguments and view on everything... half the time it was funny cuz sean would bust out in taiwanese and josephine would say his taiwanese was alright but funny to here, and some of the time I would have to help explain things to the other party or try and translate a word (like raight I can really do that) Finally Chris came and those two guys talked about guy stuff like sports and college for chris for other things. Mean while, I was still trying to delay the gurl from leaving, even though yes its 430am and yes she has to go to work early, but she still stayed out to listen to the guys. Finally I delayed her no longer and let her go home (not before she gave me a kiss goodnight... from a girl I've seen once before and whom I've talked to a few times over the phone) While I was oversleeping in the morning she called my phone because she was passing by the neighborhood and wanted to stop by and see me goodbye for a last time, but I sleep like stiff, and didn't realize her call until on the way to the airport. Talked one last time on the fone b4 I boarded my doomed China Airlines flight (thats the journey). Found out another thing: birthday is next week for her (week after is jessie's), so now I have to think of the right words to say in mandarin in an email. I'll touch base with this subject later, now...

THE FLIGHT FROM HELL!!!

That was the worst flight i ever will have experienced. I was confirmed for United Airlines (like jess, but shes going next week) but they over booked again and gave me the option of going business on China Air (ahem, didnt they blow up a few planes or something?) So yeah instead of going SFO toChicago to Tampa, I was going to Canada(Vancouver), Denver then Tampa. I like the business class seats... and this time on China they had Super Nintendo games (its better than nothing)... watched Life or Something like it and SpiderMan.... After the plane got to vancouver, four others and myself were escorted by an airport personnel to collect our bags at a carousel, so we could make it ontime for the next flight. Except there was a screw up because our bags did not arrive for 45 minutes to an hour, and add the taxiing and disembarking; by the time the bags finally came, our plane had left.
the UA agent could not guarantee me a flight all the way back to Tampa today. The China Airlines agent lady gave me options then to either try to make it back today but on standy (i dont want to do standby, what if i did not get on) or to get to the next flight to denver and stay there a night (which i would have taken if lawrence was not coming the next day). So the China Agent booked me on American from Canada to Dallas to Tampa. I didn't get any upgrade for the way back from Canada, which I thought would be some compensation for the miscalculation of the UA and China Airline people in Taipei. So my plane came in on midnight and I got back home by 1am.

Wrote too long... Write more later....

ADDENDUM: Mashimaro is not as bad as the other crappy korean stuff.. which is why i like is alot more and went ballistic when i lost the bag of mashi stuff my little "sis" michelle gave me... i still cant believe shes two years younger and already engaged.... wow... where have i been...

MiniDisc T-Station home This is my TAS boy Kohn's website... if you need the 411 on MD's this place and minidisc.org are the sites for you...

You know... i was thinking... all the women ive been talking to have been older than me... none younger... i thought it was weird enough with the 26 yearold korean girl, but now the new one is 29... was i born in the wrong time frame? or all the viable ones this age are in college or dont club or in some other club...

GODDAMM. im getting sick and tired of the spam shit in my yahoo and hotmail accounts... i thought i got past all the redundant parts, and i thought the damn services improved their spamguards... but noooo.. i check the mail... hotmail:33 new msgs in my filtered folder(which i filter myself) 2 spams in inbox... (none in bulk mail.. thats gone immediately.... YAHOO: in the beggining, it was no mail in the inbox that was spam, now in three days, ive collected 15 spams, and 69 in the spam folder, and 16 ive collected in another spam folder... which means that, like popup adds and trojan virus adds, spam mail is here to stay... god, when did free sites turn into a pollution of my desktop and inbox? what happened to the good old days? honestly!

i still dont understand the parts of Ocean's Eleven that Theory regards as funny... Really...do you think its that funny?..... you think its that funny..... ok, its funny...

I still dont know what buddy liza says... I dont think i have big eyes... i dont really think that bartender girl has big eyes, i think the liu's definitelydont have big eyes... ayumi has big eyes... what is big anyway? big as in beady, or big like wide? wheres the line to big and not big.... don't worry ill post a pic to show how not big my eyes are... maybe i have big eyes around women... cuz my eyes go buggy maybe?

oh, bought some shirts. i want a single breasted mandarincollar suit though. id find parties to wear it to and wear it... because i would love it... oh yeah i need a suit for my marketing year.

oh, if you have no idea as to anything i talk about don't worry, if you actually understood everyting you have some issues to deal with.

