Stupid thing... I'll blog in the morning... ill tell you later about the wild ride at the library.. oh yeah... XMeN 2 coming out soon!!...
Favorite quote from the first one...

"Whoah, its me!"
"Prove it."
".... You're a dick."
".... Ok."

AMEND

Ok, The library officially became Asian Avenue... Really, it was that loud... so loud that you can yell and scream and throw paper balls and be messy and no one gave a crap... Everyone that was anyone was there.. including but not limited to: phong liz tommy tommy tommy binh vy trang peter jare roxy amanda long linh alex kitty donna sonya sara vickie van helen libby , some white guy, matt lezlie becky, carol... etc... ok... those ppl i can remember, they the special ones otherwise i wouldnt remember... It was still loud as fuck... i shoulda brought more food... it was fun though... i got some studying done through the sporatic distractions that plagued my area... im not embarrased by the fact that asians made up for 80% of the noise and trash on the 3rd floor of marston... because, you only see that once in a blue moon... and its way too fun... alas... i wont see that ever again... unless im still left for dead here... blah... ok... sleep

hey, Valenti is in Nihongo... I thought it was a korean versed video... hmmm hey, theres an english version of this... hmm

My cow alarm clock is defective... it doesnt wake me up... i just hits me with pillows... and then goes and watches more movies outside in the living room... cuz i have 534 divx movies outside...i can have 10 whole hours of unsupervised studying i could do... so im gonna get to that now... i really gotta clean my room soon... if your thinkin about moi, cell up whenever... just tryyyy to distract me.

A few days till crunch time... so...

I'm actually studying ahead of time... like a freaking couple days... woohoo... Able to twist xiaoyu into coming to study... I'm sooo tired... going to sleep at 5am... waking up at 2pm... its bad... but at least i study my ass off for the last test of this year... for a long while... crap... i havent started the stupid paper yet... crapp...

Vanness aasked why i like joanne lee so much. to him, shes not cuter than the likes of boa and babyvox sorts... i guess its the nostalgia factor, how she reminds me of crys or jess... they all look similar... its sort of similar to the donna effect... shes real cute, however, relative to her, theres probably many other females that could be construed to be higher in rating to her, nevertheless, theres an underlying factor that i can't really pin down that gives her a higher interest factor than other ppl... same as for joanne, which is why she is pretty high on my singer's list... a list of singers whose songs I dont understand... really... jpop and kpop... i only know at most 10 words each from each language... that doesnt stop me from watching tons of j/kpop videos in tandem with twhkpop videos too (I blame Channel V and its Seoul Invasion weekend series it had during summer, made me watch more than my brain handled). That also doesnt stop me from adoring the Valenti video of boa... damn... watch it over and over again... its a simple video, but the dance movs are so captivating... you have to watch it over, and over and over and over again... hmm.. i have to find dan and ask him something i heard about... wonder if its true... (that was on a completely unrelated note)

soo tired... sorry, havent talked in awhile... heres something new... the guy thats moving in to my room when i move out the end of the week is calling me everyday... i wont dignify him with a response, ill just wait till i leave... then he can have the room... AFTER SATURDAY... heheheh... wait your damn white ass.... i swear... im not racist, but i am very partial to asian sepremacy more often since most every group seems to piss me off... makes me wish i could do some of those moves from DJV... brb... ill blog later if i remember... mornings...

Weird Dreamweaver

Whoah, weird dream... dreams about aliens that can incapacitate you and blind you, but if you look at them when unblinded, they vaporize... then, something about transformers, and Optimus Prime was doing a maximum overdrive skit trying to run me over. that was sorta scary...

BLT: WHY you have to see it....

I had a good post for this, but my computer crapped out... so here it is in short form....

Film done in 30 days for $250k on maxxed credit cards and fast food pay... At sundance, everyone gave it great reviews cept one guy who said, "how could you make a film so amoral to asian americans and americans." It was gonna get ugly if Ebert didnt step up to defend it saying, "That is a very condescending tone. No one would go to a bunch of white filmmakers and say,'how could you do this to your people.' (Think GoodFellas)... These people have the right to be whoever the hell they want." With that, the buzz rang, and MTV Films won the bid war for the film. I forgot the exact spiel, but it was good enough for Lin.... and thats why you were pushed to watch the movie this weekend.

Ayu - Fly High

Ayumi

In the meantime... I'm super tired... why does this always happen... Oh yeah... I have never seen implants on anybody I've known b4... until today... why more women dont get surgery... I'll never know...

BLT GREAT

I'll tell you later how i felt... and ill tell you later about my Dee... I'll put it off until wed night.

In the meantime... I was watching my old tw tapes that i recorded during the summer... once again, I happen upon wilber pan and his pai pai zhou show that he does as a VJ, then the commercial with crystal in it... and I think to myself... damn... it IS the connections you have that can get you into the big moneys... u dont think wil actually went through the normal channels to get to be a heart throb Channel V VJ do you? HA... and crys? thats all from her dads connections... its all about the strings

Anyways... ... damn... too bushed to bitch... ima take a break and start studying... be back in 200

AYU - FLY HIGH

WATCH "TOMORROW" TODAY!!!!! NOW

Whats in a BLT?

Everyone knows a person like Ben - the perfect Asian American high school teen. He's an extremely intelligent perfectionist, an overachiever whose tunnel vision will lead to nothing less than graduating at the top of the class and acceptance to the best Ivy League university.

Ben lives in an upper middle class, conservative L.A. suburb in Southern California. As he struggles to achieve social success in high school, we discover his darker side. Along with two friends, Virgil, a brilliant yet socially inept misfit, and Virgil's cousin Han, a lost soul with more brawn than brains, Ben leads a double life of mischief and petty crimes that alleviate the pressures of perfection.

At the start of his high school freshman year, Ben befriends Daric, the senior valedictorian and another archetypical overachiever and perfectionist. But Daric is somewhat odd. While being the most intelligent student in the class, he also seems to be the most volatile and dangerous. Behind his trusting and benevolent façade lies a lurking secret, a time-bomb ready to explode. With Daric at the helm, this group of misfit teens bands together into a suburban gang.

As their adopted identity grows, Ben and the gang tumble into a downward spiral of excitement, excess, fun and lurking danger. Ben's life careens out of control, into an intoxicating mix of sex, drugs and crime, leading to a surprising end that will leave audiences engrossed, speechless and ultimately disturbed.

Dag yo
1) First Asian American film ever to be picked up at the Sundance Film Festival.

2) First film ever purchased and distributed by MTV Films.

3) It is the first ALL Asian-American cast (not action, kung fu movie) to be widely distributed by a studio in a long time.

for reading day, I didnt do much of that...

I did get to the library, but i spent much of that marking up vick's arm... (heard that donna's roomie sara has the chick pox: so, get well soon you). I need to stay around school, not get out and go eat so much... so, thats only the arc lab, circa, and marston...

meeting ppl who I've seen b4, like since HEAL meetins, and this cool guy that smacked his head on a pole at kashn karyy (ok, its a slow day)

Oh, saw Van Wilder... damn funny movie... and this time... Tara Reid looked hot this time... that color of lipstick... what color is that? im not good with colors that arent in the RoyGBiv nature... but damn... my roomie has 540 divx movies on the computer in the living room, and I've only seen 10... and theres still 10-20 i still didnt see... damn

Mesmerize

For some women, its the eyes that get me, for others, its the lips... I don't know why, but i think thats the beginnings of my flustering... if its neither, then i'm straight, otherwise, crap....

