Dreamweaver, pt 2

man, sometimes I wish i had lucid dreams.

So the first dream I had was simple, in fact, I cant remember too much from it either, except the ants, the toy robots, and suction darts, and my left arm getting larger.. Real spotty. The dream I had last night though was much more crueler. It had all the settings of Empire, except I was maybe in Jersy or Taipei. Characters in the dream were involving theory and the boys of summer, some ppl from gainesville, and either my little sister or that little kid from thanxgiving (see thanxgiving pic). In the dream there were some rowdy ass teens playing with large rocks outside the crib compound and my little munchkin wanted to go outside and play. One thing lead to another and then she gets smacked in the head with one of those rocks that rolls from the boys and bleeding, and the little kids were chucking bigger rocks and i covered her as the stones pummeled me, until i blacked out and woke up two weeks later, from concussions and bruises all over me. the munchkin didn't make it; and afterwards I reappeared in some apt where the crew was. It was a wake for the shorty. and the thing was i didn't remember anything after shielding her. I guess thats wat happens when you take a 10-inch boulder bouncing up from tumbling on the ground to the head. i think i was shedding tears in the dream. never think that would happen in a dream. then I woke up, and i wasn't busted up (much to alot of you ppl's dismay).

I have been having fun driving around in my vx6. I love driving manual... so, sucks for you ppl, hehe.

I GOTZ ME A CAR

And not just any car, I got me one of dem rare ones, ones that turns ye heads. and It aint even one of the ones I was looking for. (Oh btw, if you want a good rivaling sport sedan if you dont want to look like you are copying someone by getting an IS, you should really, REALLY, look into the Mazda 6; it definitely is a competitor for the goodie goodie Sport Sedan.

DreamWeaver pt. 1

Two days, two different dreams (but f-ed up) So lets start with the first dream. But some FYI: my coz came back and I found out she went to a party that involved alot of old st. pete alumni I knew, such as Kofi, Katie Goodal, and AnneMarie. And who else was there that piqued my curiouSIty? Why its Emmy! mE is important b/c she was the first person that i think that welcomed me and was friendly when I first entered St. Pete and International Baccalaureate (yeah, we even traded school photos, cuz we were only freshman muSIcal theme plays then stops) . She was always a special girl. Knew she would go places, such as graduating the Naval Academy, and getting stationed with a ship. Cools, then Coz told me she was engaged... ENGAGED?!? whoah, shes my age and shes already engaged? wow, thats like the 3rd-4th person I know that has been engaged thats was my grade... how weird... i would think ppl would get married a little later... hmm.

But I digress. 1st dream: after hearing about my old skool alumni and what was happening, my synapse likes to fire off dreams of ppl I was prolly thinking of when I fell asleep. What I think surprised me was one of the people was Misty, a girl I havent seen or heard from SInce 4th grade (course, she wasn't important, but she was friends with Amy, who was friends with me... confused yet?) So in the dream Misty... surprised was married to some big ole mei-ding.. cuz i think in middle school she was becoming one of those girls from Baby Got Back...., and guess what; the woman had like 3 kids already and livin like one of those ppl in the PJs. There was some other person in the dream. Ash(ley). We got to talking in the dream (can you do that in a dream? Chat around? It¡¦s a damn dream!) But it was a worthwhile chat, cuz she was the most important person in the dream, because I really havent talked to her SInce I left the States. We had a friendly relationship, but I think SInce she went Traditional, and I went to failing classes at IBland, and I was very hypocritical with her and DD, and I was studying my ass off to stay in school, I screwed up a good chance at anything better (geez, I didn't have a car, what else can happen). But at least, my dream helped me remember them, otherwise they would probably fade from my memory. ^.^ Happy

2nd Dream: weird. much more intense. All I can remember was troi was in it, and we were pretty much in each others face. Then there was a struggle (like perkins with ricky, minus the drunk part), then a denouement (maybe I won, its my dream). I think lizh was in it, but I can't say for certain because the big arguement and the tumbling around a Ruth Eckerd (muSIc) Hall setting was the most SIgnifigant part that I can remember post-dream. yup.¡K because I can¡¦t remember anything else from it¡K oh well¡K its cold here anyways, im sure ill get another one tonite.

So that¡¦s pretty much all¡K oh yeah¡K the car¡K it¡¦s a good car¡K girls will awe at it, guys will envy at it¡K my cozin liked it, she drove it¡K I love it¡K its my car¡K cept one snaffoo¡K I cant drive it until a week after school starts, because the ¡¥rent has to drive it until she leaves, so it means going to and from school about 900 miles or so in 2 weeks time¡K ack¡K oh, but shes a good car¡K I think I¡¦ll nickname her the SIlver Bullet (I christen thee ¡§Voodoo Xtreme 6¡¨ (VX6)¡K ahhh it feels nice.)

Peotry is not overrated

what was it again? romanticism? (not the period)

I want to know the you
That has not been introduced to anyone else.
I'm talking about the you
That you've been keeping to yourself.

I want to know your most recent fantasy -
You know, the one that just tickled your fancy.
I want to know each and every thought of me,
So I can lay back and contemplate bringing them to reality.

I want to know that spot
That seems to be under so much stress.
Because as a body physician, I have the answer -
It just needs to be caressed.

I want to know if that same spot
Was rubbed, licked and kissed,
Would your mind ponder
On what you could've missed.

I want to know what makes you happy,
What makes you sad,
What makes you sigh
And what makes you cry.

If I have to take a dive,
And explore the ocean floor,
I'll find out
And bring it back to shore.

I want to know,
That no matter what we're going through
Whether our lives are sunny or blue
I want to know - do I have a friend in you?

Add this to the list of things I dont like

I was reading one of my ppl's journal on another blog service, and I can't believe the shit this one fucker was spillin. Wats worse is the fag (obviously its a guy because I dont know women that can batter other women with such hurtful words) doesnt even have the gall to fuckin name himself. (Mtn: this is much more severe than Justin callin the Loveboat girl cunt and coming back to say it again, even though that one was funny) Thats fuckin annoying. not only does finger weiner bash on innocent little girls, but he doesn't even have the brass balls to come out and say who he is. I don't appreciate ppl with no face who like to flame so much on people, especially women. wat fuckers. See at least with my flamers, I know who they are despite their attempts at anonymity. Thats cuz i know who are my haters, and who read my site, and who would comment, and I log each and everyone. Thats why I like being out here in blogger land (YOU HEAR THAT JEN? {v} >_< ). I made this site from temps and so many other components (This aint no fuckin MS Works Suite or something), and at least mine isnt like other ones where you Catch 22 yourself into getting an account just so you can post to you online homes, nor is it another service where you have the ability to be anonomous or use your name. I like being the centrist. So to all the ppl that be haters on women, or be the lovers of women but be callin them psycho bitch when they not loving them, thats just fucking wrong, and I will take you all down with my roomate's peacemaker

Anyways, I don't mind ppl calling me and giving me their complaints, even though sometimes I can't listen all the time because of family obligations, but be certain that I am listening (cept you fongus... and what the hell did you want again? what do I have that I know where you can get one?? weed? Chronic? thats not my dept. and leave some definitive msgs, I cant pick up the fone on family time).... OHHH, and X, you better not be mad at me, cuz I'm backing you up.

On Cuddle Bitches, etc

Ok, first, I have to add this in case you REALLLY didn't read it yet (I have no idead how you wouldn't have already)

(Disclaime: yes, the theory sounds true, but that doesn't mean I have a stamp of endorsement for allll of its theories) You will never find me as one of those people.... again. Why? because, in reality it seems the ones that like to have cuddle bitches tend to have more than just one. so obviously the CBs are easily replacable by calling up another on the phone and saying "Plz come over" blah blah. If anything being in the FwB situation IS the best, and I've know friends that had that situation but went so idiotic as to go mushy. that is NOT the thing to do, the 2nd worst is to turn yourself into a CB.