I got a free ti-89. FINALLY!!! problem: no manual, no datalink cable to the pc... its like getting lego parts to a model and no instruction book... oh well, at least i got a new calc... i couldve gotten the new Voyager, the upgrade to the TI-92, but what the hell do i need that for? Im not really going to be taking over the shuttle anytime soon.

I chatted with the older woman today, she thinks im funny, or finds it funny that i happen to know most of the names to those faggoty korean and japanese icon things, like that faggoty Buru and Pucca (so cute i want to kill them and hack them up), its not my fault, ive just been drilled that info from other girls... honestly, i cant say anything could possibly happen with her... well i can say nothing is going to happen at this point since i only have about 33 hours of taiwan time left... i still havent gotten a taiwan flag yet... damn its almost 4, i gotta put some merchandise away and pile my clothes into a neat pile for mother to launder...

Trying double paragraph breaks

f.u.b.a.r - Denise Richards! This goes to show that you stick a hot gurl layout on your page, traffic goes through the roof... i like this one because one he is hilarious... and cuz hes a fellow asian... i dont even know how i found this sight... weird...

:Yesterday at 2am i went over and reconciled with my estranged nemesis, for an hour. it was a good talk, except for the skeeters... after that i walk home; of course, in my post-chat state i wasnt looking where was i going and i basically bashed my head into objects on the way home.... twice.

:1) i was turning to the 7-11 going to get a sports drink for the walk home, and im looking down, and BAM! I bang my head into a water bottle tethered to a banner... So that wasn't bad, just surprising...

:2)TW has underground walkways to cross big streets, and alot of these ways have round corner mirrors for when you turn a corner. Anyways, I was going down the steps, hugging the left side near the wall, not looking up... going at a good speed and BAM!!!!! my top left cranium smashed into the round mirror's backside. The impact basically floored me in the most awkward position I ever had. I basically was laying on the for for the better half of a minute as blood seeped out of my head. In a small way i was hoping that the surveillance cameras in the tunnel had a live person and they would call for help or something... but i guess not, so i picked up myself and my red shirt and hobbled back home... to a dark home

Guess what, I had no power at home... because of construction... that is the worst thing you can have in taiwan... no power, no a/c, no cold air... aghh... i went insane... for the 30 minutes that i enjoyed living like afghan's... then power came back... whew...

Oh yeah, went to a bar on monday again... why are we even going? i mean, the bar girl is cute and nice (like the girl next door), unlike the hoes in the next booth... real local girls they were... anyways... we went with a girl who was ex-VJ for a music channel... cute and nice... fun to talk to... then i saw her on tv today... That was surprising... I was expecting guys talking about video games and boom! two girls are there instead, and one of them i was talking to the night before... this is as close to knowing tv stars as im going to get.

If im coming back xmas, I need to make sure to get myself a 25 yearold ID... one because it will look better if for some reason the local gurls are around that age, and two because then i can get my ass into carnegie when others want to go... Ill have to touch base with my freshman coworker since hes got the connects to a PVC card maker.

Ive gone ayumi crazy... I blame rich because of his layout... now i have tons of posters im going to deck across my wall. I also got a Takeshi poster for my best homeland buddy and a Wong Li Hom one for my homegirl, because i cant seem to have the heart to get them anything better. besides, posters are nice and cheap, and dont take up space. I, however, got myself tons of stuff, mainly vcds, chinese jpop CDs, mags from here, another rc car (i got another one, but thats for someone i promised to get even though i doubt she thinks i would get it for her now) a zippo, a new wallet... yadda.. i went through 2000nt on the rc car and zippo alone... wtf, thats expensive... i havent even bought my laptop, t68i or clie... i have 67k nt in the bank... but some percentage is my brothers... i wonder what part.

Oh I ran into roy(looks like vin diesel guy) and royal while waiting for a bus... i guess i won't see them again unless we go to plush, cuz they are taking the 2000er girls out one last time (the girls are going back on thursday too)

I had other thoughts but i forgot... damn, i need to bring out my IC recorder again so i wont forget this shit...

im actually really thinking about pursuing intellectual property law...
i know its a long shot, but i have not that many other roads of choice... and it is one of those things that interested me before(general law, not any specifics), like how computers and knowledge about them was interesting. I remember in city college at spjc where i would ask all these questions of my professor, an exlawyer... regarding the american govt that he teached (this would also be the same teacher that found out and lectured me on the crappy fattist paper that i wrote that my fat black teacher thought was about him) well, now im giving it some thought... i stil have tons to learn about debate, mostly its about the info too... and i would have to sell my soul to get into the college and for the years of study... but i dunno... Jon chiang esquire... sounds nice eh? Also it would fulfill the prophecy of the nickname I got from my friends back in St. Pete "Jon Chiang Esquire" or "Dr Chiang". Maybe if there is a snowball chance, i may get there.

