Tuesday, January 27

hey my peoples...

sorry... can't post something deep today... had to xlog something on the crappy site, cuz i owe it to my driving buddy at least... so you all need to take a deep breath, hold it in, and read the Tuesday Xanga Log.. but don't ever breathe while in xanga, or you'll gets Sars... really... how do you think everyone got it in the first place... fcukin cats? i beg to differ... anyways... take one for the team and go here if you want to read the Road Trip

Friday, January 23

sooo tired...

i dunno if its from yesterdays workout, or stressing over a stupid puzzle that made no sense, but i'm mad dogged tired, or something... i can't find a good pic of me for the cast call, so i'm going to best buy to steal a snapshot from their demo cams... i can it "being competitive" with company resources.

its not easy trying to make plans with people when they give you cryptic maybes and crap, but at least now i'm actively trying, like being aggressive... alot of times you get smacked in the face, but ya know what? for a split second, a woman's hand is caressing your face (this is a hypothetical situation, i havent been smacked around physically)

god its cold, i love my blankie and pillow... oooh, gotta bring my pillow....

I think i can understand why that girl stomped the hell outta that guy, but the guy was indeed blinded and never noticed for a long time of the shoeprints on his back. ~Mind'sEye

Working out makes me sore... boooo.

words of mom

This is a year not very good for Tiger and Monkey (six year apart), so I need to donate money to temple tomorrow to get lucky for you, so be more careful this year.
mom

Thursday, January 22

in hindsight

maybe it wasnt a good idea to disclose my women past history with van, complete with event timeline and what not... but i guess it doesnt matter to me... now that i think about it... I'm hundreds of miles away, i don't speak to any of those girls... and it don't care... besides the ville was just one part of my escapades with the other gender; thats like, one of 4 parts... and the rest were just as wild and or weird...

at least one more person has remembered that i keep a secondary website, complete with venting, bottles, and etc. and I'm sure i'm gonna have a couple more ppl find my site soon... my ticker is gonna jump faster.

no anger, no hate, no problem... i can't erase what I feel, but i can at least let it go on... something like that... i'm a little tired.

writing some crap for my statement

Monday, January 19

i luuuuuuvvv my phone

did you know, my samsung sch-e715, which costs 299 retail, i got for 249 and amazon sold for fucking 50, which is an Intenna phone/calender/camera/alarm/morningcall/jukebox/chessgame, doubles as a handy dandy flashlight with the led flash from the camera? sweeet!

Sunday, January 18

sooo tired...

i really can't deal with writing a personal statement ... how long, and stuff//... soo tired..... but time is running out... the days count and tick by... when will this end.

Friday, January 16

I'm waiiiiting

hey, Tim... one, some of ur links in your website don't point where they should point, and two, werent you supposed to have sent me something, like recs or essays or something?!?!?!?!

also, your in miami right? do you think you have space for me and a friend to crash for a friday night if we ask? theres something going on in Ft Laud and we would probably need a place to stay thats close by... really need it... aight...

dammit, just email me (drchiang@yahoo.com) or cell me 3528711000.

Where the hell am i supposed to send my essay after i send it?! hmm, this is weird...

Monday, January 12

fuck, i may have shafted myself... again... stupid ballys... i'm going for my other plan and get a JC card to work in the gym... which means i gotta cancel the bally plan ... yeah... if i do get a 3 month free guest membership, i'll use it, but im not going to sign a contract... if anythit, ill go to the oher store and try it...

oh, signed in to the weigh in...

Sunday, January 11

national weigh-in

if you dont know, yesterday was national weigh in... if you were lucky enough to stumble upon it like i did at a discovery channel store, you can weigh yourself and get a 3 month trial at ballys to try to lose the weight... woohoo... after the apps, im hitting that thing for all its worth...

