reports of my demise are highly exxagerated...

A little so-so this week. I have a decent and horrible grade on my statistics and legal tests, respectively... I havent gone to the law school yet... Oh, and apparently me an liz aren't talking... ok, i might be paranoid about that... but watever... If iput any effort into this anymore than I have to, I'd die laughing... But on the good side,I saw her talking with tevin... so that means they patched things up right?? now if only the other bad bloods would settle down too...

Talkin with clara, this vietnamese-ish girl... she has a unique personality... I don't know too many ppl that love staying at home glued to their computer watching anime because they have no car and no tv, and only go to parties because they are conned into it... anyways, it was a good hour talk to say the least, because I haven't been seeing anybody around lately... Its like all the recognizable people DIEED just like in The Ring... cuz it all starts when you start drawing circles and circles and circles, and then you have the feeling that everyone is dead or gone, and then you keep drawing because you have nothing better, and then... ....... Scary eh?

There's a party going on, but who knows if I'm going... its halloween party, but OTOH, I have 18 articles I have to start reading... god, life sucks...

On the + side, I'm willing to retract my views on xanga being another AA thing... but thats at least on the TAS side... because so far I've seen alot of xangas from future alumnis (future being, some of them are still back there, alot have since graduated and now dot the freshman/sophmore campus)... yes, I even joined the TAS xangaring... what da hey.. I DO know a couple ppl there.

Hi, this is Jon's roomate Calumon. I'm sorry, but Jon is dead... He was found in his bathroom cold and purple, and was taken to the local hospital. Preliminary reports either suggest food poisoning or throat lacerations... His last words, scrawled in dripping red on a piece of paper next to the bathroom tub, was as follows:
what happened to the kid?
he grew up.
life wasn't like a comic strip anymore. and so last night he sat in the tub, and sliced his throat from ear to ear.

thank you for laughing.
goodbye.
10/31/02

There will be no funeral service, because there will be no coffin. Instead he will be wrapped up in newspapers to save expenses and the environment. He would have wanted it that way. To donate to the "BloodStreak Foundation", send ALL your money to me. Thank you. ~Calumon

But first, happy halloween, if i forget later today...

so, my boy thinks the xanga thing will be a passing fad for most ppl who sign up for it... maybe because they really don't have that much interesting information they care to share, or they will get bored with it, about writing stuff... someone even asked,"why you would want to post your thoughts onto something the whole world would see... "

Well, I do it because I can bitch at wat I want... or say the things that were intersting... and look on the left... thats SIXTEEN weeks of constant journal writing... sure its crap, but watever.. I like to bitch...

Ran into Xuan, this vietnamese girl, on monday. Shes one of the cute cool ones. Why is she cool? She drives a Cruiser bike... How many girls do you know do that? shes pretty mong... even has a helmet. Also, her family has a farm this year... (think Asian Green Acres)... that means she has at her disposal an unstoppable army of 120k chickens who will kill at a single command... or peck you to death... that is just awesome... oh, and her little sister is adorable... reminds me of my Nini when she was that age... course Nini has crazy people, not farm animals, around her...

I don't like how the fucking Shih Da ppl are talking smack about rich... I'm sure that probably was one guy that said what he says, and both parties have negative feelings toward each other, and i am siding with my boy, so watever... everyone is a goddamn loser ok? is everyone happy? (sometime, I'll elaborate on the Summer w/ Shih Da)

ok, so i have a big ego... i also talk alot... cuz i guess the novelty of having this hasnt worn off... who cares....
anyways, I've bought Mario Party 4, even though I technically don't own a Cube... but we have one in the house... its fun... it REALLY is for a party of people...

FYI, I missed all my clases today because I had overslept again... woke up really late... again... was really hungry... AGAIN... angela called, wanted bentos (that chinese café), so went there, met up with phong, went walmart, went to my boy van's house and played party and smash brothers melee... (yeah, party games rule)...

Everyone seems to be in the market for a new car... Angie, tevin at least... man, and here I am sitting on my ass without anything... I got to get a car soon... and where is everyone getting the 20Gs+ for their cars? man, everyone is too rich for my blood... (omg, its like tas all over again)

anyways, Im gonna go to sleep real early this time.... I have to try to go to the Law School to see what my chances are of being a successful lawyer (oh, to all my alumni, I'll do pro bono for you, if you aren't too shady).

Speaking of Shady... Tribute to all the ppl who Love/Hate Eminem, courtesy of David Wong's PWOT

because of my meglomania, I'm under the impression that mayyyybe I started some bandwagon of ppl making Weblogs like blogger and xanga.... oh sure, ppl may have read some other ppls journals, or some ppl may have already had journals before, but I think it may have been me, and my useless ramblings, that jen gabe and mimi started some... troi's even go one too.... so that joins the list of donkey, erica, kjon, and two other ppls at least, to have some site... oh yeah, but xanga still sucks ass for all the sophisticaed ppl... its just for the ppl that have no talent in making their own sites... muahahaha...

woorking on getting myself a site soon... but some crazed company already took my name... fuckkkkkk.... oh well... maybe ill go for jonny918... thats still open

Much love to rich who has the compassion to comment often on everything (you too lauren)... all you other ppl are just mooching bastards... ill start charging you all soon if you all don't get your rear in gear.

Not feeling well... Didn't see too many signifigant people today... went to chinese, fell asleep at home, missed class... wokup 11pm, up since then, going back to sleep, waking up in 2 hours.... yup... this is how the new streak will function... yeah....

oh sooooo... for the ppl that saw yesterday's pic, your views?