woohoo, my ticks are getting to the 200 mark... i can only possibly thank three ppl for their repetitive interest in my crazy, useless, irrelavent, archaic life... ME, Theory, and Dor... but we all have reasons to coming to this site... ME: Because Im a meglomaniac... Theory: because they are secretly gay and want me... and Dor: because they are not gay but just want me... i guess you can love the pudge... pudge.... look at that blubber fly...!!! damn, I guess when ppl have webjournals they really like to read other ppls as well... for the sexual interests... which reminds me to go update my subprofile... .er... for no apparent reason... gtg.. 449am... i gotta find a way to get a class added... argh

One last note... WHO DA FUCK IS COOKIE???!?!?!??!?! I dont know any person who uses a name like cookie, except Cry's sister and yeah like she actually knows this site... raighhht

one last last note.... saw oceans eleven... i want to be a thief too.... wait... i am a thief... nevermind...

ok, im still a healthy 160-165, plus minus some flub.... well, saturday was alright... its was nothing but chillin at outback (the bar, not outback the steakhouse)... usually i would go be clubbing, but tonite was just chill, im not heading this group anyways... and the agenda was just to chill the whole damn night at the bar, prolly since rich and the others have a thing for the 19yearold bartender girl... we got to chat with the barowner lady (though i think she should choose a better name than Frendo)... Outback is conveniently located next to the Mall with the hotel, near my house... across from the People's Restaraunt (another bar) Anyways, not much else was done... the damn shida ppl came after then went to plush earlier ( i donnu if i want to plunk down 700nt and leave so early... they got to the bar around 2 or so) got into a good conversation with a kid from frisco (more frisco ppl) who is on a similar road like me: we all want to be lawyers now... talked to this other one who has connections to other clubs and bars, like 18 and 19 and plush too i think... also chatted up with some guy from the peoples restaraunt about stuff like Eminem and hiphop and other clubs, and stuff. and also beat out Frendo in ShiSwaSwa... which has little skills unlike HwaChren.... stayed there till 540am... me and Sean (the kid who succeeded with the 19yearold bargirl) were the only guys left from the group... my god, its daylight i thought when we got out. went home... im doubtful i can get into carnegie... making a mental note to get a 25yearold fake id when i get back to school (goddamit)
SUnday: mom gave me a hard time, mostly its my fault... some is moms... u neverwant to make mom break down... i guess there are reasons why we won't strive to be filthy rich like we're potentially able to... its all mom's reasons... about nana... anyways, stayed at home most of the day... went out to rent vcd's which i burned (10 cds... not bad) and my uncle took us out to eat at Warner Village...at some ultrasphisticated super buffet...

I only have until thursday left... some ppl are leaving b4 me some with me, some after me... but still ... i have 3 useful days b4 i get back to states... Ill have to budget all my time... maybe an afternoon with dot since its her last day (but i need to get shit too, like CLOTHES and SOUVENEIRS), and maybe find aztec or make some calls or stay home later... or yell at jessie... IFFF i get up early enough, i gotta do my laundry and sort my stuff b4 any other stuff can happen...oh, and cutting down on the smoking to a minute level
I guess its good to be fat...(i have no idea why)

::I used to be 150-160lbs, going this whole past year. Coming to the island, I've done nothing but eat and work, no workouts... so lastnight, while at grandma's, i found a kg scale, and my weight was 76kg...!!!!!
eek, you actually know what that is? The conversion is 2.45lb/kg. sooooo gues wat, im a fatass 183lbs. ack... oh shit... i think im sounding like jenny... except that fat ass is actually doing some work out still at school... hmm 4 more days... blech...sigh... so tired... still have some things left to do... i wonder if ill actually get to finish undergrad by may..... maybe july... hope mom doesnt mind....