Which goes to my own subjective view and observations from the past 3 years. Relationships often start from people that have never been friends in the first pplace... in the typical woman. It is NOT like "lets be friends and then you can ask me out later." So the simulation of SIMGURL is totally flawed. In the past years, Ive seen bonds born from out of the blue, not from a slow and warm developement of friendship. Obviously true to the ladder, girls will assess you in 2 seconds. from there you are doomed if you arent on the special side. soo, if the girl didnt find an initial inkling toward you in the first place, move on for pete's sake. its not worth it. my god there are only 48 months in college, and you may think its long but its short as fuck when school gets to you. really, it does. soon you'll end up with a job wishing-- while sitting in NYC on 12/26-- that you could sit at home, which is just wat I'm doing right now .... (Fcuk, I went off topic again, oh well.)

Oh, final thought in this subject area: the girls that say that they are all sweet and innocent and naive... yeah, thats a big lie. to hear such people say idiotic things like "I've never been necked on before" or "nooo, of course not, im sweet, see?" and then hear from your grindstone that they in fact were seen in a centre long before with red marks all over their neck arms and watnot... such hypocrisy. For shame... So jazn's rule: when you hit the area of HS or college, your innocence is went out the window along with your morality, dont cover it up. EMBRACE DEBAUCHERY!

If you are very attractive, rich, and novel and show no interest in her she is almost guaranteed to want to fuck you. Indeed, isn't this the very definition of Alpha Male?~IW.com

Car negotiations are still pending I'm getting a suit, but im in stalemate. I have it narrowed down to a real nice Navy Blue DKNY suit thats slimming (I like the blue), and this soph dark grey Tommy Hilfiger suit (Which is not bad, and the sales guy was nice), and the prices are almost the same... so, what do I pick? I'm so confused... (not the last suit I'll wear -MIB- but still, for Interviews and wat not) Oh and I'll get a nice leather jacket. I need to look like Jordan, with the squinty eyes.

oh yeah, as they say in hogwarts, or england.. happy CHRISTMAS, or how jay leno says it... have a happy whatever the hell you celebrate holiday...

oh yeah, and sean, SKIP THE JURY DUTY, its ur duty to please that booty... i dont think shes gonna wait around new years if you dont bust your ass over there now!!!

Wish all you other lovers and haters a merry xmas... and all my lovable linkable bloggers.

when American and Metric dont mix

"what do you call a quarter pounder with cheese in france?" "What?" "A Royale With Cheese."

This is what 8-miles is.

Ok, lets let jazn rescind that thing

read the ladder theory, i endorse it. i think it is pretty solid... for the most part, but i have certain views that are different from it. well, i'm sure you read the thing too, but if you didnt, ask me. yup... cuddle bitches are fags. you hear me? FAGS! shoot yourself!

there are NO jewish chinese ppl.im telling you, there are none... besides, who wants to be jewish anyways... or catholic, or any of those other ones too... DONT MAKE ME PULL OUT THE SEGMENTS OF SINFEST THAT DEAL WITH THAT. CUZ I WILL

Life, the sucky times

First off, I need to help someone, so if anyone knows any chinese jewish people (my friend thinks there are chinese jewish guys), i would appreciate you letting me know, thanks.

Ok,some new news... I have had to go with a compromise... I will not be getting a 24k car, nor a 20k, because of recent family money problems, so i had to compromise by saying ill take a lower lwoer car (damn!, MOFO). If anything, I mayyyyyy have to resort to a CIVIe again, but if i do, it will be a higher or newer civie, (or some car thats cool around 13k-16k), but i may be able to scrounge up a laptop... (so the question is what will replace the old memories of the old VoodooXtreme5, and be christened the VX6? could it be another Civie, or something? This sucks, Why should i wait 3 more years for a better car... f-ing blows. yup yup)

I checked the grades... damn, I couldve sworn I would pull a high grade with the Marketing test, but the damn thing was way different from what I expected... same with the other tests... wtf happened... i really need to see all these scantrons and tests, but Emerson is a psycho and keeps them, and Brenner, well, i think hes F-ed up too, and Mrs. theMeat, she has all the tests... so fack, this sucks... oh and i have to go to the online registrar and drop chinese (which, if they didnt give me higher than a B, i will go apeshit)

My aunt and uncle are heading to TW tuesday today. Ive asked them to get me some CDs, preferably from Eason (thanx Coz), Jay's VCD, maybe from Freya, or SHE, or Elva, or Ayumi... I asked for more, but i dont know their names; basically I asked for any ppl alby could recommend. thats all i got...

So it sucks, thats whats been happening so far... Again... I have only talked to a couple ppl since being home.. usually at late nights before sleeping... finding some newfound interest, but holding those interests back, because I dont want to ruin crap. muahahhaha *sinister laugh*. nah... just finding out life is full of weird people, and that i'm not ticklish...and that i can carry on 3 hour conversations about things i dont know.. and that I dont believe in the laddeer theory.

Why do I have the sad eery sickening feeling about grades and school... i had a better premonition before the break... are guys romantic? have you met one who was? aren't they dead... they all got killed off in place of the ones with stylin cars i bet... oh well... getting my license today

I have to make this quick cuz we're going to Crazy Buffet.

HAN JIA LAH

Now its time for a major recap.

I took all my tests, and after the last test, I took almost a two day nap, and I didn't eat for two days. I just stayed in the room. Yeah filthy. Everyone was starting to disperse, leaving me with fewer and fewer ppl to hang out with. That bastard Phong left, u suck fong, so no one was going to call me at odd hours of the day anymore. Xuan left, liz left, everyone is leaving. So I find happiness in spending the last day of my 16 weeks chilling with someone I never talked to before. =P So special thanks to you for sacrificing all that time with moi, and special thanks to the wonderful and sexy lee sisters for taking me home again.

I haven't done much, all ive done is gone to see the movie EMPIRE with John Leguizamo.... if you recall my review of THEY, use the same feelings unto this movie, beause thats how it panned out overall... my god, it felt so boring and long, i wanted to shoot myself, or jon for not telling me he was going to see the Gangs of NY, which i heard was a better movie...

I've been battling it with my mother over what kind of car to get, its hard, and i have to fight it roughly if im going to come out with anything. Besides that, there doesnt seem to be much info i can talk about, prolly cuz i forgot it all... yeah, sue me... ill talk about mroe later... whenever i get on a computer

Some real stories (WHO LIKES SINATRA)

leonel my dilsnoofus introduced me to these... sorry, i havent thought of anything real to say yet. Except that my compuer has been up for 7 days straight, no reboots... DAMNNN...

College Sets Wheelchair Speed Limit
Star Trek inc.
man, i want Luck like This
Greyhound Special: to osama we go

helen and rach are fun

Oh, cancelled policy, get last month premium back... see, for every month that i cancelled b4 jan18, i get 133 back... so if i didthis shit in october (why didnt I think of that), i would get hela money back from a car I dont own that doesnt exist anymore =( Fcuk. Another lesson learned.

in commemoration of the 3 year anniverseray of the millenium or watever, I would like to add this nostalgic picture that I've had. I dont think the rest of the guys ever saw my prints, even the pic of the cute little cupboard gift I made for Sands since she didnt make it for MM. Oh well, ... anyways, name all the ppls.note: no, the picture was not altered, we were all getting hammered up for the end of the world, we thought.

Millenium

Todate:
Xanga ppl I have on. UF ppl- 12. Non-UF ppl- 17 (TAS, connected with TAS, and all other pts inbtwn).

Woohoo, family and friends still beats school chums

HAPPY? THERE! I edited the archive schemes

More ppl joining xanga, more ppl for me to stalk, I know where you live on the Net, I have you bagged and tagged, muahahahhahahaha

Right now I'm sitting at home updating my journal, when I should be finishing up my goddamn testbank, heheh. yeah, i have some mismatched priorities right now, like playing metroid at 3am after Steak and Shake. I'm gonna miss not going back to taipei this xmas. I heard the Hsiung bros are going back, which means them and rich are going to be engaged in nothing but chainsmoking and CS and Starcraft/Warcraft at Aztec, and me, the MochiKilla (damn, too bad Margie doesnt know I have a journal, hehehe), not there to instigate mapwide HeadShots. Oh well... HEY, SOMEONE WANNA BRING ME SOME DAVIDOFFS FROM DUTY FREE? MAKE IT HAPPEN!