Oh, and Donkey commented something like, "OMG, jenny did a bad job. Look, why isnt there anything done on the back?" sO, jen, I think you should go kick your little didi's ass for such comments.

damn, its about 24 hours ago, i was sitting at a computer blogging at 7-8am... obviously this is not helpful, and im gonna regret it come noontime or so, but i can't sleep... partly is cuz i passed out watching the "OfficeLadies Beauty Rumble" with Yu, and missed adult swim; partly cuz I slept most all saturday, and had a couple hours sunday morning after my sunday blog; and mostly cuz I've been doing some thinking (oh shit, jon's thinking about non-school stuff, RUN get him some Frapps!!). But first, some credits...

Thank you laura for adding me to your list of ppl you tolerate reading =P. I was afraid of putting you on, because I didnt want to subject you to cruel and unusual punishment, but what da hey... (ill put it up later)

Bro's over ho's too much? I got this from prjctRebound, hes pretty tight.... I'lll add him later. (this link is NOT a gay site)

Why do ppl cheat on Loved ones: rich: "fuck that 'it's in our nature' arguement. there is no such [thing] as a man who is constantly looking to stick his thing in a hole. every guy knows the quickest way to get off isn't in a girl. it's the right hand, and the beer that it's holding." (from rebound from rich, I guess... rich has been talking alot about cheating and shit) CREDITS END


Yeah, there was miscommunication more than a month ago, maybe, but some people should enunciate and talk when I'm not mental or insane or pissed off at you and your cohort for your things you subject me to.

I've been to so many schools and states that I have no real friends, the ones I rely on, scattered and working...

Theory used to lecture me on the values of bros over hoes than chicks over dicks during the summer.... I can't remember much of what he said (I swore I said that same phrase b4), but I know the ramafications that entails with selecting one style over the other. It doesn't work too well when you have no bros whatsoever in the first place in the area of residence. I dont even know what theory is up to anymore... it seems as if he hasn't gone clubbing anymore... more or less bars and stuff (well, thats to be expected I guess, after Baomei), and most of the bros are gone since summer's end... I have no idea what I'm talking about now, cuz its 8am, but in my mind's eye I'm sure its perfectly clear: I'm gonna watch my friends become lezbians. I'm gonna get my car, and I'm gonna say fuck all yall crackaz cuz I'm outta here and heading to boston or SF!! Yeah, that makes no sense right now either... fcuk it, I'm tired... maybe I'll go work out right now again...

PHONG: SEPERATE YOUR THOUGHTS!!! IM BEING CONSUMED BY THE LONG THOUGHT!!! ARRRHG sorry, inside joke.

Jeanie is a flake (whatever that means) I lent her some vcds and she hasn't gotten bak to me, or called once. At least I know the people who call , even if its useless meaningfulness, were good natured, and those are the ppl who are high on my list of ppl I wont choke... those nice ppl... anyways... I want my shit back... and I'm gonna have to bitch at kitty when I fuckin find her .... (yeah... Im getting pissed now... I can feel it coursing through me... better not run into me today

you people are lucky... only 8 ppl have seen the notorious j.o.n. with his new dew running around, until now... but just for you my devoted readers... heres whats to expect.

Compliments of my 3 stylists jenjen, gabby, and money. (well, gabe was morale support mostly... saying like "Jon get some fucking confidence..." etc).

Editor's Note: On occasion, some information may be misinterpreted, misconstrued, or misinformed when making it to this print.... if so, please register a comment to correct it, cuz THATS the only place your going to get to say to right the wrong... you can't change the presses when they already rolled... so lay off the paperboy; oh, and i could be liable, but I'm not; I checked.

New song: sorry.... anyways, its Jordan Chan (aka. YnD series Chicken San gai), and his song, called ... diu?

xiaoxi called... but i havent had my cellie on me since yesterday... that was such a baddddddd mistake.... w/o the cellie, i have no recollection of any phone numbers except maybe xiaoyu. i really need to take my cell with me, no questions asked... damn.... well, i to go do something... there hasn't been anything that has been meaningful...

its 730 now, minus daylight savings time... I didnt get to go to guavaweeen, to the upset of my comrades in arms (sorry jon, tre, josh, and the rest of you bros). I slept the whole day. I went to bed at 530am after playing mario 3 (how old school is that) and woke up at 5-6pm or so (this is saturday stuff, not sunday). xiaoxi went home so I decided I better not call... I don't know who else is here, and I thought today would be good to switch around my group of friends, so I called jenjen and went to bento's for takeout. Went back there again after jen wanted what I was eating (that jimy owner must think me either a steady customer or a goldmine for comeing back so much). Gabe came over to jenny's and then all three (munye) somehow convinced me to get my hair cut.... and THEN some.... I guess its alright, the new do... reminds me of freshman year, when i had this style... (sigh, nyny, its a hell of a town; miss the bros shekman and faygayray). Anyways, after the hair thing (that lasted till like 4am), we watched Gen-Y cops... I've seen the very end like hundreds of times in tw, but this time I got to see the whole thing, in hk-hua. so the movie ended around 7 or so, and I'm still the only one left awake, while gabe jenny and mimi all squsih on one twin (or full) size bed, pased out from the movie.... Why am I still wake??? (oh yeah, I slept all day).

I don't see how people know about my relationships. No one should know anything, save than kept within the people that already would know... so how would others know... I hang out with so many other women (cept recently because of studies that I really do) but still, how does anyone know anything? god, I hope ther is no rumors flying around again... We all know how I deal with rumors on me.