Extreme debate
::Theory has been having a huge banter with some guy michael on the finer points of taiwan independance. This all stemmed from that simple stupid question of "If you could remove a country from earth, like from here on out and not from all of history... what country would that be, and why (emphasize why because it shows whether you have a brain or not; removing useless countries count, but that doesnt better anyone)... so anyways this mike dude and rich have been going at it for a few posts... i had some commenting points but i lost my thought.. besides im not too much of a thinker... im a dreamer, my brother is a thinker.... i wonder how im gonna get through life...
::Flipping through the Tw tv, ive seen a couple odd programs... one is where mothers have actually dressed their little 4-7 year old daughters to dance like some mini britney whore to other singer's music... like a prequel to a beauty pagent... The other program was better, its a japan unique talent show where ppl or groups of ppl go and do creative skits or stuff... thr recent one i just saw had a class of students under a musical staff motif: a little kid would conduct the staff and the rest of the class would appear and dissapear (because of the cammo costumes) making out the notes being conducted... It was the most impressive skit ive seen (getting full marks), alot better than the class making the globe one last night.
::

::Another Night, another useless view of life.... but it was unique in its own right...
::Woke up late (I consider 3pm verrrry late now) went to mother's work to get her so we can watch that faggoty ass WindTalkers Movie (everyone says its gay as hell), but unfortuanatly if one of use read a schedule of times, we wouldve realized we were 1.5hrs early, so fuck it, we went to visit grandma's until 1130pm... went home... got showered, went to naomis (a sphisticated bar) to meet the guys... we chilled there till 230... actually was having good conversation with the frisco kid, maybe if im in the area ill look him up so he can show me some hoes. anyways, the deal was to head to room 18 (that club ive been to before), so losing a 10NT bet to rich, me him and justin bounced to 18.
::Not wanting to waste fucking money on cover, me and rich went around looking for ppl wth stamped so we could ink ourselves, while justin just waltzed his wa into the club... we met some interesting 29year old dude (he was a model or something), and were gonna get a stamp hookup from him but justin came out to bail us.... went inside... looked boring... Chatted with Roy (the asian Vin Diesel guy I told you b4), then most everyone left (rich justin roy and the ppl) except the frisco kid and his boy.... so basically it was just me... then i saw something interesting...
::Its some sort of ice cube with a light coming from it. ALot of people have this cube in different colors, and i just happened to snatch one b4 i got cleansed by staff... the first person with one that i asked was the distributor... apparently its a safe plastic with an LED inside... the light lasts 12 hours and actually has an on/off switch by smacking it a certain side... the price seems cheap... 42NT a cube... and 8 assorted colors (like photon light colors). I got me a blue one. Frisco swiped himself a white one... they're pretty tight. i might get one for angel and her girls, since i know she would go esctatic over them at a club (wow i actually found a decent gift for that gurl..)
::actually, now that i think about it, where did rich ever meet that bleach blonde gurl that said bye to him, she was nice... i have a faint inkling that she looked somewat like that Ruth from one week ago, but ruth's in cali and this gurl is here.
::Anyways, back to the club. Frisco and his boy left, so its basically just me hangin at Room 18. I ran into that model guy from earlier (Brent was his name) but he didnt seem to be rolling with anyone in particular. I met that frenchie dude (Ralph)'s girlfriend as they were heading out... a nice cute one... also is a model... and if she is a model, maybe she has hot model friends... I told them to head for Plush on saturday... i told everyone to go plush saturday (im thinking it should be big) Even tolde the LED cube guy to head there... oh btw that guy's name was Ben Fletcher (id plug his number, but i lost the name card) so we were chatting and this gurl he met i guess was drunk and leaving, but there was this creepyish guy she was leaving with so ben asked me if this place had escorts and i asked the door gurls; after they get on the radio, 3 big ass italiantype asiandude come bustin out to run upstairs to do some settling.
::Ok, room 18 definitely has connections... These guys were definitly mafia looking. at least their size gave a hint. They looked like asian soprano blockheads but i guess from how the doorgurls voiced it on the radio it was bad so they busted upstairs ready for some action and it turned out to be a false alarm... on the way back down they told the bar gurls to just disregard any looney white people... (oh btw i saw 3 black ppl there, just fyi) I was surprsied to see 3 mafia types just spring out of nowhere only to return to their nice warm barstool to keep the atmosphere in one piece
::So after that fiasco, the drunk gurl and ben came back down (obviously the creepy guy was no harm). I stayed a few more minutes then said goodbye to the ben dude and the amy gurl (she mustve been really drunk cuz she was giving me a more-than-friendly hug-and-grab when all i was trying to give was a quick and courteous hug; she almost didnt let go of me too; i surmise in her state she would bang with any guy who was nice and talkative to her; at least she seeeemed nice; oh i like hips; they say something about women.... just by holding them youll know if the woman is FAT or not narrowminded again)
::after that, cabbed home... wrote this entry... didnt give a darn if anyone read it, since only 5 ppl at most read this... went to sleep... BECAUSE later i have to move a sofa and 14 feet of pipe up to the sixth floor...
::I hope one day I'll get to model... the reassurance from Catherine (Frenchie's gf) was comforting... though i think she said id be good for stuff like toothpaste... wtf? I do clothes, not black man toothpaste(its a real brand) or colgate
::On a few final notes, found out my arch enemy swtitch journals to archaic manual typing on a lame site to a blogger account like me and the hundred thousand others... maybe this thing spreads... i dunno.............. which brings me to the next point.. gonna vamp the asthetics of this page between when i get back and mid september (B-day time) and ill move the site to a secret location because ill finished beta testing my journal for its minimal feedback