Got me some bling (40 dollas baby- b4 debt repayments) so that means some good subs at subway. or Pyros grille thing... Oh yeah recap. Havent studied as hard as Id expect, cept I spent from 3pm to 1am at Marston reading everything I had. sat with Binh. He's real kooky, but hes an old reliable kook. I have no idea why he kept on saying "Dude, Sweet, Dude, Sweet" other than its cinematic reminders. everone was there... Genie and her study group, Vy, Joanna, and someone new Elaina... who, nostalgiawise, reminds me of Rachel from New York (ah yes, rachel from Ny, now that was a funtime girl).. and it seems everyone kept on coming over to our table to steal Binh's Starburst Kandi. (mental Note: everyone likes candi) Got tired, stopped taking in info at 9pm, made 10 pit breaks... yeah.. then got S&S wit Jens and Tommyboy. Guess what my apostles, Steak and Shake Takes CREDIT CARDS NOW

Right now just 2/5 into my Test Bank, I havent found my Teacher for CHI, and I need to finish one more lesson in QMB, b4 I can hunker down with the books... I'll prolly stay up all night, and take a short nap around 9am or so...

This totally suck, I thought I was gonna close the gap btween our counters, but you already got 4.1k and I'm only around 2.7k, man, I need a bigger following.

Mad Luv to the Jen and Mims who will be sticking around till friday, and thus get to take me home (and thus get to try out the new wheels when I get it). So now I gotta tell my cousin she can leave today instead of lollygagging around.

Remember:
Wasup = Gazizza.
Homey = Dilsnoofus.
ill = ilznidiotic.
da shit = Crizappy.
words I havent figured out: prison flava, feet stank, etc.

First, Mad Props to rich and danny. Brothas dont have to be just family and frats. Thanks... And rich, I think you should really just kick the ex's ass and get that 6000NT back, with interest.

Fillin up space, cuz im bored (sorry, rich, i ran outta content... must be exams, no creative talent like Chris)

This dialogue was in July '01, withmy boy's girl vick, because she is way to much fun and easy to confuse. Ok, I'm really bored, but if you frequent here, you'll still read it because you have nothing better to do.... if you cant read it, come bak tomorrow

NYUVick:: heys u there?
Me:: no
NYUVick:: punk
Me:: =P
NYUVick:: i'm just trying to be nice.
Me:: no your not
NYUVick:: i was talking to someone earlier today and u came up in the conversation
Me:: your looking for jimmy
NYUVick:: ohs i'm very very nice.
Me:: hes not here
NYUVick:: wells duh, how can he be there if he's here with me?
Me:: because stuffed animals dont work
NYUVick:: aiesh.
NYUVick:: so i was talking to someone before who said that a few years back, he thought u could've had any girl u wanted...
NYUVick:: now isnt' that funnies?
Me:: thats very funny, you should think that khigh of me
NYUVick:: i thought it was interesting enuff.
NYUVick:: how come i didn't meet u when u were in that stage?
Me:: when was that stage
NYUVick:: a few years back, beginning of college, supposedly.
NYUVick:: end of high school.
NYUVick:: idunno how true that is though.
Me:: stop talking to alby
Me:: hes just a rumormill
NYUVick:: haha, its not from alby.
NYUVick:: and poor alby, speaking of which, is all alones agains. :-(
Me:: oh stop talking to jimmy hes a rumormill
NYUVick:: nopes, not from jim eithers.
Me:: who then is spreading all these lies
NYUVick:: so it is a lie, eh?
NYUVick:: how funnies!
Me:: dont skirm the question then
Me:: question skirmer
NYUVick:: i'm not a question skirmer.
NYUVick:: (is skirmer evena word?)
Me:: right, then whos spreading all this gossip, im the gossip person
NYUVick:: just some random rit-er.
NYUVick:: thats all.
Me:: aww your not going to tell
NYUVick:: nopes
NYUVick:: then i wont hear funny things like this anymnores
Me:: partypooper
Me:: might as well tell since im never going back]
NYUVick:: i suppose
NYUVick:: but wut if u talk to the rperosn?
NYUVick:: then i wont hear funny things naymores
Me:: i wont
Me:: i dont have anyones ims
NYUVick:: mmms, how can i trust u?
Me:: because jimmy trusts me
NYUVick:: oks, thats one true thing....which i never understood..
Me:: wellnmthen tell me
NYUVick:: oks, wells Kyu told me that u were stupid and could've had any girl u wanted...becuz u could've had chai but then u had to go and introduce her to the rest of ur friends who all turned out to be hormone crazy backstabbers.
Me:: lol
NYUVick:: told u it was entertainingly funny
Me:: yeah jimmy as hormone crazy
NYUVick:: uhm no, lets not go there.
Me:: good thing i turned him to you
Me:: so he wouldnt go down the hole
NYUVick:: gee thanx....
Me:: stupid eh?
NYUVick:: r u just humoring me nows?
NYUVick:: r are u serious? i can't tell with u.
Me:: what a great person kyu is
NYUVick:: ehs.
Me:: what else did he say
NYUVick:: in regards to u? thats about its....
NYUVick:: we ewre talking about how desperate guys are up there because of the male-female ratio, and he was giving me examples
Me:: hmm intersting
NYUVick:: uhm peffer was convinced u were trying to get with...oh gosh...wut her name...
NYUVick:: i can't remember her name rite nows.
Me:: good thing jimmy didnt seek the local group and half the guys are gone
Me:: mole chick?
NYUVick:: i can't remember her name...gosh
Me:: mole chick?
NYUVick:: her real name.
NYUVick:: idunno who mole chick is.
Me:: wow, how can you not remember names
NYUVick:: i can't remember the names of girls...cuz i dont care much for them.
Me:: which one
NYUVick:: the girl he was with...who ended up dating the outside guy
Me:: the one you hate?
NYUVick:: no
Me:: you sure?
NYUVick:: positive.
NYUVick:: not sue, some other girl.
Me:: so not the one you hate who will steal jimmy
NYUVick:: thats soooo not its!
Me:: right
NYUVick:: anyways, no not that one, another girl
NYUVick:: i cant remember her name.
Me:: the one who likes jet li
NYUVick:: ?
NYUVick:: y dont u name them off and i'll tell uw ho it is
Me:: no cuz i know
NYUVick:: and ur just being a pain.
NYUVick:: to annoy me and drive me insane
Me:: well i want you to remember
Me:: improve memory and water retention
NYUVick:: i cant' remember her name, the only thing i know about her is peffer calls her the "dreaded ex" and she wa swith wo for awhiles.
Me:: who is peffef
Me:: er
NYUVick:: jon peffer?
Me:: ?
NYUVick:: beckie!
Me:: ah you remembered
NYUVick:: took me long enuff, aiesh.
Me:: maybe if you werent so slow in rmembering it would come faster
NYUVick:: =(
Me:: no other news
NYUVick:: i tried, isnt' that enuffs?
Me:: or gossip
NYUVick:: uhms...
NYUVick:: ray's alone again toos?
Me:: aww

(Btw, I have a lot of Old conversations on my system... Even one with Troi when we were still in the chattin stage, cuz i always wanted the best for every1, yup, got that dialogue too... anyone interested?)