Movie reviews: Red Dragon: It was good i guess... I mean, it wasn't a take your chick to movie to scare the fuck to the point she'll hold you throughout the movie (it was half-that). but it was one of those movies that would shock you a little, and there was some cleverly flashy scary parts done with loud screaming and a strobe of some dolls looking at you.
GenY Cops: some humor, some immature cops that save the day, and a weird ass robot, and alot of english in it... I've never seen so much english in a hk movie like this one.

Is it me or are people that would seem to have a long-lasting relationship are breaking up; I'm not naming names... but its like 8+ couples have so far this year, ones that would be... and in this place, new relationships are happening... I guess this is really college....

Oh, I can't leave jenny's house like I used to do around this time (when I should be making an early exit) because I have no car, and there is no one around here in stoneridge that I can go over to right now... I dont either talk to them or they are not in the city today... ce la vie, sucks without a car... oh, and snoring ppl are annoyiiiiinnnnnnnggggg....my god, its like a symphny of ZzZzzzZ .... i'll just have to crash on the empty vacant bed that no one is occupying. yay

help!!! theyre trying toikill meeeee help meeeee

if there are any rumors, let me know , cuz im out of the loop, and u know i love gossip like i love my hot and sour soup, my BP milk tea, and my Frapps

im off on my sleep schedule.... iits not my fualt its the drugs... the drugs of school... of knowledge and all the other buliish that there is....

I've been wondering.... am i a quiet person, or an outgoing person? or is it all on s situational basis...Sometimes I talk at superspeed (something I learned from cheerleaders), and other times, I'm like all tacit. course today I was especiially mute because i was so tired from th week.... one of these days I'm going to experiment being a mute, see if u have no need to blurt a word a whole day.... hmm, ill set that for tuesday, when i have less class.... k

Maybe everyone is going to fast, maybe if we all took the time to slow down, we could see the reality of the world, where everything is alot clearer, the air is amazing, and colors more vivid...So yeah... slow down i guess...

lemme think... tw was fast.... real fast.... all those clubbing times, those were fast... maybe i shouldn't have drank so much....

I'm so tired, I forgot to go to sleep, I forgot to relax and instead I just stayed up playing games, now its 7am and i have to go to chinese in about 3 hours... I am really cut-up on whether to get the old trendy 8890 or the new flashy-trendy 7210.... I mean, the prices will be almost similarly the same, but the 8890 is a metal case, and the 7210 will have interchangeagle covers... so hard... i dont know....

Gonna take my shower, and go work out hpefully, before chinese class (I dont think I've done this before)... Today is another new day....the leaf has been turned once again... and I guess its better not to be fools and rush into the new day.

add this before I forget:
so technically these are the xanga ppl I know, rich,tab, dave and jeff H (and his gf), and DoeDoe. Im trying to see if that minefood one is the Umass danny or not, but there is not one damn picture that I can confirm, so I'll leave that guy out... SOOO, if you guys know peeps that I know that I should know have xanga's, holla.

I look back on the hour I had talkin with Lizh about life (my sucky life specifically, and I sort of wonder wat way subconciously my folks splitting up did to me... I had a chat with my bro a few days before and he wonders that too... because aside from my road to delinquency after dad left, I can't think of any way emotionally that I expressed outwardly... Maybe I was too f-ed up on carefreeness... maybe I was oblivious to pain (I was when I was little, my god you should have seen me and my frequent patient card for the hospital) or maybe I was stupid and didn't know... well, right now I can't think about it, because my minds a blank and I have to get that test bank done by 4pm EST, so I'm going to stop, and start on the bank after an episode of Sealab 2021 (the best show on adult swim)... *sigh*, I want to go back to tw, or japan would be nice too (if only I knew nihongo)

Ill try to go work out with phong one of these days, since I dont know anyone else that wants to woork out... and I need to do alot of crunches and presses.... and SOMEBODY plz tell me if i have a "bubble-butt" or what constitutes that...

My god, everything is almost done.... All the tests... DONE... the chinese book, DONE, the marketing paper, DONE, the test bank..... er.... Did I mention the tests were all DONE? Ok, so im getting a 40% on my test bank so far... i hope thats not a real reflection of my projected grade in the Law class, oh and I have no idea about my Statistics class too, but I DID rape the Chinese Midterm (she shoulda just called it another test, cuz midterm freaks me out).

I am so tired... I sleep badly whenever im on my bed... but noooo, its alot better when im on my floor... what gives?

Me an liz had a long talk, because im not feeling right, and her advice is worth hearing (at least) and i haven't seen her since thursday... well, she had to stop by cuz i held her REALLY EXPENSIVE ELECTRONICS STUFF hostage in my apt. (WA, NI HAO QI GUAI AH, NI BU SHI GUAI NU HAI MA... o bei gong)

Ive been running on as little sleep as possible this week... Having blackouts, passing out in class, but now that most of my obligations are done, I can try to optimize my study schedule so nothing as fucked up as this week will repeat itself.

While attending marketing today, (yeah I actually went even though I was going to skip), I noticed something of the guy that sits next to that sorority chick: the guys speech pattern reminded me of Ray Ray aka FayGayRay aka chinsxegod aka funkeboodha aka AsianSensation aka the guy that gave me his jersey sweaters, including the signature blue sweater of mine... that i will get back. Anyways, the way the guy was talking in class... it was like how ray would talk in his "smacking lips and saying remarks in that half-jersey half-sarcastic voice"... well, you wouldn't understand, but its the way that makes ray lovable as the fun guy to draw you caricatures (hes really good).