This is the last day of school... yay and boo, yay that i dont have anymore ass raping essays, and i only have a couple things to do, but boo that i'll not see anybody for 120 days or more... boo. I'm going to miss alot of ppl, and some i'll really miss, and a couple ill be like," haha goodbye for now you stinking pile of monkey dung-arees." Theres this tradition back at TAS where the class had special sections with their name, b-day, b-place, nickname, chinese name, and big D. I'll honor that tradition again by having my D on saturday, to reflect on the time since I left taiwan... that will be SATURDAY... in the meantime, I'm gonna go get sakebombed with kevin cuz its his birthday, and you gotta throw it up... maybe get me some hua-chren down.

GAME TIME

OHH, so the guy that was starting shit with everyone was Korean?!? ohh, that makes more or less no sense whatsoever... oh wait, it does! this proves a fundamental idea of mine: there are two drunks: goofy drunks and aggressive hostile drunks... which one are you.

Its friggin 5am in the morning... i just copied my notes that i need to print out from ARC... im sitting and bloggin in Vick's room since I was suckered into actually studying here (the orig plan was just jump in and grab my tapes to record adult swim). so, now, I finished summarizing the report into a one page analysis... which I hope to solve later. There is one or more weeks left in this cesspool of a year... but finally, its done... after this essay, I'll have to worry about a case analysis, and Finance... I'm allocating to a "get myself done of schoolwork" from the "meet as many people as possible" strategy. I probably let a huge crush get the better of me thus forever jeopardizing a chance encounter at actually knowing one more person, but that is the fatal flaw that does make up the deeper inner workings of me: my hai shou. You dont think I have that, but I do... I told you all before, I get that when it comes to those types... maybe if i had a huge exposure instead of a brief sting, it would have drastic altered events, but thus, fate never let me have that testing done during the summer, so, another chance at to redefine myself was awry, and I spent a year of schooling and burning...

But I digress... I don't mind it, my loss, its nothing, like i said, its not a big deal... it was just my chance time b4 the year closes out... At least so far, I have been able to hang out with other different ppl these past couple days, ppl that somehow have the same interest in walking around grocery stores or walmart and not really doing anything, just chatting...

Looking back at the past years of my life, I remember how I wasn't too adamant about the approach of meeting new ppl, it just happened, such as how I met jimmy and ray through jesse, or how I just started talking it up with sue on the lounge balcony; how i joked with leo about the sorostitute blonde, or how kickin crap outta liz in bowling and a simple deed of stealing programs would start a bonding friendship based on our naive view of life and love, or how ass kicking jon and josh and tre would turn into the greatest time in school killing people in CS and Eagle and would make us "KillaJ, Tre, Air_Cav, and Jazn, the QuakeTeam" or something... like I said, introductions were not always my strong point... my actions dictate my life and how its preceived.

I can't say I was looking for some real relationship from someone, just someone else to chill and chat with, like with how i was with liz, but with some other person i could joke around and tease and call fat (yeah, I was mean, sue me)... but when i have no real bearing interest, life always flings some shit in my direction (SUMMER, my god, HOW DID THAT HAPPEN?). At least, since I never found a good replacement of liz so I could alleviate Troi's paranoid state, I did find solace chilling with phong and updating everything with van, and for a time being, some comfort with the taiwan fob people. But alas, you have to rely on that, when you have no car for sixteen weeks. Too bad sans a car takes a toll on people who try to dog you down behind your back with irelavant propaganda and gossip (for a person kneedeep in info, I cant get my own dirt on myself). And, i tend to not listen to ppl, especially liz, though half the time she doesnt make send herself (like, wtf is "just watch your back jon," and"open your eyes and look around"... etc w/o actually explaining... which is just like, "don't use the toilet" w/o saying "cuz the toilet backs up"... ok i couldnt think of a good analogy.... But you know what, those people i dont listen to, its because they're lives are screwed up in some other facet unlike my life and love crises, so i don't think they have too much authority to give me good counsel if they can't rectify their own situation. I just need them as company, not advice... id have more serenity driving around with no discernable direction... thats life...

SHOUT OUTZ, pt 1

Thanks to: Kevin- who showed that you can have a hernia from pulling the same muscles over and over and over again; Xuan- who, though sweet and is great for a sister, although she whines for everything and has ruined a portion of my life; Cowhead- \/\/l-l0 15 4/\/ 455 4/\/[) 5/\/\3l_l_5 but who is good meaningless support and good company; Leo (who doesnt read this) for all the academic support and letting me copy shit, and actually going to bentos all by himself and not getting his ass beat up by a bunch of asians; Tev- who is still neutral and apathetic as ever.... damn... where was i going with this oh well...

Blog later again.... after my paper analysis...

test

RIDDLE ME THIS
at the heck is lent again??? Couldnt you think of another name for that gerbil thing? Why do i grind my teeth? why are girls a mystery, why are the non mysterious ones so ditzy? why does my shoulder hurt? etc.

on another note about the party... i couldnt side with either side of the parties, since i know them both... id have to do the one thing i don't do often, and abstain from interacting and just get as much views as possible from as many ppl as possible... that is the work of a journalist/lawyer.

WHO EVERY THOUGHT OF EPROPS SHOULD BE SHOT!!! SO's WHOEVER THOUGHT OF ASU AS XANGA!

another recap... why some ppl can't ever be trusted

FIRST, I'll THANK XiaoYu and Lori for dragging me to the banquet... although, I still am not adamant about everything at the thing... in fact, i couldve done a lot better without going... thanks for the thought though... it was.... quaint...

on to the recap... there was another party at Larry/Lee's place... this time it was the VSO ppl, (viets). The party was less than better than fridays... for reasons i will detail now... first off... I don't see how any of the roomates of that apartment had the sense to authorize a party with a club they aren't that familiar with... I mean, larry is anti everything, lee is more casa (hence the friday party)... tim should be more fsa, and kenji... well, i dont know what kenji is affiliated with... so... none of these ppl have any real association to vso, so how did they actually say, sure have the party at my place... we'll never know. SECOND... Vso is still as clique-y and snooty as ever... if you don't already know vso from an earlier engagement, its pretty hard to ever be allowed into a circle; said one witness, "I just said hi I'm (some girl name), and the girl was like, pish, these ppl arent very nice." THIRD: I invasion of privacy... I heard and saw several ppl (girls and guys) opening the closed doors of a couple roommates in the apt, while the guys weren't there... i don't know why they would do that, other than the motive to jack some shit or drink unauthorized shit... which is why i wouldn't trust any of them with my checkbook... they all sneaky bitches... this is an apt whose hosts allowed it hear, and to go around snooping into ppl's shit is signs that your group obviously has no morals or rights... and if you were trying to find the bathroom, puh-lease, the bathroom was in the hallway, and you passed by it (at least no one was doing that friday) Finally: no respect for ppl... this isnt on the whole group of them, just the loud obnixious assholes... there were a couple in particular, like the one in black trying to start shit with everyone... and like "I'm gonna fuck you all up" on Mingh and Tuyen and etc. (ok, rephrase, I don't trust any of those ppl who i don't know... because the ones i dont know are the obvious asses and bitches who are just too snooty; see, tuyen and mingh are good ppl). Man, this party wouldve been better off at someone else's house; then i would have no morals or regrets if anything bad happened, like somone yakkin on the carpet.