Saturday, January 10

if anyone wants to help me think of some teacher recommendations i can write, it would really help

I thought teachers and bosses were supposed to write your damn recs for you. It seems as though in high school teachers take this task more seriously, whereas bosses and professors empower the student with the task of glorifying themsilves and having the prof sign off on it... my problem is that i have two profs and a boss who want me to draft stuff up... if some ppl could help ghost write a couple ideas, it would be great... we could start off with my American Gov professor, who is a lawyer and though i would make a good one... really... you can go buck wild on this thing... not a "hes like God" or something, but something where he was very interested in history and information regarding politics and law, and would tend to stay after class and constantly barrage the teacher to death with questions and such.

second would be my boss from TI: lets think... uhm... i guess the points in my IT interning... (i was half loyal... but very diligent)... was that i was active towards my goals and helped execute and maintain certain projects (VEritas Backups, OS migrations and upgrades) as well as assisting with other jobs that the IT Booth personal were called on, to help educate me with operations of things like phone biling and phone rewirings and shit...

the third one: i guess i dont need to write it, she said all i need to do is stress points...

so if anyone has ideas for that, mail them to drchiang@yahoo.com

pleaaase: cuz i got a stupid personal essay i need to write...

in fact... um... tim... didnt ur girl register for lsac too? doesnt she have a copy of her personal essay? *hint* *also hint for the other things *wink**hint*

gtg... im really very tired after getting blown off by a girl im not understanding... youd think, if a girl didnt want to go out with you, she would already have stated about the existence of her bf, to which her coworkers are aware ... yet if she didnt explicitly or implicitly mention, yet agrees to something and later backs out... doesnt she seem like a cock tease? i mean, she is pretty spanking... but, a man can only tolerate so much cockteasing. yeah... for that project, im staying off until the bitch calls me one time... i still have the other two i need to work on... not to mention these apps are due soon... literally 2/1 but realistically a week before... FUCK!!!

aight... night...
gtg think of which schools again...

Wednesday, January 7

LSACD is in...

now, the days of crap to start..

oh, i got paid, and i chickened out... more on that later

Tuesday, January 6

im starting to hate the lsac

i ordered the LSA CD (law school app cd) december 1st... the damn site said allow 2-3 weeks for delivery... ok, maybe just 2 weeks... and its been 4-5 weeks... and the fucker isnt here... called the fuckers today and they said it should be here this week, and if its not they can fedex it... what I should have said, instead of "oh, ok" would be "fuck you, give me my money back, i'll buy the online version you dropout retards... you're all fucked up!!!

but thats life... so that means i should have, what, 21 days or so? oh, shit, i'll have 21 days.

oh, i slept reall early the last couple of days, but today I'm still up... so im prolly not gonna wake till noon... ce la vie

Sunday, January 4

women are psycho

i have a habit of chewing my nails... its cuz i dont like the feeling that my fingers could have weapons that could scratch my eyes out... so i bit them... its nasty... the nails look like war zones happend on them... this last week, i was at the point where my nails were at the threshold to be bitten off again, but i chose something to stave off the possible, so i went to a nail salon and paid 12 bucks to get a manicure... just a shape and file, mind you, not something faggy. i dont see how women can fork twelve bucks for seomthing my mom could do for me if she were here, i bet all our moms could do this... so, why do these salons seem lucrative... i know a fmaily that is rich off their chain of salons... thats fucked up... so, anyways, after half an hour, i was done, i guess it was an alright job, so i tiped the lady 2 bucks... and for awhile they were alright... but yesterday the nails were making me unbearable... or something... so i clipped them to my norm, ten today, tey got irritating still, so i chewed them off again... now they feel normal... ragged and tagged...the top isnt even smooth anymore, since i stripped off some layers with my teeth... told you this is habit... but, i dunno... i dont feel like paying 12 dollars again... maybe ill get a cute girl to do it for me, ill just act stupid and say i want to be more sensitive and then she'll do it for me... muahahah, perfect plan i guess.

Saturday, January 3

the term cute couple is seriously overrated, and totally subjective... meaning, if you say it, i should punch you in the face for being gay.

i hate life, or fate, watehever... i got 28 days to apply to schools... how fun is that.

Thursday, January 1

l]\\\ Oh happy new yeahr

i know that shipping is the standard to get things from here to there, but if on ebay, would you be stupid enough to pay 12 bucks for ups ground shipping for a ps2 game that is the size of a small manual or manga book? 12 BUCKS?!?!? are you nutz? why the fuck dont you use the post office? geez, some people need to die!