Went shopping with Anne and Al, got groceries, which means I just threw my salad meals out the window... well acutally i kept them, but I added sweets and shit... got home, played some Animal Crossing (my god, no one has played it in a while, whoohoo). Looked around the livingroom. Guess what I found, some Sniper Manual issued by the US Army circa 1989. Well, I'm sure its very accurate still in its basics... I was thumbing through it thinking, man if slim shady chris really loved sniping like in DoD, im sure he'd love to read this. I like the book, its waaay too informative, telling you how to put netting on your uniform and the proper position to set up a blind. My question is, why is it in my house....

I really have to make up a sign on my door that says, "welcome to the annex of the ROC, and keep your fucking shoes off my blue rug." yes, I take my shoes off in my room, because I sleep on that rug so I at least better not be sleeping on some dirt shit that some asses track in...

I've gone ebay crazy... Oh yeah, and I shaved today... and since i'm done with most of my work for now, im gonna put more time into getting some relationships affirmed, because right now I have no idea what is going on with some ppl.

Thats all... for now... oh btw, if anyone knows how to make boba (black pearl) milk tea, stop by my place and help me get rid of the pearls in the freezer pleeez... thanks...

I switched out Linkin Park for this radio skit that I always laugh at, even though it is realllllly reallly sexist. oh well, whatever work.

have to make this quick, because i have an exam soon...

Liz is crazy.... shes not psychotic...shes just crazy... there are voices she listens to i think.... or inwardly she talks to herself... but its all good, in fact that just shows another commonality shared with me.... except sometimes i will often argue with myself, or mumble like Milton from Officespace...

Let me affirm that yes there are mostly Greek people in my Marketing class... especially that blonde haired Jolie one, she is as sorority as can be, and you can tell she has implants, because nothing can be as perky and full like that.... she looks especially high maintenance... ironic she probably got a better grade on the test than me...

Fate-Destiny: what a cruel joke... Today: 1) Passed out studying in Marston Basement, had a weird dream, weird becasue angela was in it while I was at an assembly, and i havent thought about her actively in several weeks, or seen her for that matter... 2) After that I thought I should call one of these days and so I can get this belated joint me-phong present that was supposed to be delivered weeks weeks ago to her... 3) coming up to Student Union Office to study, guess who I run into... ...... [] So, i would call this a frequency overload of seeing her... but there is no time fo idle chitchat, because I have only 40 minutes till Exam crunchtime.... QMB

Final Note: I was going to see if priscilla wanted to eat sometime this week, but apparently she won't be free to eat real food for the next couple months?!?(supposedly) Something about a diet... Which got me to thinking... hey, wait, I'm fat... like a ewok... so today, I have had as little carbs as possible, and cutting down on my sodium, and I am acutally drinking water (AMAZING WATER, IT HAS NO TASTE WATSOEVER, JUST LIKE AMAZING AIR: I HAVE THE STRENGTH OF A BEAR, THAT HAS THE STRENGTH OF TWO BEARS) and so far nothing but chicken salads with lite dressing... Maybe I'll actually start tentatively running and going to the gym, after my exams, and once I get my schedule together.... I will allow impulse splurges because I am hooked on Frapps and Milk tea, but basically, the 48 cans of soda in the fridge are off limits to me... damn... (well, maybe occasionally ill steal one of those)

My brother is wondering if its possible to date a christian girl, or steal her from another christian guy, becuase she TW and hes a Korean... Hey, anything's possible...

OK, only 30 minutes... gtg to the test I can't prepare for.... toodles

Well, today I jumped one step closer to alliviating my fear of public speaking...

So after Chinese, I decide to go to the Student Union for no reason (I really should be working or studying something), but i took the bus. The bus has to turn into this drive that heads to the Union Bus Hub, but there was an accident at the intersection, so while we took a detour that circumvented the accident and went along the Union instead of to it, 6 bus routes were backed up. I got off and there was like a whole bunch orf people waiting. I decided i should tell them so they wont be like "Where the fuck is the bus" but I have that little agitation of addressing people in large groups... But after taking a breath and thinking Fuck it, I was like, "Everyone, theres like an accident over at the corner, so like 6 buses are backed up and you won't be going anywhere for the next 10 minutes at least... Thank you...." I sound like that boss from OfficeSpace. I got weird looks from people thinking, who is this kid and what is he saying. But at least I did it and walked off toward the Union. That felt good.... Now I only have to finish my studying... and my Chinese homework, and my Ads, and other stuff...

Update: I have finished all the lectures for stats up to monday, I have only 3 hours of BUL left too, at least Listening to my law professor isnt as bad...

In retrospect, I guess I shoulnd't have shut out all the gurls on friday... and saturday... I mad an effort saturday, but I guess it didn't matter...

I really like wtachine the Real World Vegas ppl... I think they are fucked up... but its interesting, cuz it just is....
thats all for now... its 430am, I gotta sleep... jeez, so much left this week to do....
I sweitched to Points of Authority for BG music, but its 5 megs, so Ill make a smaller, crappier, file of it to play later...

Plush, one of the clubs that I went to for summer... one of the better experiences
I have 3 hours left for the stats lectures.... dunno how much for the BUL class...
In the meantime, I've been watching my recordings of Road Rules... That new Road Rules gurl that came on, the one from Texas, shes texas kute... a little too much into her looks though, but at least she can take the challenges... what I found funny; I was watching the RR/RW Face off episode, and there was this Real World Vegas character that, the way he talked, got me into thinking his speech way was like Andy... or some other kid... i dunno...

They reran Christina again... and... watching it again.... ppl can look alot better without makeup miss... i mean, christina looks alot better in her normal appearance than in her moulin rouge tpe... but thats my view for her... now britney, THAT girl needs makeup, definitely... maybe some lezbian scenes with Jenna... .... more later today,,, maybe

UF once again has regained some face by whooping Auburn's ass... but it was such a nailbiter, I thought it was a Buccaneers game...