Me:: hows jessie doing
NYUVick:: he's still with vicky.
NYUVick:: and he's at nyu nows, which u knew already
NYUVick:: living with joho
Me:: oh btw i coulnt not introduce chai to my hormone cerazy friends cuz she already knew them b4 i got there
NYUVick:: ehs, so he has his story a little skewed, but he still thoguth u could've gotten her.
NYUVick:: isn't that the point?
Me:: no i couldnt cuz she already knew the guys
NYUVick:: hmm..
NYUVick:: u could've had me as ur callgirl but u let that go toos :-P
Me:: uhh no
NYUVick:: ur no fun.
NYUVick:: sheesh
Me:: you were just trickiong me with youer pixie shedevil powerder
Me:: and she was still in some state after he last bf
NYUVick:: well u were weak enuff to be tmeted by the pixie sticks
Me:: shedevil you are
Me:: trying to kill me and jerry
NYUVick:: thank u, i do try
Me:: now your still getting gossip
NYUVick:: so? wuts wrong with thats?
Me:: nyu ppl dont talk to outside groups
NYUVick:: i do.
Me:: evil
NYUVick:: theres nothing wrong with wut i do.
Me:: besides i couldnt stand rit anymore
NYUVick:: y nots?
Me:: no direction
NYUVick:: ohs..
Me:: even though the hunnies were off the hook
NYUVick:: wutevers.
Me:: yup they were
Me:: i can still spill out who they were
NYUVick:: no thats ok.
NYUVick:: reallys.
Me:: oh come now
NYUVick:: oks...fines.
NYUVick:: who other than that one.?
Me:: which one
NYUVick:: neverminds.
Me:: what?
Me:: which one?
NYUVick:: nothing, so who?
Me:: nothing what?>
NYUVick:: i can't imagine there being that many
Me:: ok, six then
NYUVick:: i'd think there were less than 6
Me:: ok 5 hen
NYUVick:: u think?
Me:: maybe 4 or 5
NYUVick:: is there even one?
Me:: one wat?
NYUVick:: girl.
Me:: one girl wat?
NYUVick:: aiesh
NYUVick:: are ueven payin attention?
Me:: well we got so far deep i dont know where we are
Me:: so one girl wat
NYUVick:: i guess u going deep doesn't happen often.
Me:: no i forgot, one girl wat
Me:: humor me
NYUVick:: my job isn't to humor ppl.
Me:: yes it is
Me:: so where were we
NYUVick:: i forget now too. sheesh look wut u did
NYUVick:: u threw me off the topic so much i can't remember nows
Me:: well go remember so you can tell me where we are
NYUVick:: ur in fla, no?
NYUVick:: i'm in ny.
Me:: there were four
NYUVick:: four wut?
Me:: four of them
NYUVick:: four of wut?
NYUVick:: sheesh
Me:: them
NYUVick:: who?
Me:: them
NYUVick:: who's them?
NYUVick:: who are u referrin to?
Me:: them them
Me:: to them
NYUVick:: ehs? i'm cnofusd now
Me:: including the mole
NYUVick:: who's the mole? th eone before?
Me:: which one b4
NYUVick:: idunno i'm confused now, so neverminds any of it
Me:: she was the hottest
NYUVick:: who?
NYUVick:: sheesh.
Me:: the viet one
NYUVick:: who's the viet one?
NYUVick:: i dont know any viet ones....ur doin this to annoy me on purpose, arent u?
Me:: you dont know
Me:: her
NYUVick:: ohs
Me:: shes not in the group and thus not corrupted by any of the group
Me:: so no othe rgossip
NYUVick:: nopes, nothing that would be relevant or interesting.
Me:: hmm i didnt know kyu thought so highly of me
NYUVick:: ehs
NYUVick:: but like u said, its all lies.
Me:: maybe, maybenot, but its still all interesting lies
NYUVick:: entertaining.
Me:: so do you fly to rochester every week on jetblue to see jimmy
NYUVick:: y do i hafta when he's in LI wiht me?
Me:: i mean in school year
NYUVick:: wells he's not going back until after thanksgiving
Me:: y?
NYUVick:: and i graduate after december.
NYUVick:: ohs, co op
Me:: skipping again
NYUVick:: basically.
Me:: wait wait tell me all the nonrelevent gossip
NYUVick:: uhms, someone from the rit group is dating kenny's ex, but i dont know who?
Me:: whos kennys ex?
NYUVick:: jer poured out his heart to some girl in nyu and got flat out rejected?
NYUVick:: i don tknow, jessica? maybe?
NYUVick:: thats the only ex who's name i know.
Me:: ?? no clue
Me:: maybe is wo
NYUVick:: i dunnos, kenny wouldn't give me names.
Me:: what else
NYUVick:: thats it i guess..
NYUVick:: ohs walter is in nyc?
NYUVick:: thats not gossip, thast just general knowledge
Me:: nothing else?
NYUVick:: not reallys...
NYUVick:: nopes.
Me:: well if you get any oterh juice let me knwo
NYUVick:: if ur ever on
NYUVick:: i'd tell u
Me:: i am on
NYUVick:: but u hardly are
Me:: you just have to fine me
NYUVick:: uh huhs.
Me:: and tell jimmy i said i still want my enterprise ornament
Me:: the last improtant thing (besides the rug) that i havent gotten back
NYUVick:: dnterprise ornament?
NYUVick:: and rug?
NYUVick:: did u even ask him?
Me:: and my keyboard
Me:: no
Me:: yes
Me:: you ask him again
NYUVick:: keyboard toos?
Me:: the natruarl keybaord
NYUVick:: okees, i'll make sure to ask him,
NYUVick:: if i remember
Me:: lah lah lah

Now that I think about it, I should find beck's number and call to thank her for that Rock and Roll Hall of Fame shirt she got me. True, I've still yet to wear the thing, but its soo awesome, I dont want to wear it out, and Beck gave it to me. (Doh). Yeah, I'll call...

how to have Street Credit (aka, how to talk like black folk )

"Gizziza my Dilsnoofus... Bill McNeil saying get with the crizappy taste of Rocket Fuel Malt Liquor. Rocket Fuel's got the upstate prison flavor that keeps you ugly all night long! So when you wanna get sick remember, nothing makes your feet stank like Rocket Fuel Malt Liquor. Rocket Fuel Malt Liquor, DAMN! It's ilznidiotic!". ~Phil Hartman, As Bill McNeil, NewsRadio... Good times, good times...

=/\= Journey's End, for real this time?

Ok, I slept most of the day... Went to gTi to get Smokin notes for Statistics and Law, but they dont got no fucking nots for Stats. So I go tothe other place, and they dont got shit... so I'm fucking fucked... I really gotta look at lecutres (about 20 plus hours) and look at practice problems, and i still got BUS law and marketing... fuck... and my little mei wants lunch at bentos... argh....

Oh, anyways, went to see Nemesis... So its mixed reviews on the movie.. I'm still like, whoohoo.... PHASERS, TORPEDOS, SO GOOD FLYING AROUND SHOOTING THINGS!!! whooohoo... (i am a huge nerd), but, i already read the script spoiler so I knew what was going to happen.... yup... but still, i liked it. this is exactly why all ST movies should be real important ones, like this one or the borg, not that Insurrection crap... fuck, that couldve been a 2part episode... Shiet.... And I thought they took off Wesley Crusher... cuz of negotiations, but nooo, hes still in the movie (no words though, hehe) and why did he have a starfleet uniform... didnt he go galavanting around the space time continuum and quit the academy? what the fuck is up with that? and why is Janeway an admiral.. geez she gets lost in the delta quadrant for 7 years, comes back with a borg babe, a cool shuttle craft, and the best technology starfleet could never get for a long time, and they make her admiral? and Picards been running around
the galaxy for 15 years and is still kaptain.. where the logic in that...he mustve turned down a deskjob upjillion times... ANYWAYS... good movie, seeing the shit hit the fan, i gotta get it again... maybe theyll make a movie with the new Tita that Will hass.

afterward, went to CJs with larry jen and mims... basically its the pinellas-stpete crew chillin, drinkin, eatin oysters...not me eatin that crap... oh, finally heard what the music is that goes with that puddle of mudd lyrics i had on... but nooo, the lee girls had to overplay it... and i was dissappointed, i thought it would be a better easy listening rock song.

and then come home for an hourlong phone call about crushes and stuff, but that was because I was buzzin from drinking too fast... like fast fast...

thats all i can think of... Gonna study like a nerd on adderall.... Oh, I fucking hate that blonde soroity prostitute blonde the one with the fake breasts... yeah, I think she gives head to the professor, and then some.... cuz how can anyone not go watch lectures, get outside "tutoring" from the professor (his names Lyle, and she calls him lance, like, he has a big lance, that kind of shit....or maybe she goes to tutoringzone), and still gets a 100 on the last exam... that shit is fucked up...granted shes a fucking blonde hottie like those plant city cheerleaders, but besides that, she got no brain btwn her ears, they mustve exchanged that for the DD saline implants, AKA the pam anderson/britney/christina special.

