I blame eveel zanga and its crappy blogging for my disappearance

if not for the fact that I whore myself out to that crappy site for the sheer reason that all the other people live there, i would have been here on my beloved site, and i eventually would have had 1400 posts so far on my site... but nooo... whoranga sucked my life, and now I have no internet feed, so i can't do crap...

Now I've come to realize that my alma mater disabled my ftp site indefinitely, as noticed by the lack of a profile pic, so I have become SOL for a prof pic...

and to top it off, I have no vocation still, and I have not realized my true calling... piiiisssss.