Mad Theory So thats what his BaoMei looks like... IC.... i dunno..... shes cute, but maybe im more biased toward josephine.... and what is up with showing JLin's ass... I mean we all love the ass, but i think Theory loves it way too much....

Damn, they had a christina aguilera Unplugged I think... and I missed it..... der.... But they are showing diary, and I am watching that.... i think she got implants.... , not huge ones like u know... the other blode girl... Christina's new theme looks like some post Moulin Rouge... I still have reservations about facial piercings, more the chin and the nose (Jessie's doesn't deter me anymore) I think Christina got a little more meat on herself... or doesnt look like the head on the stick people perceived her before... and she looks great WITHOUT her makeup on... like the girl next door in Pennsylvania.

Its a home game this weekend... so the field outside is once again a RV park, but a small one... who knows..... anyways... we have this homecoming show called gatorgrowl, next month... its like some show with performances and the like, and it also has Bill Cosby Headlining the show (I guess Chris Rock was booked)... I need to see who wants to go see that.... cuz I want to see that maybe..

God I need splurge money... I need some more new pants... who wants to go to old naby? did i say naby? I menat Navy... Damn...meant...

Something is wrong... maybe its the weather or the climate, but all my posters and wall photos are like curling and falling off, its like everything is just peeling off the wall... how f-ed up...

ive been reading the normal blogs that i read normally... sorry, not your lauren or you rich today... today im just reading the local ones... and boy, a couple of them have revoling similar themes... that also seem to bounce off each other...I look at their's and then I look at mine, and I think, damn, I hope my stuff isnt going too far from what it was supposed to be about. But how would I know.... I have a certain obliviousness to the world much like how others just tend to forget about what they were going to do... i have an oblivious perspective that tends to be my flaw.... a big flaw.....

Anyways, today.... that I mean Friday... was boring... because of the studying, and the stupid obligations I had to do... Theres a kid in the chinese class. Hes the big hairy kid that also took japanese class.... He's also the one that looks like some real life huge ewok... I swear... I look at him and I think of those furry things from Star Wars... Anyways.... when everyone else asked me for burned copies of the Chinese Tapes weeks ago, this kid has the teacher give me his blank copy thursday, thinking I have a day turnaround... Well, I forgot, and now the creature was like, "The test is wedsnday, I cant wait till monday, can you get it to me by 3pm?" (I was very accomodating, even though I couldve said shove it and wait till monday) so instead of plunking down 5 hours of studying, I had to go home, burn the shit, and wait till 245 to return the shit, so I only had 2 hours of lectures I watched.... damn...

I haven't picked up any phone calls.... well, I did... but it was from liz trying to drag me to eat, when I was studying... so I said screw that and stayed in The Computer Lab till 5pm when they kicked me out.... Then since then I've sat at home in and out of conciousness, occasionally munching on carrot sticks when I wake, and going back to snooze... maybe my phone rang, but I didn't feel like picking up, because of todays stuff... I guess I shouldve picked up Priscilla's call... somehting about happy hour or Red Dragon or something... but I am not going out... I literally have no more clothes (clean, or spare) that I can wear, so I figure not going out would be the best approach for today....

anne and Al were supposed to get me to groceries, but they are taking too long so im not feeling to get albertsons, Ill just get that Deep Chicago Dish thing from Pizza Hut...

Final note: I went Ebay Blazing in the past couple days... mostly for lighters... butane lighters... and an electric shaver (I sooo need one)

To Madtheory: yo dude, you ever see those small ass nail clippers they sell at like Wan Hua (that arcade place building in Shi Meng Ding), its the really thing clipeprs that look like some small metal stick.... can you get me one? Damn ebay dont have shit

Well, at least jenny's reliability rating is as predictable as ever: show up last time, no show this time, no show next time, show up next next time... its somwhere at 40% relability. Well, how else would I expect I wasn't gonna get a Frappacino from her before her test... its the 7th sense...

I just remembered something that I wanted to post a long while back... its about ppl, priorities, and keeping appointments. So anyway, its my theory that depending on the importance or priority of the person you make appointments to, (or not even appointments, but if you say you'll do something for them), the higher the ranking they are, the more reliable you are to keep that task you were charged with, (unless an act of god/fate did you in). So basically, if its a hot girl/ boytoy, or a close friend of yours or someone you really don't want to dissappoint, you will keep your obligation.... anything less, and your duty toward what you promised will be half-assed... Don't think its true? Is it harder to break off obligations to ppl closer to you, or to ppl you can barely stand? Well, it makes really good sense to me... unless everyone here is a sketchy ass motherfucker.... that goes for alot of people... and they fucking lie too... lying motherfuckers...\

I guess, to reflect on myself on my own words, I try as hard to balance why obligations, but since I have thinned out what i call friends down to a select few, and since I'm never around and since I'm always busy, and sicne I have NO car, and since I see NO one around, I have little obligations toward anybody... But that way if I was going to make plans I'm not going to back out on it... I learned this from Law class... my obligationi would be like some oral contract, but if the terms of the agreement change, I am allowed to break the agreement, otherwise any other backing out would be a breach of contract and I would be liable... but thats if these things were legally binding, not morally or anything...