Jelly Beans, my preferred choice, I love Jelly Beans

I have been feeling really ill in the past couple days, i think i got the flu... So sick... Didnt even get to go to anywhere, maybe cuz its raining... but jen, she came through, brought me clam chowda and chikin noodles... yum...and tons of tylenol to make me sleep all day... so to my dear jen, Thanx for the soup and stuff! I feel less crappier than b4. Much Luv my dear muah. ^_^.

Oh, Liz and I actually went through all 100 levels of Bubble Bobble. Its a freaky intense game... but finally, after 1.5 hours, yeah, I smacked the boss up. Bobble kicks ass. O_@. See? She can hate me and still play Nintendo with me.

and this is why having madtheories makes you smarter than your boss and your coworkers think

Theoretical Thinkin (all the way from Taipei).
reason 2 as to why i hate xanga:

While i support the expression of thought in any form (the key to educating everyone is for everyone to express themselves and thru that expression learn and grow), I have found in more than one xanga the use of elevated language to portray one's own intelligence.

in other words, they say shit to make themselves sound like they got brains.

but it just sounds fake and they don't say shit anyway.

example:

X
There is a raging war that lasts more than a lifetime persisting in this confounding puzzle...The pieces are set to improbable solutions, gravitating freely around the barren waters. No...this is not it...I'll continue to ride these waves motionless lest my actions leave me in more solitude than the depths of this disparaging ocean.


while it's arguably poetic, the image is confounded, or confused by the use of over flowery language.

reason 3:
e props.

'nuff said

DID I MENTION IM SICK AND HAVE THE FLU?!?

Yeah, now, in retrospect, I shoulda listend to Amy and we shoulda gave blood and got flu shots, instead of me having a WL of 2-5 against the self-proclaimed UF BlackWidow.

Chris, the greatest storyteller ever told

Its good to see my old longstanding roomie is still writing stories that I'll read... Even though at first I thought it was real.Prolly since he's been on CbSNews more than once. (is that all sue's fault?)

On another note, my Sony Card was found this morning and reported lost to Financial Services, and they called me... 5 times, to find me and tell me... and then I realized, fuck, i dont have my card. And now it sucks, because that was the only card i was actively useing... but in a sense this is a great way for me to stop myself at the 400 dollar bill that is already amounted up to now... whew... and i would like to thank the anonymous person who was good enough to call in to Sony and not try to make me pay for eveyone's game at Retiz. And mad props go to CitiBank the only reliable member I trust at CitiGroup.

So now they have to send me another card. You know which card I would really want?!? Its the Citicard thats Transparent... they gotz that shit back in taipei, during summer, nothing but new Citi Cards, and they don't have that shit here. If you people's saw that card, you would want to add that to the rest of your flashy cards like Discover Blue or one of those SmArt Cards.... damn, I need that one, the transparent and the blue... sigh... now im definitely not gonna be eating... oh wait, i stil got citi platinum as my backup... See XXX, I told you my credit card wasn't taped to the wall for aesthetics.

Primerica, pt2

TC asked me if I went to the followup interview for Prime, and ofcourse my response is, no, cuz no car means, no way for me to go to ur little interview thingy. I mean, i have some vested interest to see how far this can go, but many other sources do not permit me to go set them forth (car *cough*), but I think, b/c of the enthusiasm, TC would drive me to the nex interview. To which I said, "ok, but not now during finals". I guess primerica is a little more known than I thought, sort of, because I read my Time mag about Whistleblowers, and they were talking about the VP of RiteAid, and he had secret meeting with a board of members, one of which, quoted, was the "former vice president of Primerica." So if Time can at least put the name on the print, it must have more legit factors than ppl initially think, but still, i think it maybe a bad idea to try and do a mass expansion to every orifice of the country. and its not like this company is the only one... me and liz saw this commercial for another company that was advertising the same things on tv, Free consultation and everything... so, the question is, who can be trusted. I personally havent seen any primerica consultation ad on TV yet, or the web, or print, or anything.

The CAr I hope will be realized

And finally, a Tribute to Freya Lin, with my favorite song from her albums... ahh, takes me back to the work lunches we had and the shopping on Section 7. Did I mention I miss tas still?

Streak (3:10:38 PM):yo
P2r (3:10:40 PM):yo
Streak (3:10:40 PM):you rang?
P2r (3:10:43 PM):i did
Streak (3:10:47 PM):k
P2r (3:10:51 PM):i don't get that party thing
Streak (3:10:56 PM):?
P2r (3:11:26 PM):like
P2r (3:11:29 PM):why u pay 15
P2r (3:11:32 PM):when people pay 10
P2r (3:11:43 PM):or
P2r (3:11:45 PM):why throw a party
P2r (3:11:51 PM):and then ask people to pay before hand
P2r (3:11:54 PM):i mean
P2r (3:11:59 PM):why ask people to pay for a party they throw
P2r (3:12:03 PM):that's the point of the party
Streak (3:12:20 PM):the person that got the food apparently didn’t ask for compensation, but others didn’t buy that and wanted it to go dutch style I guess.
P2r (3:12:45 PM):but wtf
P2r (3:12:51 PM):why have a party and ask ur GUESTS to pay for it
Streak (3:12:53 PM):redefine party to dutch huo guo
P2r (3:13:03 PM):it goes against everything that a party is
Streak (3:13:42 PM):true
P2r (3:14:03 PM):so give em 10
P2r (3:14:10 PM):and a bag of liptons tea
Streak (3:14:17 PM):lol
Streak (3:14:55 PM):ill give fifteen, but the 5 will be under relenting
P2r (3:15:10 PM):and did u see the most recent comment
Streak (3:15:15 PM):yeah
P2r (3:15:19 PM):whadda bitch
Streak (3:15:29 PM):u think its a bitch? cuz it sounds like it
P2r (3:15:57 PM):yeah
P2r (3:15:59 PM):i think it's a bitch
Streak (3:17:19 PM):she has issues
P2r (3:17:24 PM):she's a bitch
P2r (3:17:27 PM):i didn't like that at all
P2r (3:17:31 PM):use emy comment
Streak (3:17:49 PM):i think they were corrupted
P2r (3:18:25 PM):hahaha
Streak (3:23:07 PM):still, i gotta confirm which one is giving me more hits
P2r (3:23:22 PM):dood
P2r (3:23:26 PM):i told danny ur situation
P2r (3:23:28 PM):with that party
P2r (3:23:31 PM):how u have to pay
P2r (3:23:38 PM):and he is steamed for u too
Streak (3:24:31 PM):its aight... but u know, i think i prolly was invited to that because i attended that financial seminar for two of the ppls
Streak (3:24:46 PM):otherwise, if i didnt go, no one would give a shit, not like i see anyone. got my own priorities.
Streak (3:29:30 PM):watever
P2r (3:29:36 PM):bitches
P2r (3:29:38 PM):don't sweat it
Streak (3:39:24 PM):aights, one more class then break until exams... whee!
Streak (3:39:31 PM):ill comment on urs lata
P2r (3:39:44 PM):laterz
P2r (3:39:48 PM):u takin off
P2r (3:39:53 PM):u don't have to comment if u have no comment
P2r (3:40:00 PM):it's a matter of principle
Streak (3:40:25 PM):yeah, principle
Streak (3:40:33 PM):and principle to leave names
Streak (3:40:46 PM):aights, ill see ya online lata
P2r (3:41:08 PM):k

Dilbert: Maybe I should become a teacher so I can educate the leaders of tomorrow.
Dogbert: Maybe you should educate the morons of tomorrow so they'll stop believing the leaders of tomorrow.
Dilbert: Maybe I'll just eat this donut and go to work.
Dogbert: Do you have any more dreams I can crush?