So, anyways, the party... yeah, it was alright... Surprise came seeing vickie (happy? I speeled it this time) and sonya at the place... oh, and Trinh the vietnamese Yu was there, in some hot outfit..not too many other ppl besides them i know from vso... larry and lee were almost getting worried that theyd be hosting a party and not know anyone... luckily we came, and so did the 38 crew and other ppl from the casa party... lemme think... jeanie roxy priscilla amanda mingh jinah annie (I think) tuyen dan jessie wilson ed, peter (I'm not sure about those two)... other ppl i saw... Trinh vick sonya Binh franka kosol jimmy jonny and his girl ivy, tina and jenny with the big eyes... err... i know others but i know from face, not from name... so... alot of ppl were there, but i knew only 1/12 of the crowd or so... maybe less... then i dissappeared upstairs to play with my roomie's gf's doggie, and came back down to a huge scuffle and ppl getting thrown out, and that pretty much was the buzzkill that ended the party, but then everyone orbits outside talking loudly; while talkin to amanda outside teh bathroom door, Ed or peter gets passed out in the bathroom so we have to break in and drag him out.. and then the guy in black was startin shit and talkin shit loudly outside... like he owned this place... no morals that guy had... everyone cleared out later... me and scott chilled at Kev's place till sunday, and basiaclly did nothing till 1am just now... and now im back and updating..

oh, and i finished Zelda, AGAIN... I'm so good...

I also had a good time watching Bulletproof Monk (GO SEE IT, ITS BETTER THAN YOU THINK) and walking around chatting up at Walmart.

For all the tw and ex-pat ppl

I saw this movie on friday called "and a one and a two" or "yiyi". Its a taiwanese modern culture movie, the only familiar guy is the famous taiwanese guy Wu Nien Zhen who does those commercials where he eats hot radishes and goes, mm ho jia. really good... the plot has a couple diffeernt viewpoints from the daughter to the son to teh father... but basically it shows the interaction of a family and deals with issues they face as children... and adults... it was done in 1999 i think since the WARNER VILLAGE MOVE POSTERS were of Episode 1 and Wild Wild West and Analyze This...Oh yeah... it was shot totally in taiwan too, i recognized grand formosa, and part of GaoSuGongLu... yeah, i love saying..."Ive been there" soo, overall the movie was good for me... which is why i didnt mind being later for the formal... oh yeah..

Formal... formally nice, informally boring/ PARTY TIME

Yeah, i told you the oly way i would go to that would be if i was dragged kicking and screaming... and thats figuratively what happened... well, its morelike a shotgun answer, and you can't say no when ppl are treating you to it... so me and the cow got there very late... at least the food was there... but some of it couldve been better... like the dried chicken... This all reminded me of my Basketball banquet for varsity back at school... dress nice, buffet, prizes, speech... end... thats all this was too... if i wasn't dragged, i prolly wouldve had enough fun gnawing on my leg than better that... better... much better... But at least, afterwards, the party was good... satisfying... running into ppl, having dolled up girls come up and mistake me for Jimmy's brother jonny... haveing some to drink... hopefully all those hunnies will be back for the party tonite at the same place(apparently its VSO's)... so, yeah... hope its better...

ahh, gotta build a new computer!!! and sell stuff on ebay!!... WHO WANTS A HELLO KITTY HAIR RYER!?

YiYi

Focusing on a typical family--parents, two children, and an elderly grandmother--living in a small apartment in Taipei, YI YI (A ONE AND A TWO) is about the patterns of daily life. It includes a wedding, a funeral, a first date, a last date, a birth, and a death. The film follows each member of the Jian family carefully, giving each one equal time, completely developing each character. NJ (Wu Nienjen), the father of the family, struggles with a dead-end job at a technology firm while reexamining his marriage when he meets his high school sweetheart, Sherry (Ke Suyun), after 30 years. NJ's teenage daughter, Ting-Ting (Kelly Lee), has a selfless demeanor and a naive interest in everything, which diffuses the complexity of her high school life. Her little brother, Yang-Yang (Jonathan Chang), is an adorable five-year-old troublemaker who's in love with a pesky girl in his class. And Yang-Yang's mother, Min-Min (Elaine Jin), grieves for her dying mother (Tang Runyun) while coping with her own middle age in a rapidly maturing family.
Edward Yang, director of 1991's A BRIGHTER SUMMER DAY, presents a careful, direct, meticulously photographed film with YI YI. Brassy shots of Taipei reflected in the windows of a moving car are offset with slow choreographed sequences using the streetlights to narrate little moral tales. Perhaps the most powerful gem in this film is the magical character of Mr. Ota (Issey Ogata), NJ's Japanese business associate, whose optimistic life perspective will inspire and delight YI YI's viewers.

"The characters in this film arose from things I think about a lot. If we look for ways to reassess our own lives, then the concept of innovation becomes central: what haven’t we done?" Edward Yang from Sight & Sound

maybe they all aren't perfect... maybe they all have flaws... maybe tey all think they have slaws... maybe they get paranoid... get crazy... they lash out at you for an observation... they get moody at that time of the month, psycho, bitchy... they chew you out, blame the world on you... try to pick you clean... maybe you ignore how they treat you, because you are blinded, because you are naive, oblvious, (stupid). you take all the buffetng of abuse, and you remain there vigilant, hoping for that ray of hope, and you see ppl get promoted to a higher standing than you, and you smile... and you wait.. for your time... when is that time, did you ever think that? you have enough endurance to weather the tornado, but did you ever think to just get out while you still had an ounce of humility? to get out more and find a more tangible, feasible, less Catty target? no? are you in to deep and you're trying to keep up above instead of going under? well, that is alot of guts and stamina... thats also the lamest stand that you can do... look at SoDam InSane... he had tons of guts to say he was winning, and that just looked stupid... just get out... now... a year is more than enough...

If you have no idea whtat i was talking about... dont worry... its not like you're reading this anyways... your waiting for my next publishing of comicx... am I right?

make this short... its 6am... argh... what happeend to me sleeping earlier...

ABSOLUT HIT

yeah, we kicked asss... granted i didnt want to speak and i got the fun part of holding up ad boards for the spiel... but it was a good prezentation... wewere prolly successful to picth a malt beverage product for Absolut... no second attempt to try to move to the ultra-premium crap again...