Oh, speaking of which, not going to Halloween horraor nights, nor busch gardens, nor hot import nights... because the terms of the agreement changed so I backed out. Oh well, its not like I 've been there anyways... so, so far I havent been to any of them in my lifetime. so I'm not missing out on anything. I guess... And it gives me time to allocate for studying... thursday I actually got down about 6 hours of studying for statistics... so im content with my belated progress... And in any event... fuck everyone here... I'm gonna see if I can get back home and leave this hell hole for next weekend, maybe chill with Cozensa and anyone for guavaween, a real good time there.... who wants to get scred shitless... wouldnt you rather get fucked up? i swear... short of knifing, shooting, stabbing, pushing me off a building, or anything like that, nothing scares me... alot of things disgust me, but hardly alot of shit scares me anymore...

another thing I learned... I found this intreresting. According to my consumer behavior teacher, with one study done with males asked to walk across a suspension bridge and a solid bridge, all the ones were approached by an attractive researcher who gave them her number so they can tell her their views about the bridge "and them some". According to the study, 50% of the men that took the suspension bridge actually called the woman, as opposed to 12.5% of the men on the solid bridge... the inferense is that when ppl take such tasks that rise their heart levels, it seemingly also raised some other emotional neurons that maybe them more suceptible to other things.... like the men and the female reseacher. a supplemental reasearch was with the men taking the suspension bridge, where half were given the number and half were asked to walk around a few minutes to cool down and them given the number,.... the ones who walked around were less likely to call than the former... While the Teach was talking, I thought in my mind so thats why guys take women to scary movies and weird shit like Busch Garden's and Universal's halloween events. no shit.... thats fuckin odd

anyways... I gotta finally sleep cuz I've expended all my available Sick days for chinese class and if i dont go anymore, Im gonnaa get docked....

why yes, today I am not happy today, didn't you notice? my emotions are like a Montu Rollercoaster at the Gardens... and since I type from my bed and don't look at my monitor, yes, I am prone to spelling wrong

Gotta Pay my bills, gotta pay my tely bills, gotta pay my credit card bills...
yup....

As of thursday, I have approximately 16 hours of lectures I have to study before saturday afternoon. Why then? because if I am finished then, then I'll be able to decide if I will definitely go to Hooror nights or someplace... But by the looks of things, I am only averaging 2-4 hours per day since monday... yeah, i suck... Its not my fault... I dont think I have been motivated to go faster and stay awake... like right now... Im watching lectures but im blogging... what the fuck is up with that.

"Umox" is some ferengi term for ear massage... because they have huge sensistive ears so they get off from people rubbing their ears... sort of like people licking ears? I guess... but then I also wonder how big a q-tip they use to get ear wax out.

yeah, i've been laxing out on my blogging.... because of my damn studying, I swear...

RICH I WANT MY DAMN BUNNY! I'LL LIKE WRITE EVERYDAY ABOUT IT! U WHORE!

Is it bad still to look at women while ur atached, rich? IS IT? Do you even go clubbing anymore?

I'm worried about my boy phong... he's becoming erratic... good thing he doesn't have any firearms, then i would be wigged out... I guess I'm already wigged from my own beretta in my room.

WOOHOO, guess what? I wrote before during the summer that I screwed up my Cell with beer and it was possessed and made weird sounds and didnt light up anymore? Well, finally, after like 4 months of havig a phong I couldnt see in the dark, my little baby t28 came back to life and gave me light.!! yeah baby, she still works... Thats a highlight of the week soo far.

PLEASE COMMENT TODAY! oh and thanx for getting me to the 1,000 hits mark, even though its mostly me =) and alot of random search strings from google.

DAmit, I got a 78.5 on my Marketing test... and I saw alot of others got 90's and abover.... at least it coulve been worse... i DID study only a few days, instaead of a week

Ok, this is the outlined agenda that will probably be changed tomorow, but at least i did some future planning:
M-F: 4 hours QMB daily
M,W,F: 2 hours Law
T,R: 4 Hours Law.

This should get me caught up with my lectures so i could at least think of going to Hooro nites or HalOScream

But dont forget my Chinese shit too....
Yeah Im still taking chinese...

FUCK, I cant believe I got a fucking c+.
DEERRR.

what if jazn can't have a wandering eye anymore? what if jazn settled down? Has it been that long already? WTF are you talking about? I dont know? *Smack* Shat Da Fack Up Bitch! (don't mind me, I'm sick so Im delirious)

no one comments anymore.... what do i have to do a softshoe melody or something?

I am not mad anymore... I am content...
I wish I did have a fishing pole though....
maybe to study too..... oh well

Damn, talk about weird...

<Infatuasian.com. Now somewhere along the way I was just grabbing the pictures of all the cute asian chicks from the rating sites, not using them for any purpose, just filling up my photos directory and stuff.... and one of them was this viet girl with streaks bending forward for the camera in a white crop top and white capri's, I think.... I gave her a 8.

>>FFwd>> After looking at rich's new site, I clicked and looked at this girl joyce that I read sometimes whenever I'm bored... today I was actually clickin the other pages in her site and came upon her studio pictures,....... and one of them happened to be a girl with streaks bending forward with a white crop top and capris..... *click* hey wait a minute, I've seen this picture before...... wasn't this on one of those rating sites? *tick Tock* Shit it was... That was the girl I saw from the site? That's Joyce???? hoy shit, there must be thousands of ppl that submitted their pictures on that site, and I just happened to land on one who's site I actually go to currently... thats a real random convergence of two unlikely events.