last nite was alright... again...
im starting to like smallville... kristen kreuk is hot... maybe its that half-dutch half-chinese mix... maybe a touch of dutch is all you need... i mean one of my friends is half dutch and shes cute too...
rich actually got into carnegie's... alright!... well im still below the law... so i met them at outback... him justin and rebecca (remember her?) and her friend... who looks surprisingly like one of the girls of SHE.... cant elaborate on the rest of the night... but it was aight....
List of female far east singers i like:
Girls ofSHE
Namie, Ayumi, Hikaru
Boa Finkle SES Joanna Dana
Jolin, Elva...
thats all i can think of

part of me wants to go back to florida so i can get back to school and start another year anew... part of me wants to stay my ass back here and never leave this place again... part of me also wants to get a million dollars...
I found this audioclip online... i was looking for it after i listened to it on the road back home from school... almost crashed the car off the highway... anyways its funny, maybe because im sexist... I still adore Bubba, he is the bomb ever since the early 90's.
Battle of the Sexists

Another Wednesday woke up late (i hope this isnt a trend)... My legs are still sore as fuck from the run yesterday... Today was the final episode of the stormrider's series... finally that Conquer took it up the ass with a sword. Oh went to an arcade. Japanese and Konami have alot of interesting games. One is where you actually pilot a subway car from station to station....lame They also have a samurai simulation game... except i sucked at it, which shows how bad i would be as one of those ppl. Was going to go to aztec to kill mochi, but i changed my mind, and they left, so i went to champagne. met up with rich and justin and sean and the guys we met from last friday. Turns out that darryl remembered me after I said i knew eric yang and his gf Michie. its one of those small worlds again isnt it. The 17-yrold melissa was tehre too. yadda yadda stayed at that place till rich had to be a puss and leave early (like he was really going to sleep)... We all went to plush afterwards, but i was a little disoriented so i took a breather down near the movie theater.
I guess its fate or just me controlling where i go, because guess who should i see coming out the theater... it looked like that hot chick from '99 Natalie(bebe), with some guy. well if its her, then that guy with the floppy hat has to be... DUKE... yup... he saw me, we shook and exchanged words... they werent going to plush since he had to catch a flight out tomoorw... so they both left (Damn, it was bebe, i thought i would never see her again... she looked the same, except you cant really tell with those baggy clothes on her
The name Duke is an interesting name to be given, I thought as I went back up to the club... I meam its a name no one is going to forget or mistake, unlike jon or rich or mike or tony... no, duke means business. Duke used to be this big boy back in the day... i mean big like those kids you see who likes to eat... but over the course of the years, he worked out and everything, and now is a proverbial ladies man.... then another thought occured to me as i recollected what i saw....damn, duke and bebe as basically the same skin tone, light. what part of tw ppl are light like that... or is it from a certain part of the mainland? Its doubtful ill see duke again for a long ass time, unless somehow i end up in cali in the future, or ny.
::Why don;t i have enough contact people? its probably because I'm so far away that i can't have any post-tas ties so all my links with alot of people have worn thing because of my geographical isolation... its highly unlikely ill be able to go to law school back north or west when im done with undergrad.
i have only 7-8 days left here, i need to buy stuff... i need to see the people i havent seen yet, i need to register for the classes i havent added yet... i need to find my adjuster... so much to do...