Anyways... i went to torment leo before his dell spiel... so i got to hear the Absolut group for that class do their thing... its amazing... i swear all the groups that i listen to want to do the complete opossite of what i would do... The dell from our class wanted to work in every sector: enterprise, server, storage, network, laptop and pc (too much ... spreading to thin, in my opinion)... McDonalds: get rid of dollar menu, hook college students to work, make employees pick up after you (wtf, this aint bentos, this is mcdonalds...and we all hate mcdonalds... who wants to move up in theres?)... Nintendo: discontinue next gen console (after gamecube), focus entirely on software (like sega wuss) and focus on gameboy... also, start making violent stuff under different brand (nintendo... not gorecorp... thats like askin adding a whorehouse to disneyworld)... and absolut: (first off, they yap too much about distribution), didnt touch malts, wanted to try ultra-prem vodka again, want to taylor Absolut to 20-30 demograph... id pick apart the apparent flaws... but, im too beat and its too much to try and debate this...

its amazing... you consistently abstain from going to a banquet event, over ane over and over... and how does it end up... your dragged kicking and screaming to the banquet... well, thats obviously wats going to happen to me later today at the formal... yes... i guess i have to go... im being dragged, and i can't disappoint the ppl who paid my ticket to want me to be happy (i think we all know the time when im most happiest... attending this isn't exactly on that list... well, theres only two things on that list) but yeah... guess ill have to wear something good... what da hell do i wear to this?!? hmm...fudge... ill rather be happy getting my stuff sold on ebay...

CHILL or SILK

Thanks to tab for giving an opinion... THIS IS FOR MARKETING RESEARCH... YOU ppl have to give a comment!... hello? i need more voices in my HEAD!!!

ABSOLUT SILK

HEY, everyone, can you help out? we need a new name for a malt liquor for absolut... we got absolut silk, but i think its gay... sooo alternatives are absolut frost, absolut chill, absolut wave, absolut mini, absolut crimson, absolut crush... or absolut silk... lemme know... gtg... thanks...

Oh, I AM NOT GOING TO FORMAL!!!!

I forgot what i was gonna gripe about today

I had so many thoughts this monday, but now, i cant remember any of it... and to think i bought one of those recorders to record that shizit... anyways...

there was VISA dance competition sunday, and i missed all of it, cuz i slept though it and forgot it.... and then i spend the whole night cleaning up my room full of paper scraps... still got tons of clothes to wash... Oh, and STUPID ASS cops ticket me in a place thats not restrictive, so im going to bitch at the cop ppl about that shit, cuz i already got a justified ticket the day b4 and im not going to pay 40 dollars for this shit... i went thourhg $100 last year... no more...

I hope angelo is not really really obsessed with helen (its a joke, right?), but if so, i can empathize about how his situation and thought process is... maybe... i can only say that it gets worse and worse, and will never get better... i dare not recall the fated "Ladder Theory" again because it was so good and, like jesus, should never be seen again till the apocalypse...

Another dream, again... new person for once... monica... one of the famed ones from my cheergirl group... she was always the punchy one... sometimes looked mean... more or less the dream was "am i fat" "uh, are you waht?" and that sort.

I've seen whats her name around school more often. it must be because of the aimless meandering i do around everywhere... school is soo boring, but when you live here, you just walk around, and walk around alot... (walked all the way to the golf course one time). but, when i happen to have an encounter, i try not to interact because of the the current situation, that and the fact that my accolades and infamy always get there b4 me... less interaction other than a simple wave...

still have a problem with confidence... i mean... i have tons of it.. TONS. sometimes i have so much, nothing stops me (hmm, that explains my summers, and end-of-school time). but unfortunately, thats usually for the ppl that im typically chill with... not for the ones that fluster me... soo bad... im sure women sometimes have problems when they want to talk to some reallly hot korean guy or similar... or brad pitt, or something... but regarding my situation, i dont see how i can still have this situation where i freeze and blank out of the quirky but meaningful things that i could usually do that make me feel better... its always those women types. (regarding women types: theres no certain one anyways, just eh ones that fluster me, that prolly means those types)... otherwise, normally... confidence normal... kai shi pao nyo... man, im soo good...

OH MY FREAKING GAWD!!

I HATE MILK TEA, THIS IS WHAT IVE BEEN REDUCED TOO!


This was moi, a year ago, at Compusa working... notice the skinnier neck and my younger blank boyish look... duh...

now look here!!

This was from DC during Feburary... notice the thicker neck, the less protruding of the adams apple, and the puffier head... final conclusion... ME GOTTA PHATTA!!!!

I blame Milk teas for this... DAMN YOU MILK TEA... why did you have to be soo cheap and tasty during the summer!!! why!?!? the only good thing that could maybe offset this calamity is that i look alot older in the latter than the former, but id rather look like the former than the latter... AHHHH!!!!!! LOOK AT MEE, I'M POM POM... HOLY CRAPPPP.... I WANT TO BE YOUNG AGAIN! I dont want to be NINETEEN ANYMORE! AHHH!!! LOOK AT MEEE... I NEED TO RUN WITH LIZ NOW!!! LOOK AT MY NECK... I LOOK LIKE IMA GONNA BIRTH CHINS NOW!! AHHH!!!!

I'm gonna try to get my hair like the former though... i liked it that way b4... i need to find a good stylist...

Ok, thats all... sleep till 5pm... i hope

Making this short... im tired (Fann Wong always soothes me)

Saw Anger management the best line to try... "hi, can I buy you a drink?..... (later)... I'm sorry about earlier, I have a problem expressing myself when I'm about to explode in my pants." passed by sonya, sara and a wphs alumni (no vicky? no donna? ?!?) going into the theatre and ran into Chili-baby and Ricky Ricardo... played def Jam vendetta... DO NOT PLAY 1 v 3... its crazy 5|-|17.

Tagging more ppls xanga still... (I hate xanga... but its still a good way to spy around...) I dint know angelo was twnese? I dint know he's obsessed!?!

Called mommy... yay, mommy not sick... NO SARS IN MY HOMELAND, Keep that shitz on the mainland!... We be SARS-free!... anyways... momma said trip pushed back so i gotta find stuff for her... and do other stuff... damn, can't read my writing... momma's gonna be bak here... hope she dont kill me about what i'm thinking about doing for the next year or two's gameplan...

Sadly, everyone is focusing on school towards the last 20 days of school... so my hits are going down (booo)... I'm still here... pushing the envelope of stuff...

TO JIMS Ray hit me up on IM.... he was making up a friend timeline of school... Did I meet him through you or you through him... or all us through jesse... or something...... i soo miss snow

now for some experiementation ... 7h15 15 L337.... c4/\/ j00 r34d L337? 1 |_1k3 d4 6ur|_. o|355e55ion... (rus|-|

too bad its like chinese, so many variation spanned out... but they can all understand it... just like this too... D0J00UND3R574ND7H3W0RD57H474R3C0M1N90U70FMYM0U7H





How L337 are you?

For entertainment, please watch this funny crappy STICK OF ROMEO AND JULIETBITCH <---- WATCH IT... NOW!!!!!

And finally... when your old buddy likes it, and when the smartest writer for CBS, also ur friend, likes it... it has to be decent...

How the mighty fall (SHIT, BIGGEST BITCHING EVER!!!)

I'm a bit slow in the social information department as of this semester... or year... whatever... but... i came upon the most appalling, disgracing... irrational... quixotic... things i've ever come upon... and for the intellectual peoples... the critics of organizations... the critics of websites... this goes beyond all knowledge to pure lunacy... and i bet a woman thought of this...