HAHA, fooled you, you thought I was dead or something? well, in reality I was studying my ass off all week for the marketing on wedensday, not getting enough sleep tuesday wednsday, and thursday, battling my roomates over who gets control of the Animal Crossing (Early bird gets the damn fishing pole and will laugh at the rest), and falling asleep in chinese class, not to mention hiring Donkey Mike and Lizhe as ghostwriting helpers for my Business Law coursework, bumming more rides from more different people, finding out who that girl was that lives in lakeside, finally seeing this Xuan girl that I heard about lately, sleeping on my floor, and above all, not showering for a couple days (I think, or I stink). Here is a synopsis of other things I did so far this week:

Went with Larry (not my brother Lawrence) to watch this contemporary HK flick called "Fallen Angel." Picked Lizhe on the way there because reportedly Takeshi Kaneshiro is in the 1995 movie (TAS '92 alumnus). Movie wasn't bad... really nice; sullen, with occasional humorous parts from Takeshi, the mute. Haven't gotten my check back from Progressive... derr... Jenny is really sick lately... On the phone, she was coughing and hackingup a lung it sounded like... worried about her... Even though its just a nasty illness, but still I would worry. Lizhe has been acting moody all week, something is wrong. But can't find out because I'm the studious kid with no life anymore. Damn that Kristy, she was supposed to get food with me on Sunday... Is it me or can I not trust Canton people anymore.

I've been soo engrossed in Animal Crossing, Its not funny.... When I stayed up those nights... out of the main agenda to study, part of the motive was to be up and be able to get to the merchant shop in the game when it opens up at 7AM RealTime... Damn... This is cuz the black kid (Im not racist really... Im a homophobe... Thanks alot Rich) is talkin shit even though initially we were out to prohibit the 3rd guy from getting anywhere.... Now tonite at 2am, I probably will really sleep so I can wake up and buy the fishing pole first and catch some bugs to pay off my $148,000 loan in the game.

I don't have too much a problem with Viet gurls... though sometimes I'm under the impression they are all on the outside only.... all looking for other ppl on the outside too... but as always, its not that bad on the inside... I guess...

I haven't seen any episode of my favorite shows since school started... for this new season.... Thats just fucking nutz... SOmetimes I feel like YOU RICH when YOU dont have STAR WORLD and you can't watch all those SHOWS like SMALLVILLE and THE PRACTICE and SIMPSONS and 3RD ROCK and BUFFY. (PLEASE SEND ME MY MASHIMARO BEER BOTTLE THING OVER DUDE! I CAN'T GO BACK THIS XMAS CUZ MAMA IS COMING TO STATES. THAT MEANS YOU HAVE TO EITHER SEND IT TO MY MOTHER OR SEND IT TO ME... AND WHILE YOUR AT IT, ATTACH ONE OF THOSE CHEAP 7-11 LIGHTERS TOO, THE ONES WITHOUT CHILD-PROOF LOCKS... CMON MAN.... BROS OVER HOES... OH I MAY GO TO BOSTON THIS THANXGIVING, SO THAT MEANS YOU HAVE TO GO TO BOSTON)

gonna sleep soon... I need to make up my sleeping time... ahh yeah... oh btw, I'll try to set aside time between some life and studies and Animal Crossing to start design on the new alcove 4.0, which will probably be set at some other place than geocities....

Still mad at annie secretly, cuz sometimes she really fukin pisses me off, she is like playful sketchy...

She was just going through the journey of her life, and I was just a stopover, and then I was gone, and so did my blonde streaks
~Takeshi -MUTE- "Fallen Angel"

got a 83 on my BUSINESS LAW TEST!, average was 70-75... whoohoo
got 88.33 on my Business Statistics test! ... whoohoo!!

Ok, i lost a post again, so Again I have to summarize my 4 days into a gibberish of words that only i would realize and you people might if you were drunk or moody. (If I miss anything, its because I cant remember it right now)

thursday: Mall with phong... buy b-day gift... starbucks and library wit jenny and gabe... casa vs vso football with jen, gabe, and alot of girls... vso raped casa... binh tried to kill me with football... group went to alehouse, had steaks... got home, tired, slept on lecture notes.

friday: lunch w/ angela, practiced bowling at student union, went to mall again for eric's gift... went gator nights, saw ppl, ran into jeanie and her people..., roger and some ppl... boring stuff.

ok, thats the week, now for the weekend.

saturday: woke up 1pm, cartoons... ok, then i come out and guess whos outside... its Binh... Hey look everyone its binh in my house... actually, he came to suckle off my roomate's B&W laser printer and print 400x copies for the VSO mid autumn festival tonite.... So watched the UF game, where we LOST! Fuck... anyways, stayed home till larry called and wanted to meet up b4 TTT. Ran into the guys at the G floor. Went to TTT and ate the food, then left, pretty early into the show too.. Went w/ larry and his friends to this nice pie store on millhopper square, or near it... I like that pie place... And I realize larry is almost like his sister Lily, who i havent seen in about 6 years... They talk alot about topics like fine wine, where to get it, and also solving the parts of the pie fillings... so that was fun... I got dropped off back at reitz around 1am, because annie wanted to bowl and she wanted HER ball thats sitting in MY locker, well its not really HER ball, as it really is the HOUSE ball. so since the gameroom closed and nothing else was around, I forced (or pursuaded, or begged, one of those things.... hey, I have no car... isnt that a riot?) her to drive me around the area for no reason, and we ended up at Wal-mart (why am I NOT surprised). Shopped around for maybe an hour... got home... played anymal crossing....

Everyone that has a gamecube, you should go and buy animal crossing!... I dont know why you should, but it gets addicting, and if you have roomates or friends that are over, you definitely should because then you can have friends living in the same town that your characters are. Whoohoo, I spent alot of thise weekend playing it... isnt that a amazing, considering I have exams up the wazzooo) so once again, BUY ANIMAL CROSSING, RATED E FOR EVERYBODY!

Sunday: Woke up late, around 4 or so, oops... played more Crossing, went to eat with phong... came home played some more, didnt do much homework...