Glenn Beck Audio - The Insider Preview

AHHHHH!!! YESTERDAY WAS MOM'S BIRTHDAY, AND I FORGOT TO CALL!!! DAMMIT!!! I HAVE TO REMEMBER TO CALL AFTER MY TEST!

Boss:"What have you done to improve the morale of your friends?"
Me: "I didn't give them the beatings they so richly deserved."
Boss: "I'll shorten that to team player."

Must Control Fist Of Death.

Bentos(happy now, theory?)

Ok, first bentos... Bentos is aa chinese cafe that makes up dishes from several different asian countries, like taiwan, china, koreao, vietname, and korea. The prices are moderate for the dishes, but the atmosphere is nice... usually the line gets long to order food because it takes around 3 minutes per order, but its good... They also have Zheng Zhu nai Cha for 2.50 (yeah, I know, thats more than 2x 3x more than how much I pay for back home... sigh... but this is the closest thing... hmm There, now you know what Bentos is... because that will be a recurring reference point in the school year, because of the nai cha.

Choker

After I cleaned my room, I found in one of the boxes a blue choker. This goes back to the day it was given to me because your parents would freak at the choker, so I held on to it up to now... now i look at it, it reminds me of about a year i've had with you being around; a little kid who kute naive tendencies make her a darling to everyone. and the stuff we've talked about. So I'm not going to get mad at the fact that you may have been corrupted with rumors and thus trying to piss me off with the worst omens ever. "your so blind, you only look on the outside, not looking at the ppl's feelings." I beg to differ, because alot of the ppls feelings and views are a burn on my high. Now unless there is something in particular you wanna spill out, you gotta just quiet, and be my friend, not my critic.

Chinese, and Candy

Today was part one of chinese exam, the listening... Yeah I did that, but the crappy thing was, I took my test with me!!! fuck, I got caught up in turning in my hw that I forgot to turn in the test.!!! its like TEst 2 all over again!!! so I gotta stay allnighter and get to see th teacher early morning... I mean, htere is no way I can cheat on a listening part... PULEASE.

Also, we got candy b4 the test. Zhang Ziyi stole most of the candy, like filled her whole purse full of them. I got assorted flavors. Basically we tried every single weird flavor... oh btw, the candy was chinese, so it had the weirdest flavors... I think we agreed the weirdest flavor was Nutmeat Creme. yeah, thats right, NUTMEAT! What the hell is nutmeat? I cant even remember the taste, but the name is never forgotten... NutMeat.

Alright, Alright... I had a weird dream over the weekend... I think after the parties... It was fucked up... I think i was engaged in a firefight CS style... with phasers and matrix moves, but when I got ahold of one of the guns, they turned into water guns, and all of a sudden it was a school production... then little kids were running around on my blug carpet rug and drooling on it, then it was 2pm, and i got wokeup by my phone.

Nostalgia NY1

Thinking back to freshmen year; me jim ray and sue. all from different geo areas. Jim and his long Island style, Ray from New Joy-see, Sue and her Bwooklyn new utrecht, and me with the everywhere else. yeah, I was dominated by HK everywhere... but on the second ring out, was Hsiabury and the Jakarta Tw boys, and mori... wow, its four years... its still unimaginable... Around this time four year ago, I had a crappy thing going on, especially that thing that happened at the jersey new years party, something I want to forget... but in retrospect, its better that I was able to go venture into that area and meet ppl i can't ever, ever, evereverevereverevereverever forget.

Now its four years later... I havent found anyone that could replace ray... except that gabo comes real close to it.... reall real real close... Jim is replaced by my irish friend back at Trinity... always my boy.... and yeah theres even a replacement for sue, surprise, cuz the replacement always reminds me of her.... which now that i think about it... is a real bad thing... erk... oh well... theres always that...

Damn, I thought our Casa prez was with that guy with the nice car.... my gossip is sooo outdated, I'm not up to speed, because alot of my contacts dissappeard, this sucks. I need info so i know whats going on... I mean, its not like I was stalking ppl and adding ppl who dont know me to my buddy list and memorizing their birthdays... because thats just scary yo... real scary... especially when you find out... You Stalker.. u scare me...I'm Out... gotta stay up the nite..

Sorry, I got tired of some chinese songs, I wanted some fast pace... this one is Nowhere Near.. from the Digimon Movie OST. Alot of songs there are good, if you are into the music like this... its always makes me feel better.

Coming up next time

some weird phaser water fight dream, choker, memories, and defining bentos... but first...

I sooo hate you jenny, you scuk... no, scratch that... rhyce, you SUCK!!!! Do you want to blow up ppls computers?????? Are you Out to Kill Everyone?!?!? DAMMIT!... oh and on a side note, jenny you suck for having that other crap that tried to make my computer register "penisluvxxx" as some screenname, then go onto hundreds of IM's and chatrooms... har har... you are as devilishly fiendy as you are smart and sexy You'll get a copy of san gai soon enough.

I think this is a nice song, too bad I never heard it yet

from Puddle of Mudd

Met a girl, thought she was grand, fell in love, found out first hand, went well for a week or two, then it all came un-glued.
In a trap, trip I can’t grab, never thought, I'd be the one who would slip, then I started to realise, I was living one big lie.
She was queen for about an hour, after that, shit got sour, she took all I ever had, no sign of guilt, not feeling bad, no.
She fuckin' hates me (trust), she fuckin' hates me (love), I tried too hard and she tore my feelings like I had none and ripped them away.
That’s my story, as you see, learned my lesson and so did she, now it’s over, and I'm glad ‘cause I'm a fool for all I've said.

So, I have to pay more??

Woke up 3pm, had to actually clean my room... tis amazing that this room looks like shit, with clothes everywhere, but when ppl are coming over, you get motivated to clean up fast, in 20 minutes time... so i had to accomodate ppl that only came to use my computers... like I'm only good for my things. Went to Bentos for some grub, then sat around, then larry called to get legal alchohol... but i am a little busy, so i had to rain check that... i still want to go bar hopping at least... find me some bar buddies.

Oh, pris called and told me the damages for the food. Fifteen dollars... So I was like ok, ill get it to someone if i have it and do seen anyone. BUUUUUUT, I talked to randy at bento's, and he told me he only has to pay TEN DOLLARS; so im thinking WTF? why is there a 5 dollar diffy?!? Watever, I guess if they want to do that shizit, but ill go on the record as saying, WAt Da FCUK? I'm not made of $$$. So, if I didnt eat as much, would it still have been the same??? i... gues... that...make...sense... Fine, fine, watever, $15 dollars. Stop gloating. Course they have to find me, or i have to see them (i never see these people anyways, schedule incompatibility, O_o), and I have to have money, and of course I never have money in my wallet... really I dont, nothing more than a fiver... its called put it on the plastic. Alright food anyways.

heading toward circa... need some shit done.

CATCH ME IF YOU CAN

Ok, so i havent givent an active detailed update in a long while eh? well, guess what, its catch up time, and its SUNDAY

Lets debunk some things about jon

So I was talking to two ppl at the Student Union 3rd floor, and from what I heard, i have a weird rep. On the one side, I feel flattered since i guess some ppl envy me (who are these ppl), because I have these supposed "flings," but lets just back up a second. jazn does not have flings, jazn doesn't flirt with everyone, jazn is not a pimp... so i think that all that envy is on a false image... the second side is the supposed "tons of girls" like me part..... puahahah. that is such BS. If there was some group that was like that, wouldn't i at least be known about this, or see ppl stalking me? I'm not that oblivious to it. geez...man, I would like it if the latter was true, but I think its one of those gossip things... SHIZNIT

Recap Thursday, Friday

Thursday: uhh, went to chinese, out to make it to all the classes.. also, I had a paper that was due in business law for an international law article, so I found something bout Koreons trying to make an atom bomb or something. Went to the FSA meeting, but it was sorta boring, because the culture thing was wayyyy long... and i didnt see anyone i knew, and the ppl I saw were ppl I wasnt wanting to talk to at that time. So I met up with my homeboy larry for a game of pool and to go round scouting drinks and liquor stores for his saturday party (More later on that) Oh, and then i got bored so i called up TripleX to go to Walmart for no reason, then hit up steak and shake... good times... good times...