ITS THE MOST SHOCKING MOVE EVER MADE

Can you stand it? Everyone else has at least a better example of what this should not be!

FORBES CALLS THIS "WHAT IS THIS CRAP?!? HOW DID YOU BREAK INTO MY MAGAZINE?!?"

The move is even more horrid than Orlando's crackdown on speedin!

LOCAL WITNESSES WERE QUOTED AS SAYING: "I dont give a Shit! What the hell are you talking about, get off my hood!"

What could possibly be so atrocious and sacreligious that would have all these people going "duh?" I'll tell you what.

ASU went xanga

? WTF is ASU?!?

Funny you should ask, cuz no one knows and gives a shit.... outside of the university area... lets say it this way... ASU is UF's Asian Student Union... an umbrella organization for the segregated clubs like the chinese, the filipinos, the vietnamese, the cambodian, the koreans, as well as other groups like pre-med asians, and stuff... b4... the website was a typical site, where outsides and members could surf in and find the main page, which would detail the vision of ASU, the officers... maybe accolades,,, the upcoming newsdates, and the links to the subclubs.... it never was asthetic... but its a website... and there were webarchs that could have made it a great looking site... but now... recently, in the past months... ASU's website has been changed into a redirect, YES I SAY A REDIRECT where people who come in to see a nice conservative yet cordial site, will be REDIRECTED to a site which was spawned by LUCIFER HIMSELF...

XANGA

yes xanga... shocked? don't know why? don't care?

now that ASU has been butchered into xanga... you wont see any links to the other clubs, or an originally designed site made by the intellects of creative designers... NOOO you'll see ...UPDATES!

Now tell me... who in the fuck's right mind would make that management move? This won't tell you about our values, our mission objectives, or give a contact number... NOOO, this is bullshit... full of updates... yes the updates are nice... but what are they to outsiders??!?

why the hell would you want it like that?!? how are the people supposed to get updates? oh... subscribe?! contrary to popular belief, more than 70% of all the members in everything of the clubs DONT have a stupid xanga... (cuz they have lifes and real diaries)... we have list-servs... what happend to those piecs of crap... oh couldnt control them eh? Too much spam? This is what email lists are for... and there are WAY MORE sites than fuck xanga... certainly ones that aren't pyramid scamming like fuck xanga!

Continuing... IF ASU wanted a better, easier way to post a journal-like update, and IF ASU didnt want its website to look like something a hamster would crap out... they SHOULD have used Blogger.com because of its flexibility... AT LEAST with the latter weblog site... information that is posted can be UPLOADED into an FTP template located on ASU's website in its own domain... Uploaded into a template that can integrate with the front page of a website to convey updates yet still be able to list all the other pertinent information, like Joyce's site... granted this isnt a great example... but its better because its original and open to customization... better that THAT crap...

I didn't get to vote at the ASU election (though, DENNIS was my man to win), but I'm hoping that the new board will a heck of a lot better job than the piss poor actions of the lame-ducks at the end of this term... I mean.. xanga... are you that self-centered... or are you a girl?

So, conclusion... 1)ASU XANGA is SHIT 2)ASU XANGA is SHIT 3) ASU XANGA IS SHIT... 4) someone get a real designer to do something RIGHT... 5) I was made to be a consultant... (if you put con(ing ppl) and insult(ing ppl) together, you get consult) 6) ASU XANGA IS SHIT... CHANGE IT OR BLACK EYE THE WEBSITE FOR ANOTHER YEAR!

Here Rich, I bet you want to see another example of Fuck Xanga

when will people learn.

Can I getta FUCK XANGA HELLZ YEAH?

I'd show you people how much better some of the seperate clubs' websites are, but sadly, only VSO and FSA are the only two, and they have a hiatus for the sites as of this print...

Lesson in Life: if you hire designers, tell them wat you want, dont let them run buck wild... thats what happened to a city's management and that town ended up with a useless fucked up Roundabout

Whew... that felt good... now... whoever made that crappy thing... get a brain and stop being a fucking laziass and put it back on your own controlled site. don't make me wish asu was overthrown (if only that were possible)
(Sidenote: Spendin this weekend for an hour finaly changin the colors to a different shad of blue... adjusted template too... no distractions here)

Finally

I'd like to thank korea for pumpin out such works of art and technology like Samsung, Hyundai, Boa, BabyVox, Joanna, Donna, SES, Finkl, etc. great food, great cars and electronics (like japan), everything except the men, they really gotta be RTV for a refund.

12 hours of sleep later...

firstly, lets start off with the shock and awe...
in one day, less than two hours apart, I've found out about two engagements of friends or relatives of friends... one of them is melissa, the classmate from middle school... this makes... letssee... that makes 5 or 7 ppl i know who will get married or are married just outta college... I thought the idea is that ppl usually have that pined somewhere in their mid-twenties, not 21 or 22... so letsee... melissa, diana, emily, chelsea, four gurls i known for a long time (for white christian gurls), getting settled down already... damn... does that mean everyone is getting down now? well... one correlation, none of these people are doing any big career (cept Navy) like law or med... mostly its nursing and education... so... maybe thats why... they have time to settle... but still... everyone is getting hitched.... waht aboot me? wheres my butter flower?!?



refreshing 12 hours sleep... passing out, after 36 hours of staying up... damn... i like sleeping in the living room... but i got stupid dreams in the way... two dreams... one was with Kittie... getting back together or something... i think that was the main idea of the dream... then its 615am... and then i pass out again... new dream... guess whos here.. its jenn... (sidenote: jenn has been the most recurring character in my two years of dreamweaver, and i know alot more ppl so why dont they pop up too?) apparently the second imagination appeared to be that we were better... so it was a normal dream... yup... anyways... wake up 10am... go back to school heading to try to study ( i think, if i dont see at least one person i don't recognize, ill be crushed... u think?

But, today... it was boring, and i didnt do much... i forgot to call grace and ask about law stuff... ill really really do it saturday... i can't believe i'm being set-back again... momma's not gonna like this...

all in all... besides the news about the ppl from fitz and sphs getting married, its uneventful.... one question though... does chelsea clinton go to this school?... i thought she was at some rich place...

ohkay, im royally screwed now... everyone, besides getting me a frapp, tell me to call GRACE!!!!

http://www.lsac.org/ (note to self)

did i mention im bored as fcuk in arc lab and i would do anything other than the stupid SWOT analysis? soo, heres another thing... I jacked this from my prof's forum, though i think i saw it on madtheory's site b4...

Microsoft Vs. General Motors

For all of us who feel only the deepest love and affection for the way computers have enhanced our lives, read on...

At a recent computer expo (COMDEX), Bill Gates reportedly compared the computer industry with the auto industry and stated, "If GM had kept up with technology like the computer industry has, we would all be driving $25.00 cars that got 1,000 miles to the gallon."

In response to Bill's comments, General Motors issued a press release stating: If GM had developed technology like Microsoft, we would all be driving cars with the following characteristics:

1.For no reason whatsoever, your car would crash twice a day.

2.Every time they repainted the lines on the road, you would have to buy a new car.

3.Occasionally your car would die on the freeway for no reason. You would have to pull over to the side of the road, close all of the windows, shut off the car, restart it, and reopen the windows before you could continue. For some reason you would simply accept this.