This week Ive rode in more cars than I did any other weeks thus far... lets see: Jenny, Larry, Phong, Eric, Annie, thats alot of mooching... I really wish I get my car soon... dammit... wheels better than MOST of you... muahhahahahahah

ok, I have had alot of stuff going on and going down with me, so i am sorry for not updating in a couple days.... no i am not... because i update when i want and when i can...

Topic 1: rumors ancd gossip... i think there has a saying that is sorta like "gossip is best when its not about you." well, i guess that is always true... but i especially hate rumors and gossip about me, because in my opinion they are much worse in degree than most others... i had rumors last year and it made me paranoid for a bit with uneasinexss. there hasnt been too much gossip around me during the end of last year and during summer, as far as i can tell... so ive eased back my paranoia... now i fiind out that the close close people i call friends are keeping little secrets, little rumors from me, behind my back... that they started... its one thing to pass stuff around, its another when its about me... and its much worse if i know who started it... so basically i did the bitch session and the phone drop because i was shocked when i found out... now had i been informed of these lies b4 they started, maybe i could veto it... but noooo, some ppl dont take that into facts when theyre in a damn pinch... whatever, fuckit, im not going to talk to them for awhile... which means i need to find other rides now... but its alright, because ive been lining up other alternative wheels for just this type of situation.

Jenny wasn't really mad at me, she says... accordingly, shes just busy... said her... jenny wouldnt lie to me... unless she was tryin to fool me...

about that test for wednsday, the law test... i got that done,, whew... i dunno, it was alright... i couldve studied more, but whats the use... now i got a assignment due on friday i have to work on tomororw... but i also got to do my hinese hw, check out the law schools, the lsats, the test for qmb3250, go to the mall with phong to get birthday present, and maybe try to make lunch arrangements with jenny and angela...

oh i bought another rug for my room.. .i had a 30x50 one, but i thought it was too small, so instead i got a 40x60 (thank god, i almost bought a 50x80) I gotta get my room cleaned up soon... dam.

so in todays topic... i dont like you, i hate you, i wish you were dead, why dont.... that is for the people that believe i hate them, because thats how i feel to those certains; the rest of you, have a happy day!

AHHH FUCK, MY FINGER GOT CUT OFF BY MY VORNADO FAN!!! AHHH FUCK!!!! I HAVE TO GO TO THE HOSPITAL!!!! FCUKS!!! SHIT IT HURTS!!! IT HURTS!!!! AHH!!!!!!GOD DAMN FUCKIN SHIT!!!!!

Sorry, no updated in a couple days.... sunday... so tired and more or less cranky... under miscommunication, i thought troi was going to bentos so i didnt bother getting out of bed, content to sleeep in... liz called wanted me to come out with her and priscilla... i sorta was like watever... and then she comes into the aprtment and pulls me out of bed.... so anyways... since it isss priscilla, and who knows she might be cute, i pulled on the thuggish black clothes i bought from the mall and after 10 minutes of prep, i wanlked out slowly to their car, acting all smooth and cool, ... ok acting like i dont give a shit... priscilla is pretty cute i guess... i cant remember, my mind was half gone and sleeping. she IS pretty tall. she just barely reaches my height, but she may have had a little bit of help from her shoes.i could get used to her... i mean she is tw too, so that means she knows mandar... liz i think liz said she thought i was cute (cute? i was trying to act like a bastard that didnt talk and i get cute?!? thats weird)... anyways... bentos, got food... yadda yadda... got home... annie called , ignored her... then both gurls came, annie brought a boba as a gift to cheer me up... wanted to treat me to pho... i was reluctant because, of miscommunication, i thought troi was taking them or something.... and i did tell phong id go with him... so when phong called i took his offer and canceled the girls... besides its better i went with my boy cuz we went earlier and thus we wouldnt run into the girls or troi...

went pho... i swear bingh looks more and more angry or anal everyday... i cant blame him, he just looks constipated, it scares ppl sometimes... why cant he just smile alot... geez... anyways... the food was alright, need salt... we met up with eric kim, vicki (phons baby sis), and larry lam (my classmate's brother), to name a few... later i just kept staring at Vy... shes this viet girl that is not like normal viet gurls... for one, she reminds me of one of the girls of mine from varsity cheer... endowment wise...i mean this girl is busting out... and shes really hot... for a viet... maybe its her physical attributes that make me drool at her... and she leaned forward alot, and her clothes were baby tank was pretty loose................................................ anyways... ppl say she doenst have an ass... but im not too much into a jlo ass, im more or a T than an A. course then ppl say shes a total itch.... and that shes from miami..... WHO CARES, put her in a binkini (heheh... sorry, that aint me brain talking, she leaned forward alot). u know this girl dont need no wonderbra... and she did some running during the play football... man i gotta stop talking... im getting excited... just thinking about that luscious rack and that tight ass and those slender legs, and that face and that...............wo hao bian tai ..................these ar the times i wish i was vietnamese... then i change my mind....definitely a C-cup at least...

we left as troi and the roomates-4 were eating... then i studied... then liz complained to me... but i didnt listen...too much... didnt get wrapped up in the thing...

MONDAY: chinese test.. aced it... ran into xuan... joked with her... got some noodles... listened to van's situation (van hardly has a situation that he couldnt handle or let get out of hand, so this was pretty importan). class... took a 20 bus back home, but on the bus saw this cute chinese girl that i spooked with my starin.... turned out it may be an ex of one of my aim buddies... i dunno... the pic he provided wasnt conclusive.. but it could be.... finishing watching my 3 hours of lectures... then ill start on my testbanks.... oh god, i want that vy booty....mmmmmm.... oh well...

thats all... so lesson for today.... wear thug clothes to look pimp