Friday: So went to class again, and went straight home because THIS DAY, I had a paper to turn in about review questions for marketing, and I got home around noon, but then I found out the thing was due at NOON, so I busted out a paper as fast as I could and turned it in at like 2:30. I also called jen to see fi she wanted to go to Jcrew, but somehow there was some miscommunication, I said somethings in the wrong language that were aimed at the wrong person (basically, mischanneling of my anger at my stylist instead of my giftwrapper... gan ah, she still has that shit at her house...), so jen had a quick jon bashing on the phone and my ears almost came off... its like all the old days last year when she would go ballistic on a cell phone.... but i said my sorrys, cuz it was mostly my fault anyways (i am a car whore, shes a goddess, etc) and we went to Starbucks to talk about life and recap since last hanging out, which was good, cuz i missed those old times, and seeing her round (MUST GET BIMMER/BENZ/A4/BIKE). actually, surprise, I got a hot pepermint cholocate milk thing at starbucks instead of my signature frap, then later to an asian restaruant for curry and grilled chicken.... "What the hell is that THING? is that a mosquito bite? Liz had that thing b4 too!! It must be contagious with women!!! I wonder why?!?!" I swear I tell her all my stuff that is going on, and I have to literally twist her arm to get her to spill anything. Does she even remember all that shit that was talked about b4?!? god I hope not. Anyways, Dashed to some stores looking for a lamp for Stonridge Y's living room.

MY GOD THAT WAS THE CRAPPIEST MOVIE I EVER SPENT MONEY ON FOR A HORROR FLICK

Later we went to watch the movey "They." OMG, can they make movies that DONT SUCK? This thing was CRAP? I mean, if you want a scary frightful thing like Ring, you can go see it, but to get a better affect, I think you gotta be high, because this was a fag of an ass movie!!! and the most important reason why it sucked? Cuz I didn't know it was the end till it was the end!!! My god... (oh, went with jen, jen's sister, and gabe- and i did a gentleman thing for gabe, so mm sai)... CRAP... shoot me!!! Never see that crap again.

Momemt of the day: Jen didn't realize I had a haircut for 5 minutes, obviously cuz she was pissed at me. "Oh, it looks.......... nice." ???!?!? WHAT?

Saturday, the Hot Pot, the Party(s)

Woke up late... the only person that IMed me... surprise, jenjen, course, I was tired so I went back and woke up later at like 3 and pranced around the house in PJs until I was outside watching Lilo and stitch with the roomates... 7pm Workout till 8pm... I get back, and THEN I found out about the Firepot dinner at Priscilla's house. last minute calling, and i got a ride in someones car to ge there.... well... the hot pot dinner was good.. i reminded me of being home, with some family... a broken family, but still a family... so its alright. well, the food thing lasted a long time, but i wasnt gonna hang there forever... i already promised larry about his party, so i had xuan pick me around midnight (damn, i should got there around 11-1130), we got there... i liked the party because of seeing ppl i havent seen in along time (though, i think some others believed it was gonna be more dance than mingle)... got me some jello shots and beer.... yay... saw everyone (in no particular order: the lee sisters rest of their posse, soph, van and ango, bento/fsa crew, kosol and his women, ziyi, etc... alot of ppl, and someone was happy to see someone else come from the other birthday parties). party died, had to jump to campus club party, but that was already dead, so went home. so that was all... good night...

Dilbert of the DAy:
Discount Brokerage: "When you open an account, you'll get a free dart board and a monkey. If your balance drops below five hundred dollars, we'll order the monkey to kill you....... Well, think about it and get back to me."

Ngo ho ngoy lei ah, lei zhi mm zhi dou?

new song... yes its another jordan one (him and Jay, the few non-gay chinese singers who are cool)... yes its in hkchickentalk... its called rotating... so next time itll be one of the mandarin rap songs.

Here is the lyrics for the song

一句到尾
陳小春
詞：黃偉文 曲：陳光榮


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有沒有有沒有　你只要答有沒有
你儘管開句口　就當好心幫好友
照直說有沒有　我相信我氣量夠
無需怕送贈我　擲向井裡那石頭

#圍繞身邊已六百天　你喜歡過我六十秒嗎
還期望知道這段相處裡　被我暗戀得快樂嗎
如果喜歡你是笑話　你都有開心過六十秒嗎
旁人話總會有日感化你　待你這麼好有用嗎
還有用嗎　而你默然　還要問嗎

有沒有有沒有　你只要說句沒有
我自己即刻會走　絕對不騷擾好友
老實說你有沒有　再拖我怕我失救
如承認不愛我會內疚　讓我先對你自首

Repeat #

圍繞身邊已六百天　你喜歡過我六十秒嗎
還期望知道這段相處裡　被我暗戀得快樂嗎
如果喜歡你是笑話　儘管高聲笑也不怕
旁人話總會有日等到你　
恨我這麼蠢 聽不出 是句反話
還去問你　能接受嗎　還要問嗎

Heres the first canto jordan song i had b4, the one gaba luves

不歡而散
陳小春
曲:林宇中　詞:黃偉文　編:包小松


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好 終於都不歡散去
真想不到我會這麼狠
叫你對我 永遠也死心
走 今生不想再見你
應該只得 這最差的人
至會 對你 使出這種口吻

#如果分手沒痛楚 我怕你到永遠也會等我
如果今天起憎我 仇恨我 歧視我
明日你會更易再愛人 平伏這個美麗心魔
餘生可以好好過 (路邊相見不識我)WOO~

如果忍得住痛楚 當我錯當我錯會更好過
如果必須想起我 仇恨我 歧視我
懷念過去快樂太折磨 無謂美化昨日戀歌
拿報復者的決心 活得好更多

走 雖講得於心有愧 拖拖拉拉 怕你放不低
我說 要散 各散最東西
分 必須分得夠切底 一早都知 你愛得執迷
要你怨我 只好靠一心計

Repeat #

如果忍得住痛楚 當我錯當我錯會更好過
如果必須想起我 仇恨我 歧視我
懷恨過去快樂太折磨 無謂美化昨日戀歌
拿報復者的決心 活得好更多

RAP:好 終於都不歡散去
真想不到我會這麼狠 叫你 對我 永遠也死心
走走走 今生不想再見你 應該只得這最差的人
至會 對你使出這種口吻

Repeat # ()

如果忍得住痛楚 當我錯當我錯會更好過
如果必須想起我 仇恨我 歧視我
懷恨過去快樂太折磨 如若要記記住坎坷
離去後不必記得 我說過愛你最多 oh.....


And the Mandarin one I had later

下半輩子
陳小春
RAP：陳小春　詞：徐世珍　曲：林宇中


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嘿 變成大人才知道
光著腳到不了的地方
長大 長高 還是到不了

嘿 不再冒險犯難了
放開了夢想追求成功
那是 需要 還是一種炫耀
要拼到第幾回合
能不能 夠不夠 我不知道
想一想下半輩子
這麼過 有點糟
也許男人只是不知道
什麼時候應該求饒
再年輕一次多好 OOH~~~

要愛到第幾個人
停一停 看一看 是個問號
只能等下半輩子
一起哭 一起笑
好好聽聽自已的心跳
人生不算無可救藥
我這一輩子總要 為自已煩惱


oh and here is the translation for the last cantopop song that i had on b4... you can find it in last weeks archives.