4.Occasionally, executing a maneuver such as a left turn would cause your car to shut down and refuse to restart, in which case you would have to reinstall the engine.

5.Macintosh would make a car that was powered by the sun, was reliable, five times as fast and twice as easy to drive -- but would run on only five percent of the roads.

6.The oil, water temperature, and alternator warning lights would all be replaced by a single "This Car Has Performed An Illegal Operation" warning light.

7.The airbag system would ask, "Are you sure?” before deploying.

8.Occasionally, for no reason whatsoever, your car would lock you out and refuse to let you in until you simultaneously lifted the door handle, turned the key, and grabbed hold of the radio antenna.

9.Every time a new car was introduced, car buyers would have to learn how to drive all over again, because none of the controls would operate in the same manner as the old car.

10You'd have to press the "Start" button to turn the engine off.

funny

If you happen to see jazn moping around school today with half-open eyes, make sure give him a cool refreshing Venti Mocha Frapp with Extra Mocha and Whip Cream blended (i like it that way).... and, if you happen to see Scott "Cowhead" the EvilOne, make sure to give him a kick in the face, doo diddy hoo diddy hoo (thats for throwing that cat on me)


I so miss this baby... man, dennis would be cooing and oogling and going "awww, a babieeee"

YO DORKIED, if you do not respond, I'm going to axe you off my list!

I'd rather stay up and look dead and make it to the meeting than sleep and wake up at 1050am again and miss everything, like i have the past 2 weeks. (GIMME A FRAPP)

Holy crap!

there are about 3 weeks of school left... and i have a stupid Swot analysis to do.. soo, to return back to basics, im staying up all night to work on the damn thing... but alas, my computer is so dumb, i have to work at Arc and print it up there... anyone know how to use a swot? Strengths, Weaknesses, Opportunities, and Threats... I dont exactly remember this crud now... blah...

My glasses are really trying to pull a fast one on me... when i usually make my round to find the best place to settle down to cram at the science library, I thought I was going to have one of those "worst moments" with seeing some of the people that are on my "blacklist"... but come a hour later... it turned out to NOT be them... so, either I'm being psychosematic (im tired, shutup) or, my glasses are getting outdated b/c of the higher mag of my contacts (now in clear AND violet)... really, I gotta wear my contacts more... nothing says luvin like pokin my eye out...

I'll prolly start screening my calls now... its not that i dont luv you ppl, you annoying ppl that call every wakeing hour to sexually harass me (heehee), but, I've been getting weird calls from telemarks and some weird ass blocked numbers with heavy breathing... and it ain't Ma. So, all you ppls, just leave a godd freakin message like what our modern society's right has given us...

dinosaur

I feel that my skills as a CCNA and MCSE are being put to the test... last week i was implored to fix the computer of a friend's sister's friend. you know how much i love pc and tech and fixing stuff (i look sooo cool with my pen protector, like dilbert), but technology is starting to inch ahead of me, and me with my old 98 from '98, are sadly working with software two generations old. granted I should be adaptive (networking in TI helped), but still, i can't diagnose a problem that won't pop itself up... Ok, it was a so-called std problem with pop-ups (we all love them) and that they would happen regardless of activity on the computer... but when i was on the board, nadda... no 20 popups in less than a minute... not even one... well one (when i went to a site i knew would do that), but still... popups, nada... so my theory is that women (the clients were women, go figure... 80% of the customers with problems at COMPUSA were women) exagerate the freqency of the problem, or it happens on a causal method (the client going somewhere caused the super pop-ups... wherever they went)... I have never had troubles like that... my computer is just more or less old and dying, but not sick and riddled with "BUY THE X10" or "HOT NAKED WOMEN NOW, CLICK HERE" when im not on the board... maybe when i go to stupid sites that do that (subprofile, IMchaos, *cough* KillFrog) I know they have chain popups... but still... also, since i dont install software that has that faggoty Adware crap that tacks on gator companion or weatherbug or something... (im sure if you need a prog, you can find one adware/spyware free... am I right ppo?) so, my system is more or less bug free (nyah nyah, and its old too!) i just can't stand the stupid thing dying so much and restarting the computer... Ok, I'm ramblin now

I'll prolly add something later, when I'm not tired...... something at like 5am... *yawn* fudge... I'm tired... gotta keep writing.

I've decided to be violent =)

Which Firearm are you? brought to you byStan Ryker

hey, did you know g-ville has a correctional institution... did you know darryl strawberry was there? i didnt know that... oh yeah... clinton was here on thursday, but i didnt get to hear him, cuz i was studying like a mofo for that ops test... grrr

how you doing (also, SINFEST RECAP to now)

long time... a long time since i chatted with sue, its been a a long time since ive ever seen her, like 4 years isnt it... wow, its so long ago... it seems like so long, when i was in new york... but anyways... good long talk... hour and a half... ok, well not long, ive had longer... but still pretty long... talking about the now the then and the what else... she's stayed drama free since summer... all thanx to just being stag... she told me to do the same if i wanted to stay drama free... but i dont know... i can't evade drama, or the likes of it, its all around... its soo omnimous that to try to escape it is foolish... but, i can try to heed that... according to law handbooks, the first year of law school should be love-free, soo, instead of 40 days and 40 nights, try 40 weeks... drama free...meh... i could give you a better paraphrase of the uneventful dialogue but unfortunately, i found a major flaw in my supposed choice aim add-on, aim+... the stupid thing always clears the window after a while... soo, in the log, it cuts out the middle of the chat, and saves the front and end... which is stupid... im changing progs, but now the new prog is stupid where it wont let you change where you want to install to.miss sue... im one of those nostalgic ppls... Thats all for today, stop reading








if you missed the beggining of this episode, check here, duh

which is just one side.... not like im saying i have an evil side... everyone has an evil side, a dark side, a side no one wants anyone to view... while i wont attribute the lesser side of my sinister side, i will say that endeavouring to stop the causes of the dark side is pretty unnerving... like procrastination of everything (my god, i gotta pack up!!!) my tendency to be a social alky, esp. when its open bar (no more of that for several years... heh), no more grindstone action, no more pass-through of the grapevine... thats right, no what goes in one ear does not come out the other side... more or less, itll stay in my head, which ill make it one of those Aesop's Fable's deals, with stupid morals...but that would still limite my acquisition of as much information from all sides of a drama episode... (lkike i said, listening to both sides increases ur neutrality, objectivity..) and just not passin it along... in this state only... doesn't mean i can't blast away pacific-wise... and, no more being a push-over... im gonna be one of those ppl that likes a huge ROI... yup.. what was i talkin about? damn, all that lsat studying about arguments, and i can't even remember my own main point... blah... keep reading, you are in my power







body still achin from the monday workout... Agenda for wed... get up early head to lab and d/l all info on absolut, more study of law schools, call bro's sister... STOP WASTING MONEY!!!... i mean... STOP SPENDING MONEY ON IMPORTANT STUFF (waiiit a minute)... never ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ... something... uhm...