woke up late, went to aztec late.
... wait... i remember what i did.
today i actually ran... really... ran my blubber ass around taiwan university.... (the harvard of the island) and damn i am so out of shape... i doubt i can punch a 5k run in that 24mins i used to do.
but at least i excercised, and climbed the army pole thing.. and ran home, then after i ate my steak and salad... mmmmm , bused to aztec.
the guys were already there (rich chris justing sean) but they were already going to leave anyways, with justin its never aztec, he just wants tail, or drink. so i stayed behind to finish putting a bullet in that cute little mochi's head... ok its my friend's sister, but still she is a ruthless killer i had to take down many times today... and i actually got good thistime, she noticed (yeah after noticing the phrase Mochikilla kills mochi with a headshot 20 times). jon and my old roomie chris finally came out to aztec as mochi and her friend left, so its the 3 of us, except im on the other team because God decided that whenever its off balance to throw me on the crappy team... so it was bad getting pummeled alot, but it was nirvana for those few times when i sprayed those two into the next time zone.
went home, saw theory's post, asked all the ppl what country they would nix... most were good responses, only one was really laggy in answers. thats all... figureing out what else to do... 8 days now

Beer Anyone?
The 6 gears of drinking
Ive defined the stages of drinking into 6 gears, which ive already noted to rich, just in case for future reference i say 4th or 5th gear at a club. I tend to catergorize alot of things in life, and much like rating women, aptitudes, and the strength in an ounce of grass, i generalize drinking into these 6 or so stages.
1st Gear: This is normal mode. I havent started drinking. in a clubbing night, this always is proceeded by...
2nd Gear: Commence Drinking.... the act of drinking... drinking... no problems mentalwise until i hit...
3rd Gear: Latent effect when i turn my head quickly... mental state thinning out but still able to make judgement decisions when i have to, unless i keep drinking, in which will lead to...
4th Gear: Drunk...mental state decreasing... inhibitions erased... self-doubt gone... no holds bar... everything is a mess but i won't know, because i slowly went numb in this gear...usually i wander around alot more here... but i usually wont stay here long. The point where easygoing irrelevant conversations arise come after drinking alot more and hitting...
5th Gear: So gone i become dr chiang, back to the old florida habits of yore... women at club: find the right ones, randomly talk to... not much avail because not in the final stage...
6th Gear: (M Gear) i tink im pimpdaddy chiang... i have no remorse for anything at this moment, im just looking for the booty. i will prolly have no recollection of any of this night... perfect time for no-nonsense booty slapping... leads to hangovers...Unfortunately, 6th gear is a real thin area compared to the other gears... it is possible to miss the 6th because i drank more than i needed to hit the nirvana that is sixth... if that happens, im screwed because that leads to...
OverDrive: I've gone past the stages, im so gone i cant control anything, i have memory lapses, ill be albe to get home, just not remember how... ill eject the nights contents from my stomach after i pass out on the floor... in effect, i drank too much... leads to hangovers

Thats how i categorize the stages of drinking to moi. yeah, i know... shush

Porn CLerk Stories, page 2 God I luv this gurl, she is funny as hell. ive been skimming through the entries... at words like "aqua", "lesbian", "women shouldn't be threatened by porn", to say the least. I'm happy the gurl didn't get fired by her bosses when they found out she writes about her job in a journal.

oh on an unrelated, irrelavent note, i got into the Keys Apartment at school, FINALLY!!! unfortunately the due is august 1st,so i busted my ass last night making emails outta my ass, and also calling internationally back to school and getting stuck on voicemail, THEN making a fax letter and emailing THIS to my mother who has access to an international fax, telling her to fax the letter to florida, after which she tells my brother to pay for my 433 dollars in rent... which he did... so im alright i think... now about my totalled car back home... and my classes i still cant get into... DAMM

fubarSite of the day... its funnny, in a quasi-parallel universe funny way.
im still sad... no gifts... im all down...maybe i should kill more data bots and win the allied war?... or maybe i should quest to find the gifts again... sigh... maybe ill sit on my ass today