Love that should have

Rolling Around No where to escape
The sky will be bright should
I don¡¯t Is it wrong to continue to think of you

I hate the lonely already Dreams are so hard to finish
Every time give up every thing of love
At the end not one to be with

Love that should be
I can¡¯t escape Heart broken comes back harder
The longer the love is The harder it is To return

Love that should be
Will it ever come back I can¡¯t understand
What is love I¡¯m quickly learning not to love


Im bored... i should be doing hw Well I got shit to bitch later... maybe after FSA

"I'm your friend, so I'm just saying to be careful around girls (because guys are stupid) and watch yourself." ~lizh

Ok what the hell does that mean? Are you trying to be super vague? You sound just like one of those misfortune cookies. "Danger Will Robinson Danger." Are you trying to say something? Then say it, don't give me half assed warnings. Your my friend, and I luv you because you are my friend, but i want to smack you around alot, especially when you try to do those mind tricks. Especially now. So, as my friend, you best be giving me the scoop on what the hell you are talking about. Gei wo li yo. Gei wo duo yi dian mian zi. Xiao Ya Toe.

You know your room is a damn mess when...

...the exterminator guy from the division of housing opens your door and, to quote my roomate, says "Fuck" or just starts laughing. yess, its very messy. but its the price for hunkering down and studying more. OOH OOH THE WESTWING AND TAIWAN While typing this, the West wing aired a special episode that deals with the issue of Taiwan and China. You know that anything that has to deal with ROC/PRC relations is alway peaking my interest.

Primerica

Anyone heard of Primerica? Apparently its a member of Citigroup, which has Citibank and Traveler's group under its wing. Well, I confoundedly said yes to attend one of their workshops, but since my friends are part of this, I guess I can't say no... for now... sounds fishy. So, according to this workship, its like a make fast money on the side, and get a series 6 license (im gonna ask dave)........PAUSE ooooo, dailo just called....he has no idea what this thing is... but obviously.. everyone has opinions about this idea, even the consumer gurus, and people that have been through organizations like this...... SOOO, ok, I heard the softshoe pitch. it was a good pitch, but im very confident about where I'm going to be ("There are too many lawyers." fuck that, we don't have enough, especially for IP law, maybe for your ciminal law though). But the main point is, this company seems to rhrive on vast networking... which suits alot of white people with extended familys... mom, moms pop, moms cousin's second sister... the neighbor's dog's vet, etc... I dont think it works well withme or people who don't want to try and strain ties with ppl or cold call others (feel sorry for Mkt Katie for the ppl calling her and not knowing how we ended up on their list). So I'm very worried about the people who are already into this thing already... TC, Annie, and Pris, but I'm not going to discourage them from their dream... because, who knows, maybe they can make it, but then again the ppl that recruited them are gonna get more money than them...anyways, its their choice... I'm just not feeling up to being a financial version of the Avon lady.

So after the thing, everyone went to bento's to eat (finally some food to make me fat again). Oh, for everyone to know, Tuesday was Liz's birthday... but obviously she wanted to see who would remember, or who penned it down in a planner... Well, since I haven't seen her since whenever I didn't bother to get her a gift, but since right place right time, we landed at bentos, I arm twisted Jimmy the manager to send one of his lackies (david... heheh)_with a pastry with Ice cream on top. So, that was one, and I stress, 1, good turn of fate. And yes, I'm happy that troi and liz are back together, because now troi looks less dejected, liz isnt mopey, and everything is back to normal.... for now... the calm b4 another storm... but thats the trials and tribalations.

I wonder how I get through life

cuz obsiously I think the Big Guy is really trying to test my world with the shit hes dishing at me, with mom and dad, and only me and dailo the only ones left who may have to make life work. So I think this is my game plan... LSAT before Feburary, Finish the classes by may or june, apply. Maybe stay here or go back home for a job for a semester while I apply to school and then I start it again in Spring... that's all... For now...

I wonder what Jenjen is doing... damn gurl was supposed to call back, but nooooooooo, its typical that that woman would forget while shes stuffing herself with food. Oh well...I had other things I was going to bitch about, but the mind can only hold the most important things that pissed me off... so all the little things will have to wait till tomorow, plus I have a paper I need to type up for tomorroows Law, and I have to call X because everyone else is being an ass or a bitch... or I could call some TAS ppl, but I'll settle for my sister. (plus I want to make certain shes not lying that shes a twin, which is really weird)

Oh, and the Ant problem is settled I hope... I just need to cut back on my Mild Seven... Oh, when I find it, I'm gonna put up this funny song my cousin showed me because it was funny, and I laughed because it is... Its about how Hitler had a girlfriend... its funny... I gotta find it.... Maybe more comix later

I hate you all, I want to smack you all around with my whoopin stick and shoot you all in the leg with my gun... =P J/p, I'll shoot you all in the crotch, its more funnier there, because you really piss me off today dun worry, its a phase, i'll be less angry tomorow...

To the old gang, in NY MA, NJ, TW, CA, I hope you all had a good thanxgiving

And now, more funny comic strips that relate to my life

click here to find out which asian action superstar you are!

You are Chow Yun Fat. you
are a charming and devilishly attractive person. On one side you are strong,
wise, cool and calm.

but on the other side you enjoy chaos, bullets, guns, explosions, blondes and
have a knack for killing people.

you're primary colors of dress are grey and black. you like the expensive stuff.

This is what my kid is gonna be like

This is that adorable girl from our thanx 02


My cousin loves her too, just look at those confused eyes


Someone stole Fred Durst's hat.

Did Anyone notice that the beginning part of 007 films, the spot thing, its a gun barrel, not a camera or eye?

I just realized that. I guess because this time, unlike the old versions, Bond put a bullet in the barrel?.... which resulted in the guy dying... but i think its a barrel... someone tell me.

Went to Long Foon Viet restaurant with my boy Kungfu because hes never been there, and I always go there for the pho. I guess its been awhile since I ate there, because after we left the place, me and him had the worst feeling from the noodles, like we were drunk or drugged up. I think that waitress girl who has a thing for me might have mickeyed up the broth. Its theory, but how else can you explain a tired state after all that pho. Anyways, it couldve been all the soup, so we made a pit stop at Popeye's chicken restaurant.... driving backwards into the parking lot almost running over some drunk blacky on a bike...

After feeling refreshed (i think it was the soup), we gotz over to the Muvico theatre located at St.Pete's Baywalk. Flashback: 97 or 98: I was helping my boy Dan setup for this company he worked for; we were at the florida museum setting up this popcorn refreshment stand for an unveiling of a new St. Pete project to revamp downtown, called Baywalk. They unveiled a little model that all the investors and the public witnessed, and I'm proud to say I was there when that happened, because after all that time, Baywalk turned out pretty nice, and to think, I knew about it b4 it even broke ground.

Watched Die another Day. 1st Impression: So, Bond has ran out of Russian''s to deal with, now he has to go after chinese and koreans (granted it will make better castings for our people, but still, its mostly villainy). Whats next, the Japanese?, why not throw some evil Viet's in there. Or make some villain from a country we never suspect: Canada. 2nd thought: Only since Bronson has been on that they made two bond girls per movie, right? This time its the Halle "look at me, i went naked for a million dollars on swordfish and no one cared" Berry as the good bond girl. But in me and Kungfu's opinion, the other bond gurl was alot cuter (look how decked out she was in her final scene; she was almost busting out; it was like they decided ribbon would be a good wardrobe) too bad she had to turn out as the evil psycho bitch, but there always has to be a hot evil bond girl. 3rd thought: when the hell did the guy have the time to make a death ray as large as that in less than 14 months (unless he was making that b4 bond got to him initially). I mean, didn't it take us years to build a space station thats not even as big as that death ray thing, and we're still building it!!!! 4th thought: Halle is one easy ho, look how fast she and brosnon jump in the sack, not even 3 hours. And hes got eight hundred venerial diseases too.


So tired, so fat from all the food. So depressed. I'm going to retreat to my bed and try to have a reassuring dream to comfort me, and tomorrow nite I'll be back home stressing about finals, not looking over my shoulder expecting anyone following me. just counting the days to the A4, or jetta, or Vanquish (i want that car now) or M3 (OR THIS ONE), but for right now, an A4... and never looking back. cuz me neck hurts.


Addendum, Ok, its not working, the pictures, cuz im on my cousin's laptop that is sans an FTP (my god shes an interior design major, you think she ouold have an FTP thing. So, I'll make the changes later when i'm back home.... Note to self: tell edna to send 100,102 105,106,107