First Impressions, second impressions, 3rd impressions, etc...

you always want to look good... with all facets of life, a good first impression is paramount, . once thats over, you have the unnerving problem of keeping all the bad crap out... lets say that you went in for a job interview... yeah, good admissions score, great gpa, superb extra-currics... all the accolades of a good future lawyer,doctor,businessman, whatever... but then have one little blemish... say, uh... damn jims, what was that charge again... argh... ok, ill make it up, but its based on a reeeeal story, DWAI, Driving while abnormally impaired (sorry, ugh) which is a violation instead of a crime (DUI's are crimes), so my friend got a fine thats all, nothing big on the docket... but still... the company your interviewing gets wind of this, the one blemish that you hvae, and their view of you is sickled down the drain where now they bicker about "oh we can't hire the wreckless drunk driver, he could crash into the side of our skyscraper building even though our office is on the 20th floor." (managers are stupid, really, they are, trust me).. so even with all those great marks on ur resume and jacket, the one ding from the one time you were celebrating getting a perfect score on the hardest course you took, and you get one violation with a night in lockup, and you cant get a job... maybe the company was stupid, but still, lots of companies want an uber soldier, and they always want perfection (we ar the Borg, resistance is stupid, give us your soul).you are soooo bored.. anywyas, can one ding ruing an extensively good file? FUCK yeah, thats why you gotta keep that crap silent, annd silence all leaks.. preferably with black mail >_< j/k, im not making any point, its 4am... im just blowin time...Reading still?







so in summary... i hate cats and i miss my jessie... i love dogs... jessie... i named her after my childhood friend... i wonder how theyre both doing... cats suck... stupid cats... i love my car... as much love that ill spend 10 minutes drying her off inside because yesterday was n insane downpour that almost killed my car and instead killed my shoes... my poor Vans, 4 years of loywal servie... ill retire you well...Are you reading this still? Ok, i have a lot of shoes... lets count (i dont want to sleep)... 8 active or new shoes... 5 inactive/reserve shoes... so i got like 12 pairs... (dang, im a chick)... why do women have so many shoes... ok... they arent shoes.. why do women have soo many stilleto killing machines and sneakers... MindTheory: the formula for the nubmer of shoes a woman has ia their shoe size times 2.5. multiplier... right? (Sooo tired... why are you reading this? I type because you read!!!!)


Ok, all my ill wills are gone (ji de, Q de may yo gao su knee zui de shih ching, GANah)

Who da helz is Easton13 #? A big shout out and some fake ass xanga eprops to the lucky person who flushes out the noted stalker for the week.. (note: eprops applical to xanga users only) remember, only you can prevent loose stalkers from accidentally being bombarded with bad things on their computer...

"I just wanna know you" "Know you, know one ever knows some one"

Anyone ever see the rules of attraction? that movie... its where dawson is a crazy ass loon who has goofy eyes and stuff... im guessing the movie was around 2000 or so, maybe 2001... im trying to piece the story since i wasnt watching it too well... maybe if i actually watched it instead of lookin for research... as far as i know, a gay guy was in love of a straight guy, who was in love with a girl who he thought was sending him love letters and instead of getting the girl ends up banging his roomate, and the real girl that put the letters kills herself, and the girl the guy goes after goes back to her ex-bf, but the rich punk has been around so many girls (as depicted by a 6 minute fast paced monologue montage that had several women nude/drunk and the guy smoking up in every country in western europe) that he can't remember the girls name and is caught while banging the roomate, the crazy guy tries to kill himself while pining for the girl, but just gets crazy again, and drags the rich kid's brother into a bad drug sale that ends up in a crazy electric turkey cutter fight... and in the end it comes to an open conclusion.... so did anyone see it?

i need to see that movie again , its like that other movie, 10 conversations about one thing, or something like that.... but what i really want to see is Better Luck Tomorrow I just reallized that the director was at ecasu but was anal not to show the movie to us... at least the other guy was nice to show Charlotte Sometimes... but, i shoulda know about the movie already, i just forgot it... and now... the closest theatre that will show it will be in miami... and maybe in atl... but theyre both far... but i want to see it... lor anger management...

I was chatting with my steroid-driven white hisapanic friend leonel (what kind of name is that?~!? Im sooo gonna get flak now) about lifes dumb sacrifices... we were discussin about how ppl with long distance relationships have a large sacrifice... like how if you were seeing someone in tally, and you go every... single weekend to see them... it basically cuts off any chance of you meeting new friends... until the end of the relationship... your only base willl be the ppl you know b4 the relationship goes, and depending how long that lasts, you can face not having an insurgence of new peeps for a long time... and the farther you go into college without new ppl, the harder it is to find ppl when you get to the upperclassmen years...

MindTheory Note: this probably applies to ppl who tentatively visit their spouses weekly because they are too attached, and the rest of the week they just study study study until the weekend where they make the few hours or so trip to tally... er.. the place where the other is... this only applies to ppl you can drive too... in distances not spanned by a tolerable car trip, the time table to meet new ppl is greater since you aren't hassled by seeing your S.O. every five days... , but still the ppl that are in the former... unless they have a good bead of friends and they dont need to infuse with more, then, bon vie

Went to bento's without getting a milk tea today... whats wrong wit me... must be the achiness from 3 hours of working out... Kman is a krazy mofo out to not be the scrawniest man in the O'Co center

NOW I remember why I don't ever ever want to go to Mori's ever again

Coming soon: TAS and greeks: timeless...

my god... who wants to help me sell alot of shiet on ebay... ull get 20% of the cut... come bastards.... lots of money

Phone Booths, vs. Cell Phones...

Guess what movie won this weekend... Phone Booth... how the hell it won is anybody's idea... It was filmed in 12 days in a nyc phone booth... I mean, come on... this is like narc or blair witch... joe schumacher actually wanted to film this?

The director has a point though... this movie does center around a landline booth... In the today, most of our society relies on a cell phone... a cell phone... it gives you total mobility in exchange for no privacy... I mean, it is a good point... in the today, our whole lifes are dramatized on cell phones around strangers sometimes... talking to spouses, business partners, phone sex hotlines (that one i'm guessing)... everyone is yakkin on a phone, and yet everyone complains about their privacy use of a cell phone... how sad that you had all the joys of privacy encased in a 3x3x6.5 sized box and yet there was no mobile connection... you just had to sit your ass in one spot. Now with cells, you can be sitting ur ass in ur benzs and bimmers or even walking from destination to destination, or just friggin be in the middle of a bank teller line, yappin... the price of it... no one uses a public phone anymore (i used to, but the last time was in 96 or 98), except winos, and so the prices start going up a dime... soon new york will be shutting down a thousand phone booths in manhattan since so many ppl use a celly... and who knows... in the near future, we'll have disposable cell phones, the replacements to phone booths, where you buy a phone from a machine, use it, and junk it... whats next? comm-badges from star trek? maybe those GLOBAL thingies from Earth:Final Conflict (now those were cool)