ALL YOUR BASE BELONG TO US!!!
WHAT YOU SAY?!?!
Y is it is allowed for people to go to a club, drink, dance and hook up with ppl on a dance floor, but no pda allowed on a couch? thats very curious... weird too because obviously girl-girl types are allowed to do that... believe me =)
I don't really listen to comments or criticism. its just more stuff ill hear, but i wont process... most things towards me are not for the better anyways.. its more or less friendly cautions.... also, when i get detached from a group, i find my own shit to do, cuz remember, all the people you can count on is yourself. no one can watch your back all the time, and theres no way you can text an sos fast enough or say"hold up, b4 you guys kill me, lemme make a call to my 4 seasons boyz to come over and fuck you up". that aint happening. so the philosophy in life is: roll with your own groove, keep your attitude and moods mostly sincere, and alway, always, have a backup plan. ok, so the backup plan isnt always concrete, sometimes its on the fly... but make sure it will stick.
Satruday...
woke up. mother still at golf, wont be back till afternoon, so i bounced to nova, stopping by the atm on the way to take out 10k nt, for my new mdn1. i couldve gotten a silver one at 9380 nt, but i wanted blue(cuz i like blue duh) so after no success at Nova (FYI:Nova is an electronic store mall plaza type deal, with computer parts and shit, alot of ppl--asian and white alike-- conducting business) i trained to guanhua (The other electronic bazaar, but with more shadier products) and found a blue one for 9800 (because the 9300 is for-US and mine is for-Japan), bought it, and walked to aztec from the Sogo train station. played some dod, kicked some ass, made me a axis trophy.
tonites(Saturdya) agenda: chris was coming to aztec to maybe play a couple rounds b4 the partying... john is back home with tooth/stomach aches... rich met up at aztec as chris was leaving to get to the damn cafe... taxied to Champagne (the restarant that had a hummer parked out last time) and met up wth justin, calvin, and carol and... damn i cant remember te last guys name, i think it was cliff... i dont remember names if i dont hear it twice. so anyways, went bar hopping again (this time it ws getting repetitvely bad, two strike outs on location) and as a last resort ended up at plush... supposedly this becca gurl was going to be there, but i think the big guy wasnt adament about the followup hookup... calvin and carole were not for the club so they went downstairs (come out to have fun but not go to a club?) anyways, its not doing much, chris wanted to get some dance on, the bostonians wanted to hookup and drink and maybe dance... so as such i got seperated from the group... no idea y, i just got seperated... so anyways, they go to the bar, im stuck without any suport, so i act my own initiative, that involved using my blackbook. so i call up dot and twisted her into coming to plush (she luvs clubbin) and she actually arrives in reasonable time. after she arrived... this is a weird shitter now... we run into a collegemate of hers from UoR, Fay... weird part, i forgot about fay, because fyi Fay and i know each other from way back in the day... our parents are family friends... i just found that incredibly "smallworldish" that id run into her in taiwan...(our family used to go to her house all the time when we were little and me and her would play while the grownups talked) so after having my mind blown away with another six-degrees moment, me and dot head into the club and chill, drink, and dance.... until closing... past when the boyz left already... past when most the club was empty... Stayed till the rain stopped, then we left.... i tink that was 4 or 430. anyways, walked her home and then walked myself back home, hit my bed, slept till 2pm.
all in all, it was another good nite. its not likefriday, where friday had all those other ppl; this time, it was just 6 guys in a club, no other clique groups around, and me with only 300 nt left after the door charge... and it still ended up good... sigh... only one more weekend left i can club in, then back home on a thursday times passsing by.
I swear sometimes rich is like my brother. my brother gives me so many warnings and cautions, i swear he thinks im a child. well yeah to my bro im a kid, so at least he can pay for my tuition. and rich is my friend, my friend's brother, an alumni, and the big guy, but sometimes i want to smack him =P nah j/k. ill take in his words, i just dont know if i can apply them... remember, Ive been to 10 different academic institutions since kindergarden up to UF, obviously i have issues or family things, or i dont listen. wat the fack, nevermind, i gotta go to aztec to kill me some axis asses.

im tired... mixed scenero, mixed effect, mixed outcome... ... anotherclubbingnight gone...ill tell you later....
only 12 days or so left

another night:LOG
this is what happend. woke up late, after the gaming last night... blah, spent until the afternoon sitting around, realizing mom ruined my tapes... then went out to try to go to tienmu for dumplings, but an old buddy of mine, chris day, called me to dinner (i have soo many stories about chris, i cant tell it here). anyways, we got drunk at the restarant b/c the long island drink actually had extra whisky in it... so after dinner i went along with chris and his kid sis to blockbuster so i can sober up. went to the night market, ran into herbert(tas98, collegemate of chris) and walked home..
so after leaving chris, i met up with rich and we went with justin and a group to a bar, yada, it wasnt that interesting there, aside from the super cute melissa gurl we realized was only 17 (you cant tell...damn!!)( she sorta reminds me of marge, but this gurl is younger and still cuter/hotter, maybe a hf6/cf10)
anyways, after the bar, most of the group (and the new ppl, includingthe 17 year one) went to omega 19. didnt even pay cover... it was going moderate, until i found out the shih-da ppl and loveboat ppl were there. then the night got good. i discovered that winnie gurl was still here... (refresh ur mind)... so i talked with her for a good while, and afterwards, when she was busy breaking it down on the dance floor, i started talking to this gurl ruth, keeping her safe, and buying her a drink to keep her from going nutz over the immediate situation. i really think those two women are very nice and cute too, so it was good having conversations with them... i forgot to get pictures... even though i have a camera... doh come 430am, we all started thinning out the room. we exchanged contact info, and then went outside.... (important moment deleted by david wong justin already left earlier, rich left, and i stayed until most the girls left in a cab. i left after making sure win and roy were going to be good company with each other; got home
its alot of shit to happen, after losing my gifts.. but at least i had a good time talking with the two... and If they dont call me for anything in the afternoon, and if i dont geta call for tonight, ill still have instant msgs.