All ur base
All ur smurf

Another rich, another rich-induced memory lapse

please refer to the 6 gears of drinking.
Don't Drink and Drive

There was a party at bento friday night after hours... to celebrate johnny's birthday... the brother of jimmy the mgr... luckily, no one in my drama life attended... the warcrazy people stayed at home... notable appearances were kevin angelo rich john andrea hazel vivian xuan dquy tina anthony .. etc... johnny wasnt the least surprised when he walked in i think... open bar is too much... i drank too much... i blame rich... and myself... but mostly rich, cuz he made the drinks and i drank it all... mostly in chugs cuz he dared me... i drank soo much... i went soo fast through the gears i was in 6th gear for a second and then bam, i was in overdrive... really... i think it was the last mix rich gave me that got me super hammered... i acutllay had to weasel my way outta the cafe so i could drive home... or find someone's house...

so i couldnt find john's house, and i was too tired to go to kevins house to watch the jap movie Battle Royale, so i headed to phongs since it was in the same area as johns... come to think of it, i have no idea how i was able to drive home... i was soo gone... no one really tried to stop me... but i have so much skill at driving... i dindt kill anyone yet... the bad news... after i got outta my car... i can't remember anything that happened after that... i dont remember getting into the house. i dont remember throwing the toonami tape at scott cuz he told me to rec it for him... i dont remember collapsing in vickie's room and crawling to phongs only to pass out on the journey... i do rmembmer comeing concious later and upchucking in various different fetal positions... yeah... i told you... i was in overdrive... the hangover and memory lapse followed by the puking... no one actually came to help me for 10 minutes or so cuz they thought i was trying to eat the cat, but nooo... then they come out and doorway is layered in "Windex" and "White Russians" and "sex on the beach" and "something" ... my shirts were soiled... and i had a wicked hangover... but, time heals everything, even 3 alarm hangovers... my hangover sucked soo much i didnt have a good lunch... its the same thing that happened when i went to that bar with theory back during summer, exactly like that... i swear... i will never drink again... EVER!!! NO MORE DRINKING!! it made my lunnch with michelle so unbearable, i felt like puking... brr.

speaking of which, i should call mich one of these days and surprise her... she was so nice to actually buy mashi stuff from korea for me and i go and lose the damn bag... it soo bad... i felt like crap that day... i have to thank her... or atleast find replacements for the stuff she bought me (where the hell am i going to find ultra cool mashimaro picture frame and bag... wah... i am vomit crud... I am gonna get her the best wedding gift i can think of... assuming i have money in the future and she actually gets married within 2 years...

Oh, and rich, i need ur celly so i hit you back since you called my cell and DIDNT LEAVE A MSG!!! waiiit, did you call twice one time and hang up?!

I am sorry for spraying ur house with my alcohol bile =) if i could do it again, i would just hurl on scott's prized pillow... heheheh.

did i mention i like being 2nd on rich's list... woohoo... it has no real impact on my hits....

to Vickie: I'm sorry my esteemed portly associate killed pooh... I had NOTHING to to with it... i blame the watch... :-( blame scott... scott deserves a good kick in the face... and ... he secretly steps on the cat on purpose...

Yeah, that gurl better enjoy that... I dont usualy waste my headlines often... oh wait... nah... i dont know what i was saying...

I'm almost done with Zelda, except my ass of a roomate kicked me off... one dungeon and 5 triforce shards left... dammit... gotta finish soon... and my playing did not stand in the way of my test today... i meant... thursday... yeah... im so smart... cram everyting into 3 hours or less...

All the knowlege I have on fixing computers... and i can't diagnose a stupid problem with a pc because the problem doesnt happen when i jump on the computer... boo... what a rip... i was gonna sport off some knowhow that i really have.... oh well... at least the trip was waay well worth it... its like venturing into the Temple of Time; beautiful and yet unfamiliar...

Bill "William Jefferson" Clinton came to school on thursday to talk an hour... 80 grand and he only talks an hour? wtf! he should talk more... or do one of those Conan skits like "Clinton... SECRETS" "That stuff on the dress... it was really hair gel... really." something like that... I wished I emailed a question that he would answer like ... "Honestly, one of those secret assassinations you mandated was for hilary right?" or something to laugh forward to... oh well, not like I could attend... the line was uber long and i had the stupid test...

soo many dreams... one was with my car getting super smashed in a 20 car wreck, another was me and jenny in a resolution... another was a scary ass firefight CS style... course, I do like the firefight the best of it all...

so many similar likes, its amazing... who else likes mountain dew? put your hands in the air!!! me me me! who remembers redman and method man super high at Hard Knock Life downtown (JIMMY: I know you remember, less you were a puss and didnt go with us)

Lukey: You weren't made to stand all the drama... drama strays people from a true path... you don't ever want something you can't control, unless you are willing to be cursed forever... don't get me started on that horrific PatPong nite market incident in thailand, with the strip clubs and your hat, and the scary.... ok... so... that aint drama... that was like a "look at the sun for a second" glimpse of drama... nuthin like tas life... but our dramas are our own... and thankfully no one has to live another's life...

after seeing pictures of that puppy, i wish i saw that pup b4 it had to go... it was soo young and adorable for a mix... awww... this whole friggin weak ive seen tons of dogs and it makes me miss my little jessie even more... i hope my brother can take one of the young litter pups that jessie births out... *sniff*.

i dont wanna postpone lunch till next week... *wah*... holy shizzz. i gotta get my room cleaned and the cell bill paid....

I didnt get sick from chirashi, I have no idea what you people are talking about

Fcuk, its like april fools day and the temp yesterday was cold enough to be january again... woohooo.... heres whats happened... because my hits are going down... I am soo addicted to zelda... it has so many new things to do... granted the number of dungeons seems smaller, but it has alot of other stuff to do b4 you can beat the game.... and the wicked creative plot twist in the story of the Zelda lore... shizzle, it blew my mind away... so thats eaten a couple days of life from me... so is the stupid groups... I got two groups to report to... one is done (btw, for al the ladies that missed out on my GQ look today for my presentation, ain't ever gonna get another chance), and now all i have is the stupid group work that my insane mitra teacher assigns... tutoringzone tuesday with leo, and tons of studying for the test on thursday... and i really... really... really... need to get my other stuff done... boooo.... call Gemming and tell her to file the court papers to sue the title company, and call the court house to get outta jury duty...

Just how... many... of you know my stupid project that ive been working on... the thing i havent even touched on in the blog... because its sooo uncanny that everyone so far has an idea of what i mean... the only way you should know is if you were crazy and smoked crack like a banshee... really... tell me...

Monday: i actually went to bento's again... after saying ive staved off it (or cut down to weekly sesions) becuase theres no reason to go anymore... and dammit... i go because im hungry from boring groups and role plays, and all of a sudden i run into tons of ppl again... like cowhead and his chinese group... among others... fate must've charge me with the power to run into people like coincidence, but not... its all the peop[le im not willing myself to run into, so alas no supreme channeling of godly powers unto me... its more like a curse than a power...

Are you reading this? did you get here from someone else telling you i have a blog and not me shoveling my propoganda site to you? well, welcome, and leave a cmmt, dont be shy

finally, in final thought... a war always has propoganda involed in everything... be it btwn countries or btwn persons... the solution to it all... believe both sides of the issue, and cancel out the ones that are complete opposites of each other (does that even make sense?)

ZELDA WIND WAKER RULZ!!!!!! (Nukem, nuke the bastards, nukem all to hell ~bull pullman, from ID4)