well i woke up at 11am or so, killed some ants, got over the initial depression of my sans masu( or is it mashu) stuff, and watched some tv, and then i had the eery feeling mother erased the stuff i recorded in the last weeks....
well nooo shit, their fucking gone!!! my recordings of the S.H.E. Super Live Concert and the Hikaru Utada on MTV Unplugged are GONE!!!! arghh!!! this is getting worse!!!! argh, Why Me???

now i have to waste more terrorists!!, after i get my mzn1

I think SHE is performing in concert somewhere in the city soon...

ON THE FIRST DAY OF THE SUMMER IN TAIWAN THAT I DONT HAVE TO GO TO WORK FOR, the SHITTIEST day of my summer came upon me in the blink of an eye. I blame myself and i hate u bad ppl.
Lets start with when i woke up... 6am...9am...11am...12pm... all those times, cuz i couldnt get out of my bed on this thursday morning... but i had to cuz i was meeting my little michie for lunch and she had stuff she bought in korea to give me... so after getting to the meeting point 15 mins late we went to get pho(viet noodles)... and she gave me my gifts... MASUMARO stuff!!!! woohoo, ive just gotten hooked on the fat little guy... and my little sis brings me a cool cute ass masu/dogface with a cloak/sweater thing, AND a cool little masu photo frame... we got sticky pix done to put a photo there... then we were walking back toward sogo via the underground mall, and stopped at the starbucks on the way... sat down, and i took out the bad with the masu hoodlum doll, god its soo cool, i luv my sis. so we chilled there for about half an hour and skimmed through this mag i found, and then we left...(time3:30)...
went behind sogo to get money from an atm, and basically we spent 2 hours window shopping in sogo, the department store... yadda yadda.
then 530 rolls around, and we say our goodbyes cuz she has to go with a friend. so i hang around sogo a bit and go back through the underground mall toward the subway cuz i was going to meet someone to go to the night market.... and as i open my tote bag i just wondered someting (this is 6:00). Uh, where the cuck is the fat rat?....... oh no,.... OH SHIT!!!! WERE MY MASU!!???
This is where hell rained on my day... i was soo tensed from losing the shopping bag of stuff i ran around backtracking everywhere i was with her from the sogo all the way back to the place we sat and drank the starbucks stff... and then i realized i prolly didn't put the back back in my tote when we left... so i interrogated everydamn worker and janator there, cuz i was mad and hysterical... i went everywhere, i looked at ppls bags looking for mine, i looked at the floor looking to see if anyone threw away our picture we put in the frame, i searched every trash bin for the bag... nada... i already told her... she said the chance they have those exact ones in tw are slim... im soo mad at myself for taking the damn bag out... i shoulda put the shit in my tote instead... now i lost the best gifts michelle gave me, my only hope is to find exact replacements... sigh =( im so sad. (time i gave up looking- 8:00)
I had to cancel going to the night market... i was so bummed. luckily i was near shorty's house and she came down to console me as we went to get fruitymilkshakes... so we chatted, and i didn't think about my big loss as much, cuz thats was girls do for me, help me not recall the bad things... and it is shorty. afterwards she went home and i was still miserable a little (time:945) so i went to aztec to shoot my anger away. and i stayed until 330am... because i didnt want to leave. at least i was kicking ass for once on Day Of Defeat, i actually had some good rambo skirmishes where i won the game, and that made me happy . and that was my thursday.... i have to at least call the mall to pray that taiwanese people arent assholes and maybe did turn it in. I say assholes because i left a camera at tommy's arcade and that got taken too, without even going to information, mofo bastards, all tw ppl are coniving cons. until i get my gansta masu, im thiking like that. Id like to thank michelle though for her gifts i had for 2 hours, hopefully ill find replacements and ill get to get her someting back too. sigh, im so down...